I really Miss You

"I wonder how different our lives will be

Will you be fine

Even though I know you won't be mine

Still you fill up my days 

I can never forget your face

Will you be fine 

Will I be pretending Its alright"

-Taeyeon - fine (english translation)

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This time Yoona is helping Mrs. Lee make cookies in the kitchen. Yoona didn't think that Mrs. Lee could still do activities like cooking and could even sew clothes even though she knew that the professor mother was already 70 years old. that's why Yoona called Mrs. Lee as a grandma and Mrs. Lee liked to be called that because she felt she had a grandchild.

Yoona job is only to supervise grandma so that she doesn't get tired because of the many activities that make her forget to eat. actually Grandma has a history of heart disease, given that she can't stay still at all and always moves here and there makes her condition drop very quickly. and that's why Yoona decided to stay here and go to work from here to monitor Grandma condition better.

"Yoona It's time for to enter dinner. What do you want to eat? Let Grandma cook. But, Grandma forgot to shop for groceries," said Grandma to Yoona who was busy putting cookies into the jar.

"Don't worry, Grandma, let Yoona go and cook dinner for both of us. What do you want to eat?" said Yoona with a smile.

Mrs. Lee smiled and replied, "I'm looking forward to Yoona cooking so it's up to Yoona to cook what grandma is."

Yoona chuckled then walked to take her coat and scarf, "then I'll go first, Grandma" then she walked out of the apartment to the nearest market.

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Jimin and his six members were at a cafe near Jimin apartment. chatted about Jimin injury, surrounding things and even laughing about trivial things. after that the BTS manager called them to carry out their schedule except for Jimin who was absent for temporary recovery. Then they parted ways when they left the cafe, Jimin tried to enjoy the atmosphere outside while breathing the cold winter air.

The time off that he has, he makes the best use of it to restore his condition and refresh his mind. even just the view of the apartment buildings and the streets was enough to make him happy. Even though he had become famous now, he couldn't even see the scenery around him. all he knows is a camera in every corner watching his every activity, even though he is now injured the camera still follows him both from the hiding paparazzi and his fans who happen to pass by and see him.

sometimes he is quite tired showing himself looking happy even though he is facing the storm in himself and pretends to be cheerful in front of many cameras. because once he made a mistake even though it was trivial, there would be a lot of blasphemy from the eyes of the media who saw him. sometimes he is quite jealous to see the lives of ordinary people around him, such as dating without being followed by a camera, working in a good company, having a happy little family.

but that kind of desire he had to think more carefully when he became a famous IDOL. but sometimes he is very grateful to be a part of Bangtan, he can make his parents happy, has 6 friends who are already his family, go to places that even he could only dream of. everything came true, even he had achieved his dream of becoming a singer even though he had sacrificed many things including his love.

Jimin put on a sad face again remembering the destruction of his love relationship with Yoona. then he got into the elevator but suddenly he saw someone screaming and running while his hand gestured to hold the lift, Jimin swiftly pressed the hold button in the elevator. but he did not think that the woman who was running was Yoona.

Yoona who was still panting bent over to take a breath for a moment after running she intended to thank the person in front of her and she was surprised after seeing who the person in front of her.

"Jimin"

"Yoona"

the two simultaneously called out names but Jimin asked Yoona first.

"what are you doing here??"

Yoona also stood beside Jimin and turned "I also want to ask the same question as you"

Jimin finally gave up and tried to explain to Yoona why he was here, "I bought a house here because of an injury I chose to stay temporarily in my apartment"

Jimin saw Yoona expression as if she was regretting something then he saw the grocery bag Yoona was carrying in her hand. Jimin actually doesn't want to think about strange things that make him a little afraid, but if he doesn't ask, it will make him get a headache from thinking.

"and what are you doing here?" asked Jimin trying to act normal even though in his heart he was a little curious.

"I'm accompanying someone" Yoona replied short and indifferent

"your lover?" Jimin glanced at Yoona to see her expression, but he could not guess what was on Yoona mind.

"yeah" Yoona replied back

Jimin closed his eyes and cursed in his heart, "damn it!"

A small beeping sounded indicating that they had reached the floor they were aiming for and Jimin just realized that the floor Yoona was aiming at was the same as him. "Is her lover on the same floor with me? Why do he have to be on the same floor with me !?". he thought

Jimin also saw Yoona who had walked before him, away from him. he saw Yoona through the door of his apartment and into the next door. Jimin couldn't even hold the heat that was already burning in his heart "even he is next to my place !? That's good, you Jimin" he muttered to himself then went back inside feeling annoyed.

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Yoona closed the door again after she saw Jimin staring at her with a facial expression that was quite annoyed. Actually Yoona didn't really close the door, she only made a small gap to peek at whether Jimin was following her or not, in fact Jimin went straight into apartment number 40, which Yoona just realized that was Jimin unit.

Yoona leaned against the door, thinking about Jimin question while in the elevator.

"your lover?"

Yoona was a little confused why she answered 'Yeah' to Jimin question just now. what Yoona think? is she trying to make Jimin jealous now? but Yoona really caught an annoyed expression at Jimin when he was in the elevator. she even saw Jimin surprised expression when she got down on the same floor as him. what Yoona wanted to prove? Does she want to signal to Jimin that she still hopes for Jimin?

Yoona again dismissed all her thoughts by shaking her head as soon as she took off her shoes and put on the house slippers, "grandma i'm back"

Grandma came out of her room and greeted Yoona with a smile, "ah, you're back?" Yoona approached who was busy taking out the contents of the groceries and put them in the refrigerator.

"Grandma do you like western food?" asked Yoona

Grandma replied, "whatever Yoona cooks, I will eat everything. Grandma is never picky about food."

"It's good, then grandma sits quietly in the living room watching television and I'll bring cookies and hot tea for you" said Yoona, taking Grandma hand and sitting on the sofa.

20 minutes later, after Yoona cooking was cooked, the two of them had dinner together, after which they enjoyed cookies and hot tea while telling stories about many things.

But on the one hand someone was holding back his irritation while continuing to ruffle his slightly long silver hair in frustration.