Chapter 28:Thoughts of eachother

Naina couldn't sleep thinking how she was fooled by ahaan that she trusted him so much , when she closed her eyes to sleep those flashbacks of their kiss and make out session was haunting her,she was not able to forget those moments ,her heart beat increased when she thought about it,she could still feel his touch all over her body,she could feel his touch,smell and his hand on her body,his thoughts were making her restless as she sat down on the bed, priya neetu were sleeping beside her peacefully,she didn't disturb them and got out of the bed slowly and went out and stood in the balcony of the bedroom

"What the hell is happening with me " she murmured

Anita , priya and neetu 's words echoed in her mind " you like him "

" Do I really like him ?" She asked herself

No no this is not possible how can i even like him ,we just met few days back ,it's not possible,and me liking someone like him is impossible,Naina thought

Anita 's words pierced Naina 's heart ,she couldn't forget what Anita said to her ,she couldn't believe that ahaan was just physically attracted and doesn't even like Naina ,Naina was still shocked and in disbelief that how ahaan was affecting her ,she felt like her heart was broken into million pieces when Anita said that ,she felt deceived and rejected ,why her heart was not accepting the fact that she meant nothing to ahaan,she was not special to him and why is she feeling like a heart broken girl if she hates him so much ,Naina 's mind was so messed up,Naina touched her cold arms with her hands,it was so cold outside as the wind blew giving her chills ,she closed her eyes trying to relax a bit pushing away all the thoughts of him,when she opened her eyes she saw ahaan in garden area ,he was looking at her,he lifted his hand and waved,Naina immediately turned around,her heart beat increased,Naina again turned around to see if ahaan was still there,ahaan was still standing there,he held his ear slowly with his hand and sat down on his knees,even though Naina couldn't hear him but she knew he was saying sorry to her,Naina immediately turned around and ran inside the room and shut the balcony door loudly almost banging it which caused a huge noise priya and neetu woke up

"What happened" ,neetu and priya asked waking up looking terrified

"I am so sorry ,I am sorry wo hawaa ki wajeh se darwaaza " I am really sorry Naina apologized feeling guilty for waking them up

"Gosh you scared us " priya said

"I am really sorry " Naina apologized and join them on the bed

"Are you ok ?" Neetu asked

Naina nodded her head

"Tu itni raat ko balcony Mai gayi thi ? Tu sach mai theek tho haina?" ,priya asked

"Neend nahi aa Rahi thi " Naina replied looking down ,her mind was still messed along with her heart which was still beating so fast after seeing ahaan

" So Jaa it's so late " priya said

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Ahaan was also not able to sleep ,Naina 's words was echoing in his mind ,the fact that she thinks so low of him ,the fact that those moments meant nothing to her made him feel so horrible,to him those moments meant so much ,he was not able to forget her innocent response to his kisses ,the way she grabbed his hair with her tiny palms ,the way she was breathing heavily and panting hard at his touches,her moans still echoed in his ears which instantly turned him on ,he was madly attracted to her ,he was already addicted to her body,he also liked her but she hates him ,her insulting words broke his heart ,ahaan got out of his room to garden area he was feeling suffocated, he was having a walk trying to calm himself down and thinking whether his liking was stronger than he thinks or it was because he was addicted to her body ? He didn't want to hurt her again but the fact that she hates him she would never look at him now,and he will never figure out whether his liking for naina is strong or not,ahaan looked up feeling frustrated and rubbing his hair in annoyance,he saw Naina standing in the balcony,her eyes was closed as she rubbed her arms with both her hands probably feeling cold ,ahaan smiled unknowingly,the wind blew and her hair were all over her face ,she was looking like an angel even though she was standing in little light but she was glowing and looking absolutely gorgeous with no make up ,messed up hair and swallon lips ,ahaan smiled thinking how much he adores this girl infront of her ,the fact that she insulted him few hours back ,his smiled vanished as soon as he

thought about it ,Naina opened her eyes and her expressions changed from calm to confusion,she probably saw ahaan ,ahaan lifted his hand and waved involuntarily and smiled but naina immediately turned around ,ahaan 's smile dropped ,he felt so bad at her reaction,Naina again turned to look at him ,ahaan immediately held his ear with his hand and kneeled down on his knee and murmured sorry ,he was really sorry for whatever he did to her ,he was not guilty for those moments but he was guilty for not owning it up and leaving her alone ,he wanted to apologize to her even after mehendi ceremony but he hurt her more when he saw her with rudra ,his anger took control over his emotions ,he literally forgot he was hurting her again

Naina looked at ahaan in surprise and confusion which turned into anger in few seconds ,she ran inside and shut the door loudly,ahaan was still kneeling down on his knees ,he got up realizing the fact that it won't be easy for him to get her forgiveness

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