Comments of chapter undefined of Where the hell am I, and is that a Kaiju!?

I wanted to write a this comment because I wanted to get my thoughts on this book. The books before this are of decent quality as I can see that from Elder Blood Witcher's aura of being laid back with little consequences to Unbound Familiar's more dark themes, most striking of which is the self sacrifice of one of the characters and the MC's descent to madness and return to some semblance of sanity. What I'm saying is that so far, this book has reached the deep end for me but not to the point it's not unreadable for me, yet its close. It is nearing the point of it's all tragedy. It felt like moments in the book are all portrayed as something completely negative. As someone who has read the previous books, I am happy that the author is not sticking to one genre but this is a plea from this reader that some moments of the author's story are coming as overly negative but maybe that's just me. Please tone it down? Maybe we're past all the bad stuff and the MC has hit rock bottom and is about to rise up which is a guilty pleasure of rooting for the underdog. But then again this is fiction and maybe I'm getting swayed too much by the words.