starting to write

Now I became sort of a writer, i started this by writing rap, of course since i started as a teenager who was in trubbles because of his addiction, after that i started to write poems in arabic then i found myself in english. I know that i'm not that good in english but i don't know why i just can express myself much easier like this, not everyone is able to understand what i say and even those who can understand my writings maybe won't get the feelings i'm putting in here. So i hought why not, i will start writing about myself in order to find out my true self, since i'm feeling lost long time ago and still.