Future for this book

Hey guys its the Author again, idk when I can write another chapter life has been a pain, I have many reasons why I haven't uploaded but its gonna sound like excuses to you guys and I get that not a lot of ppl trust me with shit and I don't trust a lot of ppl with shit. I am 14 yrs old and my family is divorced, I have ADHD, in high-school classes in 8th grade, and my mom might die. So recently my mom has been having trouble breathing, so doctors have this thing that goes on your finger to check your heart rate(BPM) and it also tells your oxygen lvl (o2%) basically how much is your oxygen getting air. The average human has a 98%-100% my moms AVERAGE is 92 which is not normal at all, and when she MOVES LITTERALLY 2 STEPS it goes to 86-87% which is if you held your breath under water for 20-30 seconds underwater for the average human. And that's during the day my ppl, at night her average is 88-87% walking 2 steps 85-82% and it just keeps getting worse and worse, everyday I see her move less and less and see her stop for air more and more. I took CPR classes just incase she passes out. When she has to go upstairs I HAVE to help her bc I am the only person in my entire family that can support her weight if she falls or faints. She cries everyday, and I wish I could do something but nothing will work, I am also having to deal with my dad and his mental abuse(purposely intimidating, locking me in a dark room, chasing me around with knives and making me clean THE ENTIRE HOUSE which includes but not limited to cleaning baseboards, washing HIS dogs, cleaning his bathroom, my half brothers play room that has over 100 toys, and more shit. we can't call CPS bc he hasn't laied a hand on us but you can bet your sweet asses that I am waiting for it so I can leave his cheating ass) and school that is high-school shit and having to be available just incase my mom is gasping for air so I can show her that she can breathe. So a lot of shit is happening ok so give me a couple months, I got a lot of shit on my plate atm and writing chapters is the LAST thing I am gonna do. Since my mom is gonna be hospitalized money is gonna get tighter as it already is, I am gonna have to do more chores, I am gonna have to cook, school, making sure my mom is ok, and be there for my family. SO IF ANNNYYYY OF YOU HAVE A SINGLE GODDAMN COMPLAINT I SWEAR I WILL MAKE TED BUNDY LOOK LIKE FKING CHUCKY CHEESE SO DONT TEST MY ASS AND IF I SEE SOME FKING DM ON INSTA ABOUT FKING ABELLA I WILL MAKE THE BEACHES OF NORMANDY LOOK LIKE A FUCKING FAMILY VACATION. Now that's out of the way I need advice on how to manage all the stress I am going through and about to go through so PLEASE for the love of all things holy dm me on Instagram @mythicmaddness8... this years been a shit show so far but I am willing to try and get through this bullshit.

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Sincerely Author