Review Detail of voidd in Isekai Journey Of The Magic Archer

This has got so much potential yet it physically pains me to sometimes even read it. MINOR SPOILER : So basically, we have a child who's the youngest awakened mage and started training earlier than everyone else in both his archery and magic. He spent years fighting beasts in one of the most dangerous places in the world alone and fought all kinds of beast for years without rest while training and finally when he's around 10 or so years, the author just bombards us with information that his two cousins are now more powerful than him. They're more powerful in ranks compared to the one who awakened at the youngest, had best talent and practiced everyday just like that? The normal age for awakening is around 11-13 according to author yet his 12 year old cousins not only awakened early but are also better than him somehow. Also the sheer number of times he cries while missing his family gives a vibe that he's absolutely not a 40 year old reincarnate. I mean even a normal child wouldn't cry every other chapter or will have tear in his eyes every time talking to someone close. I've read close to 150 chapters and even though i really like the world building and want to read more, it's getting considerably harder to read it. Will the story continue this way throughout the novel ?