update.

I've been hospitalized as I was slowly suffocating from lack of oxygen, I'll be staying here for quite a while apparently as I wasnt getting any better right now I'm on high flow oxygen and hooked up to tons of machines. Anyway feel free to send me a dollar or two for the vending machines lol. Cashapp. $Ryantheholy

Update! All of my organs are super inflamed and crushing up against each other, that's why I cant breathe.

great news everybody it wasnt just covid, it's also pneumonia.

Another update my homies, currently I'm being put on steroids to help with my lungs, I have some medicine running through my body getting rid of dead tissues and lactic acid as alot of my muscles atrophied a bit from lack of use for two weeks, I dont have any blood clots luckily so that's good. Bad news is when I had my hallucination fever I may have cooked my brain and caused a couple side effects, nothing knowledge damaging but I do now have random exploding head syndrome, which isn't as bad as it sounds. It's when you try to fall asleep or wake up, a sound goes off in your mind, not in the good way, it could be like a scream or a clang of brass, or a firework, for me it's a crack of fucking lightning that makes me jump half way out of my fucking skin in surprise. Like full volume lightning strike right in your mind, I never knew that shit was a thing. I also I may see shadows moving sometimes now.

anyway how come you fuckers havent sent me a dollar so I can stockpile sweets from the vending machine? This is how you starve you dying author? With hunger? Dont make me pull my own plug you little fuckers, I bet one of you guys tried to curse me to rob for real, cause I dont fucking go outside. However my brother who already has anti bodies brought it in and passed me an updated version, one of you fuckers did this. Just step forward and be truthful, and I promise I wont beat you to fucking death quickly.