LOVING BRINLEY

After Brandon and I talked, I needed to clear my head . How do I feel about Brinley ? Am I in love with her . I sit alone in my office and every scenario I can think of goes thru my head. Did Brandon just give me his blessing with his sister, Do I want this chance? My head is just so messed up right now. How do I feel about brinley, is it lust or is it deeper then that. When we were in paris I seen a different brinley . She's grown up beautifully, am I robbing the cradle. I'm not much older then her , but I feel Ancient. Everything brinley does it's amazing her laugh It's contagious her eyes sparkle when she smiles . She lights up her room when you're in it with her. I wanted her so bad when we were in paris , it took alot to walk away . Do I want something with brinley , Am I in love with brenlay any answer? I can't deny. Yes I am in love with brinley , but does she feel the same way. I watched her grow up into the beautiful woman. She is today. I've always had feelings for her. I know that sounds crazy but I'm only a couple years older than her. Yes her brother and I are best friends we're like brothers. Brinley followed us around like a lost little puppy, Brandon and i never said anything about it, we looked out for her . Was she destined to be mine even then? Is that why I felt such a connection to her. All the other women that I've slept with were just that just a quick fuck. I mean, I haven't really slept with a lot. But Brinley knows my history,

What she hate. The night they came to my apartment when brinley came back from paris, She saw me With another woman in my arms,that killed me that I hurt her. I was just trying to get over her. She really got to me when we were in Paris. I thought maybe if I just moved on with somebody that. All those feelings would go away, but they didn't. The look on her face I will never forget , At what you saw. Now I have to get her to trust me again and talk to me. She doesn't want to talk to me she hates me and I don't blame her. I need to fix this,

I need to see how she feels about me . Brandon's right

I need to decide what I want and I guess I have, I want brinley. No, have to get her to trust me again and talk to me. I wanna hold her in my arms and tell her how much I wanted her in Paris.

But I couldn't act on my feelings at that time. I heard a crying when I left her in the hotel room . I still have no idea how I walked out of that room without taking , Why didn't I just talk to brandon about this from the beginning. Now the hard work starts. I gotta get her to talk to me and I'll do whatever it takes to get her to talk to me. I'm hoping brandon and nitika can help with that, But i'm not sure about how far brandon's willing to go to help me to get her to talk to me and trust me again. I send Brinley a message and I wait for a response. I asked her if she wouldn't meet me so we could talk. An hour's gone by no response from her yet , I read my message over and over ( The Text , Brinley I'm sorry if I hurt you. Could you please meet me or let me come to you? So we can talk, there are so many things I want to say and I can't put it on a text so please meet me so we can talk this out. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm so sorry let me make this up to you let's talk) Another hour has gone by and still no response from brinley , I can't sit around here and wait. I need to go find Her. I need to make her listen to me. I need to tell her how I feel. I need to tell her I want to try with her. I want us, to try . I'll face her parents, I'll face Brandon. I'll face the world as long as she talks to me right now. I shoot off another text to brinley , No i'm begging her to talk to me. I get up and head out the door of my office. Run into brandon and he looks upset. Hey bud what's going on.He looks at me, And says follow him he said that brinley is missing. Nitika said she thought she was in her room but went and knocked on her door to see if she was okay or if she was hungry and there was no answer so she opened the door and brinley wasn't there. I grab brandon's arm stopping him from getting on the Elevator what do you mean she's missing? Nitika Called me tell me she hadn't seen brinley all day . She said brinley hadn't came down to eat or anything. So she went up to knock on her door she knocked a few times no answer she opened the door and Burnley wasn't there? All her stuff is gone her suitcases are cloths everything.. Shit , shit shit ! Where could she have gone, I hurt her I hurt her bro. We'll talk about that later. Brandon says it does right now. It's dangerous out there somebody Could hurt her, California Can be a dangerous place. And there are people out there that know that she's my sister. That makes it ten times worse for her. Jaxson, Let's go brandon's arm and said let's find her, They headed back to Brandon's house.

Brandon was driving Jaxson was on his phone trying to trace her movements. He called their security team Give them the information they need. So they could check the airport, bus station, train station ,everywhere to see if she got on anything , anywhere . They arrived at brandon's house , nitika met them at the door . With tears in her eyes she apologized. I'm so sorry I should've checked on our sooner. I just wanted to give her some space. Brandon kisses nitikas cheek, it's okay none of us expected her to leave . We'll find our baby no worries we have our security team on it right now. Jaxson paced around the living room , walking back and forth . Why haven't they called yet? I can't just stay here, and not do nothing I need to go find her. Brandon looks at him. Where do you think you're gonna look for her if our security team? Who's one of the best out there? Can't find her , what makes you think you're going to find Her? Just stay put till we get some information and pray she's okay .