an ork in a dream war 40 k epic.

And then our orkish friend woke up.

Disturbed.silence.

He opened his eyes, a hazy green eye retinal image in them, to the side of his bed.

Furnitures.

'Oh.'

deception.

'Did i dream?' waving his head, our not so matinal friend got out of his bed, went straight to his kitchen.Went to take his cofe,just as habitual,he drink that like water.He caughed, kinda hard? He smokes but damn. He sneeze.damn, empty noze big noise.

3Am33.

'oh. Well.'

This morning, he was peacefull weirdly, didnt have that many though. Rare thing.

Computer on. Music, basses

' wanna move.'

Oh i said i'd translate those kinda novels.

But the one on the gundam that i want to write.

Rha so much to do.

He though while moving, cross sitted on his bed.rolling something forbidden.

Well i said it lets do.

Damn this is good idea i'lll take that one.

If only those thing could be true.

Sometime i really wonder.

Fuck i have to move more, let's do some sports,

got no endurence i wont last, lets dance a bit too.

Lets sing to get breath.

This chapter went so fast.lets do an other.

He passed such a good day, if he could be like that without worry how great would it be.

Must be something everyone wonder and they all fail uh.

Who success.whats so great about them.

Got a modulable voice, i just never learned.

I move great but same.tss.

Well. As an estimed Otaku without job what do you want, never learned anything.

If only, seriously ,passing my fking whole life doubting why i dont want to work.

What did i learned.If those guyz were real i would have been with them.

How great would that be.I know them by heart,i even know how they fight,they talk,

how they think what they did wrong.i could tell them ! If i could redo everything it be great.

What did i learn.those guyz worked hard at school and i watched and read, like thousands things and heard, from all around the world, those guyz worked hard.

They all so mervelous.what do they have that i dont.damn got no talent.

If i had talent what would i want to do.

Hum.hummmmmmmmmm.....eh? What would i really want now?

I want to..hummm dont know i..i want to write something.of someking.

Eh i like gundam.Let's buy gunpla ther's a new shop.

Our friend went to shop.He found a lot of thing he wanted to buy he really liked their symbolism.

Some figs of crazy guyz, deadpool,hisoka,laughing batman, there was a venomed groot but a bit costly and i would rather a baby groot venom...fuck an ace,this one would be for his friend.

Lets burn money who gives a shit im sure hes gonna go crazy.that guyz, what would he like?hum.

Nice collection he was satisfied. He went back and relaxed, taking it easy. Fuck what would they know, that guy need to breath too. Living at his moms home at this age, okay those guyz suffered but it wasnt easy without anyone to push you up.

Smokes exhale.This society's morronic.

All of them should just breath, they stress me.

Making people's live difficult, to what point.

Growing in adversity?tss.eh that song's a bitch i never thanked or said i love you to my mom since i moved in...its kinda stuck eh.why.Crying again ah,baby.

I want some love too.shit.

Im sure that babe was looking at me.was she already taken?

Or her..its been so long i loved her.would they even know?

Shit unfair world they have everything.

WHY can't i have the same.

Fuck i'll write a song , i dont care no one will read it.

Maybe ill publish it just like that who cares.

Lets write some more this novel is easy to copy but damn, so many error , so many shit.

If it was mine..how woul i do it..if i take this one..this one great too.

Damn , waait..this hum how to say that.it need to be feeled you know?

Like how can i make the people feel what i would reaaaaally want to feel.

What do i want to live.Why do i want to live anyway,this world is so cheap.

Humi want to be loved really.its been loong.i have so much love to give.Still waiting for it this miracle love.i guess.if im still here in a way it would have been easy to just quit.

Crying a bit again hihi.though life man.those guyz had easy life.

I'm stuck in my novel cuz i cant really describe war.i dont like them and i dont have experience;

Well its not like those guyz didnt take from the best to make the best fiction

but its their thing its hard i dont want to copy. Those guyz in music too say dont clone.

What do i have now. And it need to workd.no one would take it if not perfect.

Rhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Let's write some more.eh i'll throw a poem with a vague way to describe my perfect love,

and maybe she will read it like i dream it..haha.

What to do personnal.what do i love.

What is easy for me.

Hummm...

Hummmmmmmmm...

yeah what is easy for me.

Typing.well pretty mutch anything,just missing experience.

I learned from world savior.Those guyz learned from 2000year history.

No shit.magic should exist.hehe.lets write like i want the world to be.

Pretty hard to visualise.humm.hummmmmm.

Well let's not give a shit about the administrativ cuz i just dont see their point.

They dont own me. No one would give a fuck.

Perfect.just ignore them.

Poor guy must have a hard conscience on them.

Though life man.

Rough.

Certainly dont want to live this and that like those guyz.

Clearrrrly i dont want to write about it.

Wouldnt do that either.i could nearly feel that burden of guilt; crazy.

Maybe i should forget about them, just carpe diem but in a way i care i guess.

I want a long fucking life,if its a new begening, just level up,get isekaied.

Take the stairs of the existence rank and thanks the thing that make everything possible personnaly.

I wonder why its impossible.who said it that had proof of all of those things.

From where do those thing from if they dont exist?we deform image or something?

Hum those ancient mythologie have a lot in comon with everything thing in fiction too.

Everything takes from everything that was imagined before.

It must have been imagined or maybe existed in a way.

I wonder who can do the things i cant do by myself.those i can imagine.

If magic existed it'd be great.like those rumor of clone of stars.

Maybe they really are clone cuz they learned kage bunshin.tss.

What to write i dont know.do i want to write?an other chapter in and lets still write.

Yeah?yeah.No let's do this thing, i may even makes money with that if i knew someone like that.

Hum this world's pretty fun.got work tomorow.hum kids too.

When do i have time to geek if i have to trad now.tss.

If only i learned how to do the things i liked profesisonnally,how great would i be damn.

Well, this im preetty sure i'll pop'em as they say.they got the big head.

Just like what that guy did in his novel.

How can he make a good thing to read without bad things and for them to be exciting and payed.

Do i have the time to do it? I'll have to work eventually right.

Meh who cares

This night our friend was miraculously taken elsewhere.

But it wasnt any "other" elsewhere.it was his own mind.

Somehow his collection and everything he liked assembled in order.

He didnt dream that night.he just put some high vibrations.He though it would workd.

He hoped it would work.he did for a long time cuz who know.he wanted to beleive in it.

He was bad sleeping and sweating every night for month now.short sleep.

Maybe He was organising what he wanted in it to tell it.

To tell it he had to think about it.Visualise it.want it.beleive in it.its though man.

Would be great if magic was real. But if you think about it.

How would i visualise it?i want it.i want to beleive in it.its tough man.

Yeah how...in this world who understand me.

Maybe i need to feel it first.how can i visualise it?in a dream?are dream controlable..

lucide dream was it?hum.

If what i though was reality.what would be reality?

Yeah i wanted to write about Orks too. They great.

Kinda like necromancy they not ddeeeepp enough those guyz and i read them all, im sure im already immortal, i already control death yehehhe.

Great.how to write about women.like em.

I'll write about me in a parallel world maybe,elsewhere.Hum but here theres this and him.

And a maybe her.hummm.so much to do, i even want to write about it.

Maybe in a way to not forget.

What do i want to feel really.Or to express..hum

Oh i'dl like to do that this way,i'm sure it would work here easily.funny.

Coughing again.purging the shit.lets blow.

Nice one.lets trad, i'm late, lets see if i continue dreaming about the orks, need to continue this novell.really like deadpool yeah.i'll be like that too.im already immortal i told you.

Let's forget about everything, lets remove doubt first.what would happen?

But my head isnt really orkish those days as you can "watch".did my thing in fact.was a great time.hehe i'm having a great time.

it may take some time to come back.guess everything come back in a way.kiss and love, see you an other day if i still care and if you still do of course <3 .cuz i do.really.still dont know how is the perfect way.guess i can only try the best yet.i'll try yeah.you should try to. Maybe magic is really real.and if we all beleived it'd be enormous.people poping psy power in the street, easy life.life should be easy right?a magnetic controler thanos glove? moving object with magnet?is chakra real?what chu think?what you want really guyz? i want to ask everyone personnaly, i'll do it to.I'ask ask them to finaly visualise the world they want for real like a possibility,cuz its a bit of my dream to see one, the good part of my ambition, i'll "rule over my universe" kinda feeling.powerfull. but i still cant visualise it nor my perfect form, i dont have the image, the real one.i'll go deep with them.one by one.as loong as it takes.i'm immortal guyz. you too, by mind power.everything is mind power.

and i still want to write because i'm tortured by it everyday and i have no one to talk with.No one who could prove me wrong in anything i want to beleive in, nor anyone who would help me beleive fully.its so though.maybe its as easy as stop to breath naturaly.

How lonely.you know?those guyz who say that in the novel.maybe they all say that because everyone who put that in their work really feel that in a domain in their life.

and by cycle. when they meet a new peek. and they all say there is always a new peak.

and it seem's true so there's no limite right? for real like.its unbelievable?Right?right?

but why? no?why?who can prove it?its not because we dont know or remember how that it doesnt exist right?? we just learned to doubt first and acted like we knew.in a way you forget.then you remember.we remember crazy blue entity or with animals head.some weird judgement world, some super world. it must exist. this is the madness everyone talk about guyz.they know.they must beleive, so they act.because in a way they must, no? some must write about it to help visualise from everyone. hope you like the possibility,its full positivity xD and i realllllyyy beleive its true.prove me wrong.