"At the same time, I am so fucking pissed at everything and everyone. I mean, how can someone do that to someone else? I am trying to imagine all you went through after finding out that you were literally kicked out of everywhere. And it makes sense that you always looked like you wanted to shut down and stay away from everyone and everything. And I had no idea what you were going through because I was so stupid and made you stupid pies and food while you were going through hell. And then I am mad at you for not telling me anything at all, but then I am mad at myself because I can understand why you wouldn't tell me. I have said and done mean things to gay people, and you just stood there watching. And I must have hurt you. To crown it all, I confessed to you and you turned me down, and then I am mad that you turned me down when you were gay in the first place, and then I am mad at myself for thinking like that when I don't know what you have been through and if you had accepted, you would have been more affected and it made sense why you kept refusing and saying I was confused and..." He gasped, taking in a lot of air from all the rambling he had done without stopping to catch his breath.
Because It's You!
LGBT+ · ThatAmazingGirl
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