Should I Tell Her Everything

Nitikas words cut into me like a knife "she told me not to keep anything from her anymore and to come clean if I had anymore secrets. What should I do I think to myself should I tell her everything " I don't want to loose her but I'm scared if I tell her I own Fast Track Music she will run or hate me for not telling her in the beginning I owned Fast Track Music not Jaxson. Nitika is giving me a chance to come clean with everything, fuck what do I do. Jaxson is right this can come back to bite me in the ass if I

continue with the pretense . I want to tell Nitika everything I just don't feel like she's ready to know everything about me what should I do. Nitika there's other things I need to tell you but not right now" why not now Brandon I'm giving you a free pass right now to come clean on everything. It's complicated Nitika and when the times right I'll tell you everything "let's just concentrate on us getting to know each other for now . Brandon if it's something that's going to affect our relationship I need to know " Nitika can you just trust me on this I promise I will tell you everything soon. Okay Brandon I'll trust you for now but if this affects our relationship in any way " remember this conversation I gave you a chance to tell me. Rubbing the back of my neck I look at her and shake my head and lean in to kiss her. I pray please let me be doing the right thing I can't loose her. We move from the front of the door into the living room" we sit together on the couch and I can't believe she's in my arms and she's not fighting it. I hold her close her head against my chest and I kiss the top of her head" Brandon remember we have to keep our relationship between us for now it's hard enough gaining my coworkers trust now if it comes out we are in a relationship " I don't even want to think about what could happen. The backlash will be unbearable and I'm not ready for that.I understand baby we will keep it quiet for now but I need to tell Jaxson he can help us out without drawing suspicion with your coworkers. Brandon came trust him I mean he's the boss and owner of Fast Track Music. Yes baby we can trust him he and

I have been best buddies and like brothers for a long time. Actually I laugh he knows how I feel about you " What Brandon you told him how you feel about me , oh God. Nitika you have no worries about Jaxson he saw it from the first time we met again in the restaurant. He called me out on it and I told him it was love at first sight. Oh really Nitika says " love at first sight huh , that's right I say I couldn't get you off my mind.