MISERABLE PAST
She was about to reply to his text but her text didn't delivered to him..
Mayra: Did he just... deactivate his account? huh?
Mayra sat on the ground while holding her phone and continuously looking at his texts.. tears rolled down her eyes as Rudra ran to her
Rudra: Heyy..!! what?? what happened?? why r u crying?
Mayra: He left me...he just..left me without saying anything...
Rudra: Who ?? who made u cry?. just give me the god damn name and address!
Mayra: I don't know! Rudra...i love him..
Rudra froze on his place after hearing her but he kept his calm..maybe that's what love is? letting someone go...when u can do anything for them..u love them unconditionally... without any expectations.. but still sometimes destiny isn't with us.. it's cruel..very cruel.. watching them fall for someone else..when u did everything for them but still they chose someone else over u.. Rudra was feeling the same but he can't blame anyone else... as he was the only one who loved her.. she didn't gave any sign of loving him back...he still waited for her.. but now it's all in vain.. he wasn't angry about the fact that she love someone else...the issue was that she was in pain..that someone else gave her... he can't see her in pain...
Rudra: What's the matter tell me mayra? i m here..
"i m here" these three letters better and pure then the "i love u"
Mayra explained him each and everything to him...how she met him..where he lives...Rudra just face palmed himself at her naive behaviour..how can she trust someone so blindly whom she talked with just one month... never heard his voice..only saw his face in pictures...was the normal chatting... talking about each other's feeling was enough for her to fall that deeply? or was that just attraction?
attraction and love... these two words just have a fine line between them... attraction is what one have with many people but love... its pure..and only happens once..the mature and pure love..with no bodies mattering...no selfishness...just the pure feelings of love..it can be bitter sometimes...but most of the times it's just the feeling of comfort... love has hardships..but those hardships are supposed to pass together...with each other..no matter how long it's gonna take but still leaving someone just because some things aren't working is the dumbest decision people could ever make...
Rudra: Mayra! don't trust online people! they r not real ! who knows he lied to you about his identity huh?
Mayra: No Rudra i know he didn't... he's just depressed.. that's why he deactivated his account...i know he loves me too... don't say that he don't love me..
Mayra spoke while crying heavily causing her to loose her breath..Rudra took a huge sigh and hugged her...she punched his chest while crying and saying "he loves me.. please don't say that he don't love me" "he's not a liar" "i love him Rudra"
Rudra: Fine lean on me...he will come back.. maybe he is suffering right??
Since that day... she's finding him like a crazy maniac...she wrote a book on him...describing her feelings for him that she couldn't expressed.. with the tittle of "unlucky in love"
she wrote many posts explaining that she is still waiting for him...and will wait forever...no matter how much time he will take...wait..this wait sometimes makes people sad..she wrote daily post's and stories with the pictures of him..so that if he saw his pictures with her feelings written on it..he approaches her...but it never happened...he vanished.. from her life.. completely..she waited for him "i will wait for u till i die" she wrote these captions everywhere..in her bio..in her stories..in her posts..many made her fun if being pathetic..but she don't care..she will still wait for him untill she meets him..she just wanted to ask him one question..the question that has been eating her from inside..she couldn't cry anymore..her heart... it's became heavy.. everytime she thinks of him..still she won't give up on him..