Chapter Ten

//Jungkook POV//

What is that clicking sound? I've been hearing it everywhere...

I was almost finished washing the dishes when I heard another click. It was like someone was their, taking pictures of me.

Is that what that sound is? A camera?

I looked around the room as fast as I could. It was empty. I was about to leave and go find Jin so he could cuddle me. That's all I wanted. Everyone thinks that I am okay and I am no longer depressed but they are wrong. I just hide my pain and fear behind a smile or a confident face. I pretend to be strong during the day so that people don't worry about me.

They all obviously care about me for some reason. I am just an abused nobody. Why would anyone want to care about me?

My father had used me for his own good and sometimes he would bring other people to do the same, so why would someone want to be around me? They never did anything gross to me, but they always would beat me. They said I was made to be a punching bag.

I am being a baby...they definitely don't care about me why would they? I am just someone they saved and they are too nice to get rid of me.

I hadn't noticed till now but tears were streaming down my face.

*Click*

My breathing became faster again. My eyes immediately scanned the room.

I saw a knife. I tried to look away and ignore it. I tried to push my dark and suicidal thoughts out of my head.

I reached over and grabbed the knife. I looked at how sharp it was. It was perfectly shiny and beautiful. It would surely do enough damage, but they wouldn't be able to tell that I hurt myself. I was about to put the knife down before I heard glass shatter. Then I felt my body being picked up and carried away. The knife was no longer in my grips and it was clear that this person was taking me. But where would they go?

I felt my eyes slowly shut and a familiar but scary voice say "Go to sleep, you useless toy." Something pierced my neck, before everything went black. My body was numb and I felt like I was falling.

That's ridiculous though I know I wasn't falling, right?

This was all just a bad dream that will be over when I wake up.

I bet my mates will be waiting for me...

They will protect me and love me and I will never lie to them again. They will still love me right?

They won't care that I am depressed.

We are mates and we will always be together.

They won't leave me all alone just like my mom did. They won't lie to me like she did either. They aren't like her.

Right?

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Well, I hope everyone had an amazing day/night/morning and you are staying safe and healthy!