Chapter 14

Dear Diary,

Day 7

I need to calm down cause things are really getting out of control now and I don't even understand what going on anymore.

These are definitely not the people I knew. Like how could they have changed so much, Even Danny has been acting abit strange ever since the sleepover...

Well to bring you up on what I stumbled on that night, here are some fun facts I found out during the sleepover:

1. AJ was my lackey, I- I mean the me in this world made it look like me and AJ were best friends when in reality I bullied her... Alot... I mean I couldn't believe it, like never in my life would I do something like that to my best friend. I mean my real beat friend

2. Secondly, Apparently me and my so called boyfriend were the best and biggest bully couple St Andrews had ever seen... Ever since we started dating, it was like a power House was formed... I guess we or they believe they were so perfect that they needed to rub it in the face of every other person. Again, so unlike me but not too far from Ethan Floyd, who knew behind that bad boy exterior lied a romantic

3. Valery was gay... WHAT!!!. But true. According to her that's one of the reasons I kept her around since she wasn't a danger to my relationship. Well that could explain the change, I mean from girly sweet little Valery, to goth, meh gay Valery. Not that I had anything against gay people but with Valery it just didn't sit right

4. Jack wasn't really down with being in my group but he follows his sister everywhere and mostly for the sake of Ace. I couldn't believe it when I was told that Ethan actually bullied Ace and made him an Asian class clown as a gift for me, we were the reason he always spoke in English and Korean

I mean, Ace, being bullied and the person isn't on his deathbed yet, boyfriend or not Ace isn't one that takes thinks lightly and not even from girls

5. And Finally... The biggest shock of the evening was that everything I ever did was as per Danny's instructions. This definitely wasn't the Danny I remembered, She was totally a bad influence on me and everyone else around me, and when I asked her why all she said was "The strong need to stand together for the weak to know their place" Like what the hell did that mean

All this just made me realize that I don't really have true friends, people only rally around me for protection or because I made them do it, I really am a bad person in this world

What happened, it was all so perfect before, why did everything suddenly change.

And with all that shocking revelation, I was totaly stunned that night, AJ had been crying in a corner silently as a punishment from Danny because she ignored me "Just because she doesn't remember anything doesn't mean you should forget where you belong" That was what Danny told her

And when I tried to protest but Danny held me in her arms calming me down "Shhhh, everything will be alright as soon as you regain your memory, we can have all that fun once again and you can tell me all about it"

I felt so disgusted about how this world was, but being in Danny's arms was all I wanted at that point in time no matter how wrong it was, no matter how selfish it made me.

Since it was a sleepover we all slept early as it was a very emotional and dramatic night, especially for me... Oh, and did I also forget to mention that AJ left before any of us could wake up, I guess she's still scared from last night, and I felt really bad about it.

"Good morning girls" Danny barged into the room in which we we're still asleep

"I got up early to help Stella with breakfast" Danny said as she dragged off the blankets off our faces

"Five more minutes Mom" Zoe said as tried to cover her eyes from the light

"One, I'm not your Mom and two, if I were, you would have been up by Dawn" Danny wispered into Zoe's ears but audible for all of us to hear... And the way she said those words were really scpooky...

"I'm up, I'm up... You don't have to be mean about it, Jeez" Zoe said getting up and Danny turned to me giving me a smile. Creepy.

Is this what I really wanted, all my wishes were of pure intentions, not to change or disrespect anyone, but this world is the exact opposite of what I wanted... I need to do something.

"Jess, are you coming" Danny asked by the door

"Sure, I'll be there in a minute" I knew what I had to do... But first I need to save my best friend