Humans body is like a suicide bomb

(Humans. Did you know that having an allergic reaction means your body tried so hard to protect You it almost kills you. You can develop allergies as an adult out of nowhere, which means you can eat one thousand apples and the last one will kill you. Humans technically never evolved to walk on two feet. Our spine is supposed to be horizontal with us on all fours, but some try hard wanted to flex on two feet. That's why you've had back pain since you were fourteen. Humans have one of the most life threatening reproductive processes on earth. Our heads got bigger as we got smarter and because we started walking the pelvis got narrower, which means the birth canal got smaller. That's why most animals are slightly uncomfortable while humans straight up suffer, because standing up was the biggest mistake humans ever made. Humans bodies can't produce its own vitamin C aka that thing you need to live, because god and nature said fuck yourselves.)

I was in a meditating position in front of a beast like thing. I thought he would look demonic and ugly, but he actually looked amazing and exotic.

I'm listening to him instruct me on how to pull out my "Archine Energy". He said it was a energy in all things who are eligible to become Arch destroyers.

"Feel it deep in your soul. It will be like another existence in your body entirely. Yank it up by force and let it explode out you body freely." He said in a deep voice that sounded like a growl.

I did as he said and started looking then I saw it. My flame was waving fiercely as it just floated in its place. I focused my mental energy on pulling it out and around my body.

It wouldn't budge, so I pulled harder putting more energy into it. The flame started shaking like it was pulling back. This time I decided to envelop it with my mental power.

I closed it up like a ball and pulled it from its place. The moment it moved my mental energy was pushed back and the flame exploded and raged around my body like a river getting filled by the ocean.

I already turned my pain receivers off because I was sure that this would be like burning in hell. My body was burning, but it always healed instantly.

"Now force that energy to calm down." He said. This things voice was filled with anticipation.

I grabbed onto the energy and made it subside. I had to use a lot of mental energy and the backlash was a huge headache. I clutched my head while shriveling into a ball.

After some time I calmed down and was sweating and was burning up. I was also out of breath and almost passed out. I looked at the thing in front of me and he was smirking.

"Now we can start. The Archin energy can be used in many ways. We mainly use it in its purest form, so that we could cause more damage."

He paused letting me absorb he information.

"Firstly, your Archin energy seems to be connected to something already. It would have something to do with that flame or wherever it comes from. Next we'll have to strengthen that link of your soul with the Archin energy."

"What does my soul have to do with Archin energy?" I asked looking at the thing curiously.

"Whatever is connected to your Archin energy is linked to your soul as well. That's as far as I can see. We need more Archin energy, so we'll strengthen the link and draw out more energy."

"You need to be in a near death state to the point your soul will try to leaving your body. At that moment you'll be in a place facing whatever is connected with your soul. There you need to get it to not just connect or link, but merge into your soul."

"My regeneration is to fast for me to be put in a near death state. How will we do it now?"

"I'm going to kill you."

"Wha-"

*BOOOM*

The entire right side of my body was blown to a bloody mist. My body fell back and wasn't healing. I could barely breath out and the thought of this failing constantly went through my head.

'I'm going to die.'

'I won't be able to see Alice.'

'I can't die.'

'I just got here!'

'HOW CAN I DIE?!?!'

Then I blacked out in a lake of my own blood.

.....

<Limbo>

I was in total darkness and I didn't have a physical body, so I was just there in the void.

'...' My thoughts were empty and I just looked on at the void. I wanted to go back and kill that thing even though I couldn't. I started regretting accepting this request from the Druid.

Right now I just wanted to go to sleep and wake up in bed with Alice wrapped around me. I couldn't cry and I couldn't do anything, but let all the emotions build up in me.

Out off seemingly nowhere, my vision looked like I moved through a whirlpool and was suddenly pulled inside a eerie dark room.

Inside the room was covered with stone on the walls that looked like it would crumble any second. They're covered in vines and look like something's carved in the stone. I would get up to look, but right in front of me is a throne that's in the same condition as the stone.

In the throne is a black, mist figure or a person. It sat on the throne looking at me. It's aura was like a wild fire, but it was only around it. I straightened up where I sat and he spoke.

"This seems to be the end of your journey, young Reincarnated soul."

"How did you know?" I asked shocked. I couldn't do anything, because I still don't have a body, but I still wanted to know.

"I'm linked to your soul. I saw your memories and I'm a entity that works just under god."

"Oh, so why am I here?"

"Your dying and this is the place between life and death. Tell me something. Are you just going to sit here and die?"

"...No, but how can I cheat death?"

"You already have. Your a reincarnated soul."

"Is there a way for me to live again? My healing seems to have stopped and the whole other side of my body is nonexistent."

"Yes. You need to pull the link and make me merge with your soul. I'm not harmful I can ensure you that, but I have a condition."

"What is it."

I didn't like the idea of connecting something to my soul if it would have the possibility of controlling it.

"I won't control your soul, in fact when I merge I will be gone and you'll have all my power. I only want you to travel around he multiverse so that my job is still being done."

"...I can do that, but I have things to finish here."

"Okay that's acceptable. All you need to do now is accept me."

"I never denied you."

As I said that the shadowy figure started flowing into whatever I am right now and then I could feel a huge amount of energy bursting in my veins.

'Veins!?!?'

I was back in the room and I was alive. My clothes and body were soaked in my blood, but I'm alive. I sat up quickly and looked at my surroundings. I was in that same dark place with the thing.

I looked at it and... he was sleep.

I remembered him killing me and I was drowning in energy, so I jumped at him with all my strength. He looks like a divine being so he should be able to handle it.

The ground under me erupted when I pushed off. My right arm was cocked back and I covered it completely in flames. The difference is that my flames are a dark purple now.

I saw him open his eyes just as my fist was about to collide with his jaw. Then he disappeared and my fist hit the wall behind him. The wall was completed obliterated and melted down thanks to the extremely big blast of fire that exploded from my fist.

Then I felt my back get broken and I was launched inside the whole I made. My back was bent like folded clothes and I could clearly see behind me.

That thing was just standing there with a toothy smile and was rushing at me.

I healed myself and prepared for a beating.

(Should next chapter focus on what Alice is doing?)