STORY 10
FORGOTTEN LOVE
"Ivan, would you come with me tomorrow?" but instead of answering me Ivan just leave and left me. I followed him, hindi pwedeng mapahiya nanaman ako bukas. I need to make him come with me,no matter what it takes
"Ivan! Wait for me!" nadapa na ako lahat-lahat hindi nya parin ako nilingon.
"Tss, that heartless man. Kung hindi lang kita mahal hindi ako maghahabol sayo ng ganito na parang aso" I snorted. I stand up and fix myself. I'm not into myself talaga everytime na naghahabol ako sa lalaking yun. Haist.
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"Iha, where's Ivan?" Tita Claire, Ivan's Mom
"Ahm he's coming na po medyo na traffic lang" speaking of, here the man that we are talking about with his oh so greeted teeth. Sh*t
"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO!?" he grab my arm in a nasty way.
"L-Let go of me, Ivan you're hurting me" I know what I did made him like this. Pero kung hindi ko yun ginawa I bet he will come.
"IVAN! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING? LET GO OF LEXY! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT YOU'RE HURTING HER?" Tita is fuming mad and this is not what I'm expecting.
"Stop siding with her, Mom kaya nagkakalakas loob ang babaeng yan kasi lagi ninyong kinakampihan!"
"She's not just a girl, Ivan. She is your fianceé!" I can feel Ivan's frustrations. I can see the strong disagreement on his eyes.
"She's not Mom and she will never be" then he left. How can I tame you Ivan? If I just tell you the truth back then should we still be like this?
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"Ivan I'm sorry"
"Leave me alone"
"Ivan if I didn't used Kyla's name tingin moba mapapapunta kita dun?I don't want to be embarassed again in front of your mom!"
"If you don't want to feel embarassed then leave us alone! You know that I love someone else but you keep insisting to marry me. Ganyan kaba talaga ka desperada para ipagduldulan anh sarili sa lalaking pag-aari na ng ib—" before he can finished his words I slap him. Not just because I love him eh hahayaan konalang siyang insultuhin ako.
"Stop judging me as if you know the whole me! Wala kang alam Ivan, wala!" before I said something that can hurt him I leave.
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"Iha why not tell him the truth? I can't see you hurting like this. You suffered enough, let him know the truth he deserve it and so are you. Stop penetrating pain in your heart by letting him on other girl's arms." i cried on Tita Claire's shoulder and vent out all the pain I have inside. I'm still holding,Ivan but I don't know how long. So pls, come back to me
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"Lexy" im shocked when call me first
"What?"
"About what happend last time, I would like to apologized to you. Sumobra na kasi yung sinabi ko, sobrang mali ako dun. I'm sorry" He never change. He looks cute when saying sorry. I smiled.
"That's ok atleast you're sorry" he also smiled. It's my first time to see him smiled at me after he woke up from that accident.
"Yah, Kyla's also nagging me to say sorry to you" he's smiling while talking. I guess I'm not the one anymore.
"Ivan, can I ask you something?" he nodded.
"Are you aware that you have amnesia?"
"Hmm,yeah Mom told me" I smiled
"Hindi kaba curious sa mga memories mo before kang maaksidente?" are you not curious about me? I want to add that but I stop myself.
"Frankly,at first yes. I want to retrive those memories that I lost. May parte kasi saakin noon na nagsasabing kailangan kong makaalala? May parte saaking nagsasabi na kailangan kong may maalala? Do you get me?" I nooded
"Pero nung tumagal, I stop. I stop my self remembering those memories that I lost." I'm crying. My heart and eyes are.
"W-Why did you stop? Are you not curious na baka may isang taong nakilala ka noon at minahal ka at minamahal kaparin hanggang ngayon ang naghihintay sayo na maalala mo ulit siya?" I want to tell him everything, but a part of me saying I should not.
"Of course I do. But, I met her. Kyla made me a selfish man. I fell inlove with her knowing that there is a possibility that there is a person waiting for me to come back." he look straight to my eyes
"Do you really love her?"
"Yes, I do. I don't know how's my life without her on it" he's saying those words without leaving our eye contact
"I wish I can be someone you are afraid to lose, again" I saw a drop of tears fall from her eyes and a realization hit me.
"You retrieve it" He don't deny it.
"Yes, I have it pero mahal kona si Kyla nun, Lex" I don't know if magagalit ba ako sakanya? Or not. But, my love for him overflowed.
"You do love her more than you love me before" he nooded.
"Now I already know the answer" tables will not turn even though he remember everything. Her heart is owned by someone already and it hurts me thinking its not me. I was his first but probably not his last love.