CHAPTER 21
He didn't actually realize that he can't live without Tina until the moment they broke up the thought of not seeing Tina anymore pierce his heart he stare through the window counting the tree as the car move slowly he purposely told the driver not to move fast he did not want to go back to palace knowing he won't be able to step outside till his wedding his over he want to take his time outside the driver was playing their song "can you feel the love tonight" Charles burst into tears he want to stop crying but the tears keep flowing the first person he ever love was taking away from him he clench his fist together 'live has always been cruel on me now it my time to be cruel' he said to himself "stop" he said to the driver and the car halt he alight from the car and move closer to the driver and open the door "get down" he said as the driver eyes widen "but you can't drive the car yourself" the driver said tears roll down Charles cheek as they fell on the door post the driver was actually shock he never thought the crown prince would be crying "your highness"
"STOP CALLING ME YOUR HIGHNESS my name is CHARLES AM CHARLES" He yell as he hit the door "the driver get down from the car and face him "your... " Charles push him away before he couldn't complete his statement when Charles push him away and fell to the ground Charles get into the car and drive off "shit" the driver said and stand up chasing the car he ran his finger through his hair as he breath heavily "what should I do now" he bit his lips and bring out his phone "young master" he said "yeah what is it" James reply "His highness drive off with the car"
"What!!" He exclaim "listen if anything happens to Charles you are done for" he said and cut the call
Charles was driving as fast as he can weeping as he keep seeing Tina image 'no matter how much I think of it am just your weekend love' Tina last word keep replaying in his head 'no Tina you are not my weekend love you are everything to me you don't know how much you meant to me I love you so much Tina' he grasp and increase the speed 'life has been so cruel on me now it the time to be cruel on life too' he said to himself 'there is only one way to stop this it either I live or... ' he stop driving the car living the car operating itself 'DIE' He lean his head and close his eyes like someone expecting his death "I love you Tina" he inhale and narrow his gaze at huge tree at his front seeing the tree his lips curve up in a bitter smile he want to die he no longer have a reason to live but he want to live for his best friend James there is someone who still care about him the good moments he had with James flash in his head "am sorry James" he mumbles the car creak and hit the tree Charles head hit the window glass and he was now cover with blood.
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Tina was in her room staring at the sky through the window her eyes fell on the place where Charles once sing for her she smile bitterly and wipe her tears she never thought that Charles could keep being a crown prince from her for so long no matter how much she want to believe it that Charles is just playing with her feelings that Charles didn't love her, she just keep thinking of him she inhale and she felt her heart squeeze she felt something wrong has happen to Charles she felt her heart hurt why is she hurting? She move away from the window and stand before the dressing screen she look at the ring on her neck and pull it off she bring out her box and put it in beside her hair clip "goodbye Charles she said to herself and lay on the bed.