Start Again

"When I was nothing to you

I keep thinking about those times

What am I to you girl what am I to you

I do love you crazy, uh, do you?"

-BTS - intro: what am i to you (english translation) -

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"hahhhh"

It's been the 4th time Yoona sighed with her hand holding her head on her desk. The image of Jimin question last night was still ringing in her mind.

"do you hate me now?"

those words. 'Hate' could those words represent her feelings now? because the reality is just the opposite. she wanted so badly to say that she really missed Jimin. but her ego and pain overpowered the inner voice that was trying to get out of the corner of her heart. 10 years can't make she forget Jimin even though she was hurt in the past.

"hahh" back Yoona sighed. a second later she heard the door of her office knock and open, with a disheveled face she looked up to see who had opened the door of her room.

"Your face looks crumpled, so I guess you must be thinking about Jimin" Hyun Ri, who was standing on the doorstep with one hand holding the door handle, looked at her friend with a cold face.

then Hyun Ri entered and leaned on the edge of the patient bed there, "hey, I know I have no right to forbid you not to think about your past but if possible don't make it so difficult for you Yoona. There is still a lot you have to go through if you choose to open your heart again. and remember you still have to deal with millions of fans if you choose to take risks with him "

Yoona who heard her best friend's advice fell back on the table, "this is difficult for me Hyun ri. I miss him so much but I also hate him. I really don't want to go further but it feels like wrong. What's wrong with me?"

Hyun ri just rolling her eyes "you still hope for him Yoona. I can see it from your eyes" said Hyun Ri with a short face. "Ah never mind, I'm here to say something. Professor Lee asked you to come to the Green Lake apartment. he wants you to check on his old mother there because he is leaving for overseas service"

Yoona frowned, "why me?"

"Because you are his favorite student? And also a smart general practitioner here and will certainly be promoted to professor, with this will not increase your connection. Don't forget that Professor Lee is also one of the shareholders of this hospital. You can be promoted faster and open your own clinic "explained Hyun Ri, opening the gum in the pocket of her snelly coat

"Alright, for the details, you better meet the professor yourself. Then I'll leave, I have an operation schedule" Hyun Ri left Yoona room.

Yoona immediately cleared her desk and went to meet Professor Lee who was on the 3rd floor. When she got there she knocked on the door of the room and waited, when she heard a voice ordering her to come in, then she opened the door and went inside.

"Ah Yoona, sit down" said Prof. Lee kindly, "You must be here because of the info I passed on to Doctor Han, huh?"

"Correct sir, more precisely how should I check your mother?" Yoona explained politely.

"Ah that's easy. You just need to come there every day just to check on her condition. She can do her own activities, if possible when you are on day off, visit her so she doesn't get bored"

"I understand your work schedule is getting denser due to weather conditions like this. As much as possible I don't bother you too much, because honestly only my mother is my only family and I also have to meet my wife who is in England. And it doesn't allow me to bring my mother there. So I am ask your help Yoona, you can also bring Hyun ri together to look after my mother? " asked the prof. Lee asked Yoona approval.

because basically Yoona is a person who can not refuse if anyone needs help finally she nodded and smiled at her professor.

"Ah, thank you Yoona. I'm really helped, starting tomorrow you can come there. This is a spare key" Professor Lee handed over the key to Yoona

"I have to go home I have to prepare something to leave tomorrow" explained Professor Lee again while tidying up the documents on his desk.

"Then i will go profesor" she said

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Jimin sat pensive, staring at his cellphone screen. Last night Seokjin sent Yoona contact on his cell phone. he was a little hesitant to make a call and could only stare silently.

"what should I say?" Jimin muttered, at this time he was so frustrated with his situation. he wanted to start over from scratch with Yoona, but remembering Yoona reaction last night when he asked made him even more insecure and guilty.

while Jimin was still struggling with his thoughts, suddenly the doorbell of his apartment rang. He immediately looked at the intercom screen and found Seokjin and all the members coming to visit him and then he immediately opened the door.

"Jimin-aah !!!" "Hyuung !!"

Jimin laughed at the enthusiastic welcome from his members then he invited everyone to come inside.

"Jimin" Taehyung tapped Jimin shoulder in front of him.

Jimin looked at Taehyung then he saw his box was being held by Taehyung. for a moment he felt confused why the box containing his memories with Yoona was with Taehyung but a second later he remembered asking his friend to help him bring them here.

"Eoh thank you Taehyung-ah, you guys just prepare first I want to put this in the room" said Jimin as he walked away carrying the box into the bedroom.

Jimin carefully put the box under his feet. He quickly opened his wardrobe which contained not much compared to the dorm. Her beaded eyes were fixed on the bottom shelf of her wardrobe then he put memory box under his wardrobe, he looked at it for a moment before closing the door and leaving the room following the other members in the living room.

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The next day...

Yoona walked slowly while sinking her face into her blue scarf, her hand was shaking because the weather then she putting her hands into her coat pocket. the temperature was now 5°C even though it was 10 o'clock it should have been a little warm because of the sun. but it was not warm at all, it was getting colder.

Yoona breathed a little relieved when she saw the Green Lake apartment building was near, with a little run she entered in to find a little warmth inside the building. Yoona immediately approached the information desk there and asked what floor and number the apartment where this professor lived.

after she got the information on what floor Professor Lee lived in, Yoona immediately rushed to the elevator and pressed the button for the 15th floor. While waiting for, Yoona look on the cellphone to see information about this apartment on the internet and it was enough to make her surprised. the price of one apartment unit costs 1.7 million USD, which is equivalent to 2 billion won.

Yoona could only shook her head, muttering, "these rich people may be confused about how to spend their money"

the sound of the elevator clinking indicating that the object was already on the floor it was headed for made Yoona rush to put her cell phone back in. she walked, looking at the number on the door of the apartment.

"40" Yoona glanced at the door on her right then continued her path. "41!? Here it is" Yoona stopped right in front of the door with the number 41 written on it. Before she pressed the doorbell, she tidied up her appearance and immediately pressed the bell.

"ting tong !!"

Yoona waited a second, later the intercom screen appeared next to her professor neat face.

"who?" asked Professor Lee

"I'm Doctor Min Yoona profesor Lee" Yoona replied

"oh Yoona wait a minute I'll open the door"

then the door opened and Professor Lee invited Yoona to enter. Yoona also nodded politely at Professor Lee mother when she was introduced and didn't forget to give fruit as a gift to her.

"Yoona I'm sorry, I can't talk to you for long. I have to go to the airport immediately," said Prof. Lee regretfully.

"It's okay, professor i will stay here because I'm on day off" said Yoona

"Really!? Then I am very grateful. mom i will go first, take care of your health. Yoona will monitor your condition and don't bother her," asked Prof. Lee to his mother at the same time to say goodbye.

"Take it easy, mom will be fine. Be careful, okay? Convey my greetings to Hanna and my two sweet grandchildren," said Mrs. Lee to her son.

"of course mom" prof Lee smiled then he looked at Yoona with a grateful look "Yoona thank you for helping me I entrust my mother"

Yoona also gave a friendly smile to the professor and said, "You're welcome, professor and be careful on the road"

the two of them bid Professor Lee their farewells and escorted him to the door of his apartment. along with the departure of Professor Lee, Jimin and the members also came out of the apartment and they even shared an elevator with Professor Lee who would go down together on the first floor. and without realizing by Jimin that Yoona is also on the same floor as him even though they haven't met.