Hold up let's roll back to the beginning

There you were standing over his body hoping praying to who ever is listening that the man on that hospital bed, you friend, your only true companion, the only person who has been by your side the entire time the only person you could ever realy trust the man you still sort of , ............................................................... loved, ... loved?,... love, you still love him you love him more than anything and no matter what other people say no matter how "cold hearted " you are you would still blow up the world just to make him happy but not before you let him raid it of all the things he liked, to go to hell and back to keep him safe but here he lies his body laying still his chest not rising and falling or any other indication of breathing, there he lays, no sign of life and you have failed him horribly you felt hurt alone cold as if no one was there for you, you failed and hes gone and its all their fault and even if its the last thing you do you are gonna make sure they pay but death is too mercy-full for some one who took everything from you, you are gonna drag their ass to the edge of death get the grim reaper exited for a new soul to reap but bring him back from the edge of the cliff of death just to do it all again , and again, and again ,and again til the end of eternity and further the devil himself will be scared of you and when you carry his ass to hell and put him at the feet of the throne of Satan you will claim the throne as your own and use both him and Satan as your foot stool. you felt the power swirling inside you you looked away from you first and only love's body to your hands and saw the electric glowing purple pure power of energy swirling around your fingers almost as if it was dancing all stemming from your palms and moving outwards. you were staring at your palm but you weren't realy there you were imagining all the things you would do to the person who did this to him , you were smiling but your eyes were cold as ice almost as if you looked at someone the cold from your stare alone will send them into the ice age you had tears streaming down you cheek yet there was no sign of pain written on your face in fact the only sign of any emotion on your face was the small evil deadly half smile on your lips which is quickly falling. your eyes quickly moved from your hands to the quick and desperate gasp of air coming from his body when your eye met his hurt filled eyes you felt relief that he was alive yet pain that he was hurting, but nothing else mattered in this moment you quickly went to his side and wrapped him in the tightest hug you could muster without hurting him. "miss me?" ... OK to know how we wound up here we need to go all the way back to the beginning.