Review Detail of blinker in Rebirth to a Military Marriage: Good Morning Chief

Enjoy reading about a romance between a r*pist and a very passive woman who lets him take advantage of her. The main character is mentally aged 40+, but gets nervous and her mind almost freezes whenever she has to interact with the male lead. And the male lead sees her as a sort of trophy that he has to conquer, a prey that he has to hunt. He thus takes advantage of her passiveness. And he succeeds in his hunt(!) too, as their very first time was a r*pe scene. Really lovely, isn't it? If you have some common sense, reading the romance parts is painful. I won't deny there are parts that makes me keep reading, but it's a struggle. I want to both stop reading and not stop, at the same time. It's not a good experience.