This or That

1st January, 2010

"Two and a half months, huh! Pretty long, right?

Yup. It really is long...I still can't seem to erase my past from every part of me...the past that seemed to be the brightest so far, with many people who were there for me, with all of them who cared for me, who trusted me...

But, it's all gone, for good...

Nor am I lookin' forward to return back to my past...Life has been pretty lonely, lately...But now, after these many days of being aloof of their existence, I know, it won't be easy on me...

I doubt if they'll ever trust me as they used to...

I doubt if I can ever meet Den as I used to, after literally ditchin' her...

Anyways, thanks for listening to my heart...

Yours,

Leandor"

I'd promised Denna to call her back, which I never did...'cuz the next thing I did was change my phone number.

I knew that if I'd to have a fresh start, I'd have to start from pieces, even if it meant erasing the past I loved the most...

But, this was what I'd to do, for myself, for the baby...

I had to leave everything behind me...

And that's how a new chapter had opened in my life...