A Mother's Love

On a normal day time will seem to pass so hard, but today it looked like time is passing faster than usual.

Four hours passed in a blink of an eye. Yu Bin became anxious, there were only two hours left and she could not find the boy anywhere. *Where is he, did he leave the country? * Yu Bin got more and more worried. If she could just figure it out faster.

After looking for him everywhere, she went into a restaurant to drink something, almost giving up, thinking that he probably already left the country.

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"Hey…"

Yu Bin said, approaching a table where a young man was sitting crying and drinking at the same time.

He looked pathetic and regretful... He was crying as if it will not be tomorrow, the sadness could be seen on his face and if you didn't know him you would think that his whole family was wiped off the face of the earth.

"Can we talk? "

She added, seeing no reaction from the young man.

"Hmm..."

The boy murmured, not daring to look up.

"Can you please tell me what happened to your house when your father died?"

"I...."

"I'm listening to you. Whatever happened, I'm sure it's neither your fault nor your mother's fault.

Can you please tell me exactly what happened?"

"It's my fault..."

"Is it your fault?" Yu Bin asked calmly, waiting patiently for him to continue.

"Yes. Said the boy, crying even louder. He put his elbows on the table and his hand trembled as he gripped his hair in despair."

"Can you explain why you are saying that?"

"I killed him... I killed him, but... I can't understand... Why? Why mother...? Why did my mother say she killed him? She was there, she saw me, why? Why did she say she killed him? I did it, I killed him, I pushed him down the stairs. He beat my mother every day, he beat me every day, but I've already gotten used to it, however, how dare he beat my mother? How could he beat her so badly? She is a saint, but a demon dared to beat her. I didn't kill a human, I killed a demon. If I have to be punished, I accept that punishment, but why? Why is my mother taking the blame for me? I can't understand that, she doesn't even want to see me. Does she hate me so much now? Am I not her son anymore? Is she ashamed of me now? Of course, she is, I'm a murderer now. "

The boy could no longer speak, the crying had become heavier and more violent, so he could no longer form words.

" Listen, I understand how you feel, I understand your pain, I'm a cop, but if that happened to me, I'm one hundred percent sure I'll do the same as you... I'm not saying killing is good, no, killing is an extremely bad sin, just that, somehow I understand how you feel. You should never do that again, as for your mother, I'm sure she loves you and will always love you and you are the reason she does it. I think she knows how much you're struggling now and she doesn't want you to see her like that because you'll blame yourself more. But, at the same time, I think you should tell the truth and take the punishment. After you finish the punishment you can be happy again, otherwise, you will blame yourself for the rest of your life. "

"But how? How can I do it when she....?"

He felt like there was no hope, but listening to Yu Bin he felt just a bit of hope. He was not a bad boy, but he was a pathetic boy who had the misfortune to have a demon as a father. At the same time, he was fortunate to have a mother like an angel.

"I'll help you see her. Let's do things the way they should be done. Yu Bin said, smiling tenderly at the crying young man. "

She grabbed his hand and rushed out, took a taxi, and hurried to the courthouse.

Not much time passed and the young man was already staying in a dark room with a big window. He knew he was in an investigation room so he took a seat in the small room next to Sarah and waited for his mother. Memories of his and his mother's past flooded his mind and his heart began to ache.

His mother was there when he fell to cleaning the wound, she was there when his first love rejected him, every time his father beat them, his mother first cleaned his wound without thinking about her wounds. Of course, she would take the blame now because she loves him so much. She is a great mother, and if there was a future life, her last wish would be to have the same mother.

The door opened and a fragile woman entered. She was held by a guard.

"Mother... "

The boy said while tears flowed down his face.

"What are you doing here? They told me to meet with my lawyer, so what are you doing here? "

It was very clear that the woman was angry with her son now. She did everything for him, she hoped he would run away from the country, she hoped he would let her pay for him, but why did she think that?

She already knew how much her son loved her. He loves her enough to kill her. So how did she think he would leave the country knowing she was taking the blame? He loves her and she loves him. The tears streaming from his eyes, the pain is written on his face, that was the most annoying thing for a mother. She did not want to see her child suffer, she wanted to help him, but he was sadder. She didn't understand now if she was annoyed by her son right now or because of herself

"Ma'am, please sit down."

Yu Bin said sternly, and the woman listened to her automatically.

Yu Bin's voice wasn't harsh, but it made her tremble somehow.

"Can I talk to my son, please?"

"Yes, of course, I'll be out."

"Thank you." She said, glancing angrily at her son.

" Mom... Do you hate me now?"

Only that thought hurt him already, saying it out loud was hurting ten times harder, no, millions of times harder.

What if his mother says yes? He is a murderer, after all, he deserves it if his mother hates him.

Mom... Do you hate me?"

"Why would I hate you?"

"Because I... because.... "

The boy couldn't speak anymore, tears were running down his face and the cries were starting to get heavier every moment.

"It's okay, don't worry, mom is here. I will protect you. She said, hugging him."

That was why she didn't want to see him. She knew her son could be hurt.

She knew that once he saw her, he would blame himself even more.

"And who will protect you? Who will protect you, mother? Do you think I'll be happy you'll take the blame? Mom... I'm dying from so much pain, Mom, I don't want to see you here, Mom it's too painful."

The boy cried out in pain.

*How can she take the blame? Why? What kind of mother is she? Why does she love a son like him? He left and left her alone with that beast, but she still wants to protect him, why? *

A lot of thoughts went through his head and his heart ached harder and harder.

"Then don't."

"Huh? .... What are you saying, mother?"

"If you can't see me if it hurts, don't come to see me. See you when I go out."

"Mother, please.... The boy shouted and his mother winced."