Insecurities

~Sunday~

"~○•3:34 Pm•○~"

You were at your house eating some pizza with some sweats on. You had then finished eating and decided to go upstairs to your room. You were about to go, reach for your phone until you saw your mirror.

You then stepped back to look at yourself slowly. You then took off your shirt and was now looking at your stomach.

Man, I am fat, aren't I? You asked yourself.

"I am pretty fat..." You said as you stared at your reflection.

Although, your friends never thought that since you looked in shape and always worked out. Yet, you could only feel as though you were becoming bigger every second.

You then started to cry a bit, thinking all sorts of things about your body.

23mins later

You had fallen asleep after crying so much. You then hear a loud knock at your door.

You decided to slip on your black fuzzy slippers and walk up to the door.

You then had seen your boyfriend.

Katsuki Bakugou.

You then remembered that he said, he was coming over to hang out with you after, he finished training with Kirishima.

You then opened up the door. You were then met with a glare.

"Why haven't you been answering my calls?" He asked while stepping inside and taking his shoes off.

"I was asleep..." You said, but it seemed to you Bakugou wasn't buying it, but he didn't say anything and just sat down on the couch.

You then locked the door behind you.

You decided to go to the kitchen to cook something since you were a bit hungry. While you were about to get some stuff out, you looked down at yourself.

You then decided to put the knife down and put the supplies back.

Weren't you about to make some food? Bakugou asked.

"I do miss your cooking," He said, grabbing you from your waist from the behind.

"I-i was just not hungry yet, that's all." You said, turning around now faced to face with Bakugou giving a fake smile.

Bakugou had then grunted in annoyance and walked away.

Bakugou could tell something was up. You were acting strange to him, and he wanted to know what was wrong.

You then went to go, sit on the couch, but you then remembered about your sudden insecurities.

You then decided to move a little farther from your boyfriend. Still feeling insecure, now even thinking if you even deserve him.

Bakugou noticed how you distanced yourself from him which now just pissed him off.

Bakugou had enough and got up and walked towards you. He grabbed your hand and brought you to your room.

He pushed you on the bed, then locked the door. Then he started to speak.

"What's wrong?" He asked in a low, growling voice.

"What do you mean? Nothings wrong, I promise," you said with a fake smile again, and that didn't make him happy in the slightest.

"Don't fuck with me Y/n, you've been acting fucking weird, and you know, exactly what I mean, don't play coy with me." He said in a stern voice.

You were still silent.

"DAMMIT Y/N JUST TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG OR CAN YOU NOT TRUST ME HUH?!?" Bakugou said in an angry tone.

You tensed, bringing your head down.

Although you weren't the emotional type, your eyes started to get a bit watery.

You stood up and just started to say everything you were feeling. Your emotions just came out.

YOU WANT TO KNOW SO DAMN BAD, HUH? THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT BAKUGOU, IM TALKING ABOUT HOW DISGUSTING MY BODY IS OK. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!? SOMETIMES I HATE STARING AT IT. I EAT TO DAMN MUCH, SO I KNOW I BROUGHT THIS UPON MYSELF, AND I KNOW THAT, BUT AT TIMES I FEEL AS THOUGH YOU'VE WASTED YOUR TIME WITH SOMEONE LIKE ME.

It was silent, real silent. The tears you've tried so hard to hide from him showed.

What the hell do you mean, "wasted your time, huh?" You can hear tiny explosions coming out of both of his hands.

He had tick marks all over his face, which meant he was beyond pissed, but you could see he was a bit sad too.

Bakugos POV

SHE THINKS I WASTED MY DAMN TIME?!?!

I then picked her up and brought her downstairs and, placed her on a chair. I was inside the kitchen, and I was going to cook some spicy curry.

The whole time nobody spoke, not a single word.

I was done in around 15 minutes and placed the spicy curry on the table.

She stared at it in confusion.

"Eat it." I said in a low tone.

P-pardon?

Did I stutter? I said, Eat It. I don't want to see a grain of rice on that plate.

I then sat right next to her, staring at her.

She finally started to eat the curry.

8mins later...

Second person/First-person Your POV

You had finished your plate, and not a single grain remained.

Bakugou had then taken your plate and washed them.

You were a bit afraid if he was mad at you for yelling at him. You wanted to ask him, so you did.

"Bakugou...are you angry with me?" You asked in a hushed tone.

You looked down, holding tight on your sweats, not wanting to look at him.

He didn't answer.

Once he had finished washing the dishes, he took my hand and finally answered.

"No...I'm not angry with you," he said in a softer tone.

He then brought you back to your room and locked the door behind him.

You just stood there as Bakugou sat down on your bed, looking at you.

It wasn't glare but just a type of gaze.

"Come here," Bakugou said.

You walked forward, you weren't looking at him, you knew you were too scared to hear what he was going to say.

"You know I love you, right?" Bakugou said, looking at you.

You didn't speak. Bakugou then got up and took your chin in his hand so you could look at him.

He then said again.

"You know I love you, dumbass, so why are you saying all this type of bull, huh? You might think you aren't beautiful, but I think your the finest woman on earth, and whoever says otherwise..." Bakugou let out small explosions from his left hand with a smirk. Can fight me.

Bakugou had then pulled you into a hug and then started to speak again.

I love you for who you are, dumbass. Your body has nothing to do with your damn inner beauty so... I don't want to hear you ever say your ugly or not worth it again, you understand? Bakugou said as he had his hands on your waist, looking into your e/c eyes.

You started to tear up again.

"Let it all out..." Bakugou said as he let you hugged him.

You hugged tightly while just crying into his chest. He was rubbing your back the whole time while telling you how beautiful you were.

A few minutes passed, and I had stopped crying, only sniffling a bit. I then nuzzled my boyfriend's chest.

"Are you ok now?" He asked.

"Y-yeah," I said.

He hugged you closer from the waist.

"Do you want to cuddle, princess?" Bakugou asked in a soft tone.

I nuzzled again in his chest. He chuckled.

"Alright." He then picked me up and placed me on the bed. He went to go change his shirt and came back into the room to join you. You laid down with him holding you from the back of your waist.

"I love you, Bakugou..." You said.

Bakugou then held you closer.

I love you too, dumbass.

You too had then fallen asleep cuddling.

ThE EnD.

I hOpEd You enJoY tHis TrASh chaP.

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