Keeping Our Relationship A Secret.

We stood at the door in each other's arms " I hope I'm making the right choice but I can't fight my feelings anymore I tell Brandon. Are you haven't second thoughts he asked me" I stay silent for a moment and Brandon looking down at me I could see he looked nervous, but then I answered him. No I'm not but how's this going to work Brandon" he reaches down and lifts my chin so our eyes meet. We need to communicate, don't hide our feelings for one thing ,if something is bothering you " come to me let's talk it out promised me that. Because Nitika you know shuts going to get said stories will be posted and the tabloids will follow me around to try and get anything they can on me .And you know they don't care if it's true or not, it's just a money maker for that.The tabloids don't care that their are real people involved and what it does to a person or a relationship. I understand that over half of what the tabloids print is bull shit Brandon, but it's still hard to hear. That's why I said we need to communicate" don't hold anything inside" talk to me ask me about it and I'll aways tell you the truth I promise this on my life Nitika. What if your not able to keep that promise Brandon what if something prevents you from telling me the truth. No matter what I will always tell you the truth and you have to give me that chance to explain " okay I say and Brandon kisses my forehead. Brandon leads me away from the door to the couch we sit and kiss alot " this all seems like a dream I just pray it don't turn into a nightmare that wakes me screaming in the night. Nitika I can't promise you I'll always be honest with you and you can do the same, but I can't promise you that there will be no challenges" we will have to over come because there will be. But I will try my hardest to make sure that you always know the truth. Just remember not to believe what you read or what the tabloids or internet reports " come to me with all your concerns. Promise me this Nitika and the tabloids won't win in causing issues for us" I promise Brandon to always talk to you . Will you stay the night with me I promise I won't touch you until your ready " I just want to hold you . Okay I'll stay but we still have things to talk about " like he says , like I'm going to make a suggestion and I want you to think about it before you answer me please Brandon. Okay shoot" I'm listening, well this is all so new to me I never dated anyone except for one guy " who ended up breaking my heart .I understand I promise I will never break your heart on purpose" thank you Brandon and I trust you won't" but circumstances might. But that's not my point" my point is this what do you think about keeping our relationship a secret for now. I mean just for a bit until I get used to us or until we have no choice to but come out with our relationship. Just think about it before you answer" I could practically see the wheels going around in Brandon's head, he's looking at and stir back at him. SO you want people to think we are just colleagues " coworkers or your just another staff member . Yes just for a little while Brandon I just started my job at Fast Track Music and I'm working with Stage Revolution to " can we just keep us our relationship quiet for now at least. He kisses my head if that what you want okay for now, but I won't wait to long baby I want everyone to know I have someone I'm in love with and I'm off the market as a bachelor. I laugh at Brandon's words " so you love me I say to him ND he looks me straight in the eyes with every part of my being and my heart I love you Nitika Hughes " from the very first time we met I new you was the one for me. That soon huh I smile as I tease Brandon " Yes that soon and I kicked myself fir not getting your number but I new I'd see you at Fast Track Music since you told me you had a job there . Wait I say about that why didn't you tell me the truth of who you was "and that you was a Artist at Fast Track Music . Because truth be told I wanted you to like Brandon not Jacob West " and as for Fast Track Music well I new you would find out and when I seen you again I'd tell you that I worked there to.I mean that makes sense I guess I say but never never ever keep anything from me again. So if you need to come clean with me" on anything else nows the time.