Adam_K47xx
People be calling this cringe, weird, or edgy, but it was pretty good. Being all alone, purely killing and growing stronger would probably morph the mind more than we could imagine, so finding change or an escape of that would cause intense emotions as it goes against everything he knows. Remember, he really doesn’t have his past memories, all he knows is killing and growing stronger, so deviating from that is massive for him. You can call it forced if you want, but it’s been building up since chapter 1, and if you can’t see that, your just dumb