love experience

Let's now talk about love, yes i did, like every teenager, i loved a girl for 3years and it was really great, that's the period when i started learning how to control my anger, know when to fight and when to not, learn how to feel for someone when that feeling was dead in me for a long time, it may be for almost 19years. Maybe i feel bad now because i want to stop those feelings and get back where i was 4years ago with no love or anything like that, i cared only for my pack(my friends and my family). I know that most of my friends had their girls and enjoyed the company and all, yet I was convinced with my ideas and life philosophy i had then, so i was there watching them and being happy for them beside being there whenever they needed help.