Just for fun. 3 (Not canon + short)

Heartless

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In your eyes, you only saw him, Ray this.. Ray that…

Have you never looked in my direction?

Yes, I knew how you looked at him, your flushed and suddenly happy face, that beautiful smile that you'd used to only show to me.

But now I was sharing it with this guy, I deeply loved every piece of you, no matter how much you hurt me, I can't fight back when it's against you.

So, it's fine.

I'm fine with staying on the sidelines, if it's for you.

To everyone else, and even you, I was nothing more than your best friend, nothing more than a best friend was what I knew.

I loved you for so long, that even I can't begin to grasp when I began to feel it.

Your bright dark eyes, that sudden giggle when you would laugh at my dumb but pestering jokes, I pretended to be gentle and securing when you were around.

I never once decided that there was someone more perfect for me then you, so why?

Why did I never get a chance, I stood by your side didn't I? Even to the depths of time.

I was willing to stay. As the best friend, and end as the best friend.

Quite off from the confident and passionate guy you'd imagine me as right?

I'm being selfish, I know, I was always aware of the people who felt the same to you as I did.

You never noticed, did you?

I'll miss your smile and miss you especially.

This is my goodbye and last note before I sacrifice myself.

I love you, Kylar.

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