Just do it!!
"But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough"
-Gotye - somebody that i used to know-
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The next day Jimin woke up feeling messy. last night he could not sleep at all because of thinking about Yoona. he was so sure that Yoona stayed overnight at the place because Jimin kept looking at the situation through the door to his apartment or through his intercom camera and he did not see Yoona coming out of the place, if she didn't stay overnight it was certain Yoona would pass his place but in fact not at all . until finally he was tired and fell asleep on the couch.
in such a chaotic state he ruffled his coarse hair with one free hand. "hahh damn you Park Jimin. You're like a fool" he muttered, laughing sadly seeing his condition. then he immediately got up from his place and stepped into the bathroom to wash his face. after he finished washing his face he intended to make instant coffee in the kitchen and immediately he walked towards there.
Jimin took a cup that was on top of his kitchen cupboard and then a thought crossed, he hurriedly headed to the front door of his apartment and peeked through the door opening but what he hoped was not there.
"Did Yoona come home when I fell asleep? Go home late? Impossible !?" Jimin shook his head again, erasing the bad thoughts that crossed his mind. then he turned back to the kitchen but his feet stumbled on the shoe cabinet near the door and made the cup he was holding fell and shattered accompanied by a scream of pain Jimin made a sound loud enough to be heard from outside.
"augh f*ck !!" Jimin held his leg that was hit, a second later he was surprised to hear the door knocked loud and fast. with pain, he tried to open the door and found Yoona was looking at him with a worried look.
"Yoona !?"
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this morning Yoona was ready to go to work. she had prepared breakfast for her and Grandma as well. it was unexpected that the place where Grandma and Jimin lived close to the hospital where she worked, was truly a unique coincidence for her.
Grandma came out of her room with the pajama she still wore and found Yoona dressed neatly setting the dining table. Yoona saw Grandma came out and said good morning with a smile, "good morning Grandma!"
"Morning Yoona, do you want to go to work today?" asked Grandma, who was already sitting on a chair at the dining table and watched Yoona who was fetching rice and side dishes for her.
"Yes Grandma and I'm sorry my schedule is full today so I can't be with you but I'll take the time to come here to check your condition" said Yoona trying to calm Grandma so that she wouldn't be too worried.
"Yoona has lot work to do? No need to worry that Grandma will be fine." Grandma smiled and they started eating breakfast together.
Yoona closed the door to Grandma apartment after saying goodbye. then she started walking toward the elevator, wrapping her blue scarf around her white neck. When passing Jimin door, Yoona paused and stared at the door for a moment, but a second later she heard the sound of falling and breaking objects and screams of pain from inside the apartment.
Yoona who was surprised, without thinking immediately knocked on Jimin apartment door quickly. for some reason she was so worried that Jimin injury would get worse because all she knew was that Jimin was alone there and no one was there to accompany him. after a few seconds the door opened and revealed a surprised face of Jimin.
"Yoona !?"
"What happened? I heard falling objects and your screaming sound" asked Yoona
"Ah ... yes that" Jimin smiled awkwardly and looked at the broken glass scattered on the floor.
Yoona followed Jimin gaze and saw the broken glass then her beaded eyes turned to the scratch on Jimin leg which was bleeding.
"your leg is bleeding"
Jimin looked at his feet and nodded, "looks like it's been hit by broken glass I'm not aware"
"Do you have a first aid kit?" Yoona asked
Jimin, who was still surprised by the presence of Yoona in front of him, unconsciously replied, "yes it's in the kitchen"
Yoona went inside and took Jimin hand into the living room, "where will the first aid kit sit?" Yoona told Jimin to sit on the sofa.
"It's on the top of the cupboard near the refrigerator" Jimin replied as he kept watching Yoona who walked to his kitchen to find medicine.
Yoona looking for Jimin medicine box after she found it she returned to Jimin place and immediately knelt in front of him, opening the first aid kit beside him. and started rubbing the antiseptic onto his feet with a cotton bud slowly.
Jimin, who was still observing Yoona below, tried to ask, "You want to meet your boyfriend, huh? Early morning has come"
"I want to go to work" replied Yoona trying to keep her voice intonation flat.
Jimin who heard that unconsciously gritted his teeth. There was something that made him so hot, somehow he was so very angry now.
"wow you stayed overnight? I never thought you were a girl like that !?" he said in a sarcastic tone holding back his annoyance.
Yoona stopped her activities to treat Jimin wound and looked up at him with a face that was clearly hurt by the words Jimin had just said. then she returned to continue her treatment, "You still do not change huh? During these 10 years you can only conclude something by yourself without seeing what happened"
Jimin was stunned by Yoona words as if he was dragged into the past when he made a mistake that made break this woman heart. and at that time Yoona stood up and looked at Jimin who was still sitting on the sofa.
"I've treated you and your control schedule is 2 days away." Yoona started to turn toward the door but stopped when she felt Jimin grabbed her wrist. Yoona just glanced at her wrist, she felt hurt when together with Jimin after being stricken with hurtful words and she just waited for Jimin to speak without any resistance.
Jimin, who realized his words were too cruel, could only be silent in his place, he wanted to apologize to Yoona but his tongue went out. he could only hold Yoona wrist without doing anything and he reluctantly let go of the grip.
Yoona, who had hoped that Jimin would apologize, now swallowed her disappointment after Jimin let go of her hand. Yoona with difficulty harboring tears she walked out of Jimin apartment without looking back again.
"shit !!" Jimin cursed silently again. this was the first time in his life that he felt so angry with himself. he returned to release Yoona without saying sorry. Jimin stared at the door of his apartment where Yoona walked out earlier.
Jimin fell back on the sofa and covered his face with one free hand. while Yoona she got into the elevator and started crying silently.
* flashback on *
"Jimin listen to me !! I didn't do anything with him !!" Yoona shouted frustratedly she cried with her hand holding Jimin not to go
Jimin who was very angry just glared at Yoona and threw a photo in front of her. Yoona who saw a photo was shocked, how can only a photo of her relationship in danger of breaking up.
"Can you explain the meaning of this photo !!! I would not believe it if not Park manager himself who took the photo !!!"
Yoona was increasingly surprised by the fact that Jimin revealed. Manager Park? The one who wanted her and Jimin to part before debut.
"It's not like what you see Jimin. Me and Minho have nothing to do with anything !!" Yoona explained with a trembling voice.
"If there is no relationship how can you leave the hotel together hah !!!" Jimin shouted with his loud voice making Yoona a little afraid of him.
"If I knew you were acting like this bitch I would have listened to manager Park saying to leave you"
Yoona was stunned to hear the word 'bitch' that came out of the mouth of a Park Jimin whom she had known for 3 years who she knew that the person she loved was very gently and kind. Even Yoona could not say anything else she knew that the more she tried to explain, the more closed Jimin ears.
Jimin who saw Yoona was speechless a little disappointed with anger he left Yoona in the garden where they always met in the middle of the orange sun in the afternoon.
* flashback off *