Review Detail of comedyisland in Summoning went wrong

I refuse to become invested in an mc who can neither adapt to his circumstances or even take accountability for his actions, I came in here expecting a demon mc in body and soul and in the first chapter I thought I got what I wanted, he cursed the gods who summoned him and I figured he was gonna embrace his new life as a demon, but by chapter 3 he was playing human and pretending like he wont ever kill a human despite having slaughtered dozens just a day before, but that since he didn't do the killing himself its fine, A spineless coward. there are much better demon mc novels where the mc actually embraces his new life, like custom made demon king, id rather read that again.