getting to the club

Now let me talk to you about this year, i became the team leader of club journal, and thank's to that i got a friend who's really great, full of energy even i feel ashame almost all the time because i see myself holding her back. She can make a glory and a big name for herself, of course since i'm her friend i should do all i can to be by her side otherwise why am i annoying her and sharing just negative vibes.

Honestly i don't think i'm good for this status i shouldn't be the team leader, i'm not good at this and even at being a good friend, i do everything i can and yet i feel like it's not enough because she really deserve the best. Now i think i'm getting too emotional about this but i don't know what to do.