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So… What’s this war we’re referencing? Totally not going to search it up and pretend I know a lot of stuff to my social studies teacher next time I see him. I can’t believe I have to take sociology to learn about Marxism! I don’t have enough options, all my other ones are already decided, and I really want to take psychology, so I can’t take sociology…
I’m a hypochondriac… I keep saying that i should get my lungs and throat properly scanned to my mum. I always fear that it might actually be something serious, but my mum says that I have to be guaranteed by a doctor or something! I keep telling her that they always say the same thing and it doesn’t help at all! Like, when my frequent coughs started, they gave me an INHALER!!! I DON’T have asthma! I can breath properly! Years later, I cough a ton more then an average person, yet it’s getting kind of normal for me, but I still fear something is wrong! But the doctors never think so! I gag from coughing on a daily basis!
Maybe I don’t talk to people enough, because I always ramble so much online… People find it weird. I don’t get to express my opinion enough, it’s probably not very accurate either. Even if I say I’m feeling inspired, I don’t actually do anything about it, only slightly change my goals and say I’m working towards it.
I feel so inspired!!! 😔 I honestly never knew anything about the Soviet Union before this. Never knew it was in Russia. Never knew what left or right was. The October Revolution. What Marxism was, or even who Karl Marx is. It’s probably bad I’m learning all of this from a fanfiction instead of being taught about this properly. But oh well, I just want to mention that at first I most wanted to be an anaesthesiologist, but now, I’ve been so inspired I want to be a psychologist! Now, if only my dad and sister didn’t put me down on this, I’d be all set! I want to be boastful and say that I’m starting to learn Russian! … very terribly though… And only because Fyodor Dostoevsky is Russian, and I wasn’t even actually inspired by the real person, but the fictional counterpart in Bungay Stray Dogs… But at least I’m still learning something! Even if it isn’t for the best reasons, I still feel super inspired! I should really touch grass more…
I don’t know what ‘Sheluo sky expedition’ is, but it sounds cool!👍 I tried searching it up, but I was to lazy to look at it thoroughly, so all I got was that it was related to a game… I forgot how to spelllllllll!!! I typed thoughrolly!!!