Chapter 3: [Nothingness] and [Chaos Law]

It don't even know what exactly it was. It was all just [Chaos]...

‚What should I do?!?'

Is what I asked myself. I don't know why but I felt as if I would die if I won't do anything. But I just don't know what I should do. But just as I was about to give up and give in to my fate I heard Shin saying.

„Try to cage it with your [Nothingness Law] now! Shit. You still don't know how to do that."

I only heard the first part because he basically screamed that into my ears. But the second part is something I didn't hear. But after I heard what he said I thought.

‚How the f*ck should I do that?!?!'

„Try to feel your [Chaos] inside yourself try to guide it to somewhere and order it to become a ball. Then try to order your [Nothingness] to form a cage on the outside of it!"

And I tried to do just that. I slowly closed my eyes and tried ignored everything around me even the feeling that told me that I was about to die and the [Chaos].

After a bit of time I was about to give up again. So I opened my eyes. But as I opened my eyes I saw [Nothing]. And that was the moment I knew I succeeded. I didn't quite know how I did it and where I am but I knew I did it.

I then again closed my eyes and started to try to feel the [Nothingness] inside me with my new insight. Slowly I got the hang of it and I startet to try to touch and see it inside me.

It was just a ball. A pitch black ball that didn't do anything it was just there. And if you see it you would think whether there was anything at all. Which it wasn't because it was [Nothing]. I was quite confused myself but I couldn't think about it too long because i felt that there was something besides the [Nothingness].

I tried to look at it and saw another ball. But this ball was different from the one before it didn't only had one color and looked stable. It was a mix between black and purple and it was as if it was trying to break free from something. You could even see some tiny lightning going away from the ball. [A/N: If you want to see how it looks like google: ‚hakai energy']

When I saw that ball I knew that was the [Chaos Law].

I thought about touching this ball too but didn't do it after seeing how it looked like.

So after that I tried to command the [Nothingness Law] to move around the [Chaos Law] and slowly but surely it started to work. After the [Nothingness Law] completely captured the [Chaos Law] I slowly felt as if I lost my emotions again and wasn't in danger anymore.

I opened my eyes again and saw Shin. He looked at me and I heard him saying.

„Good work Boy. You surely are a talent."

„Why should I be a talent and am I safe now?"

I asked even thought I felt as if I was no longer in danger but well better safe than sorry, right? But as I was thinking that I heard him answer me.

„Of course you are fine, for now at least. And you are a genius because of what you did. You probably don't know how long it takes some people to be able to control even a bit of their law and you controlled a high rank law like the [Nothingness Law] in a bit under a few hours even though it was only inside your body but it is still an extremely hard thing to do."

„If you say so but what do you mean with ‚for now'?"

„Well you caged your [Chaos Law] with your [Nothingness Law] but it only works right now because you already got your [Nothingness Law] to 3% accomplished and your [Chaos Law] is only at 1%. That means your [Nothingness Law] is more powerful than your [Chaos Law].

And that is the only reason why you can do something like this. But that also means that if your [Chaos Law] gets stronger than your [Nothingness Law] then you won't be able to do this and it will break out.

And even now it is possible for the [Chaos Law] to influence you. For example is it possible that when someone helps you, for example safes your life, then you will think something like ‚I should never repay him my debt because I would lose this feeling of thankfulness for him'.

And that would be totally natural for you. Also this can happen every and anywhere and you would only notice it way later.

This effect get stronger when the differences between your [Chaos] and [Nothingness Law] sinks. That means your [Chaos Law] gets stronger but your [Nothingness Law] not.

At a 1% difference the [Chaos Law] can influence you so strong that it would be normal for you to kill your lover or your family.

At a 3% difference the [Chaos Law] would only be able to make you hat your Familie but not directly. But it could make you kill your Friends.

At a 5% difference the [Chaos Law] can only make you angry at your Familie, hate your Friends and make you kill strangers.

Only after a 10% difference would the [Chaos Law] be unable to influence you in any possible way.

The way to strengthen your [Nothingness Law] is easy but it takes quite a while. You just need to meditate and try to feel your [Nothingness] or you can use it to do some stuff. You could create some things and hope you get an [Enlightenment].

The [Chaos Law] is passively gets stronger when ever you feel an emotion for example anger it gets stronger and the stronger the emotion the greater the boost for the [Chaos Law].

And before you even ask. Just because you can't feel emotions doesn't mean you have no emotions you only locked them deep inside you. And you should have felt them just now right? Well this kind of thing can happen now that they are ‚unsealed'.

So whenever you feel many emotions at the same time or on emotions more than usual than you will be able to feel them.

So do you have any questions?"

It took me quite a bit time to realize what Shin just said but after a few minutes I managed to gather a few questions.

„Yes, I have some questions. So first question: what are those % you mentioned? Second question: does that mean that I could kill my friend and even my family if I'm not careful? And last question: did I always have emotions sealed within me or not?"

„Ok so those % say how strong a [Law] is when the [Law] is at 100% than you finished the [Law] and are at the top when it is about it and it can't damage you anymore rather it will be absorbed and strengthen you.

And yes you could possibly kill you closest ones if you aren't careful enough or your [Nothingness Law] is too weak.

Also everyone has emotions some just hide them others don't. You just hid them extremely deep inside you but still you always had them.

Were that all your questions?"

„Yes, they were, thank you."

„Ok. Then now onto the next thing your and also I have decide to give you another choice. You can either completely characterize your new body and get random wishes, which are influenced by your last life. That means the worse your previous life was the better the wishes or you can hold onto your body and decide your three wishes, with which you can almost wish everything but a new body, laws or something almighty. This limitation applies only to the second option by the way so you could theoretically get some almighty ability with the first option.

So, little Max, what is your decision?!?