Chapter 1: He was tired.

<p><br/>It was windy, as the trees and bushes blow to that one direction where the wind blows. As the wind caresses the face of a young man.<br/><br/> A young man, with soft purple eyes and with short smooth black hair, with a cute sharp botton nose, and slim cheeks with some baby fat. With pink soft pouty lips. And white smooth skin. He wore a black t-shirt on with a black jacket, and dark blue jeans, with dark blue shoes, It was a running shoes. With a flush as he was standing in a cold railway. it was snowing.<br/><br/> as the young man wasn't budging at all. He looked somewhat fragile if you looked closely. Engulfing the cold breeze brushing away from he's flushed pink cheeks. <br/><br/>As the high railway can see the busking streets. Full of different lights mostly red and green. It was Christmas. As many people walk around laughing and walking side by side.<br/>some of them are holding hands. As it was only laughter and comforting atmosphere in the bustling streets. <br/><br/>'I'm tired...'<br/><br/>The only thought of the young man on the railways. The streets is soo lively yet, this one young man is not showing even a bit of happiness and comfort. He was good-looking yet he's face only shows dullness and tiredness.<br/><br/>Yes, he was tired.<br/><br/> Not from school work or stressful things or issues. But, he was tired of living.<br/><br/>As he's beautiful amythist eyes dim with dullness and blankness. He had a beautiful rare eye color yet, it was full of negativity. <br/><br/>As he's long beautiful fingertips touched the long railways. As he's fingertips got a scrap from the railways. it was too old to be hold on, it was a old railway. With pieces falling apart even. it was full of metal scraps. He didn't care as he moved he's body closer to the railway. He looked at the beautiful bustling streets, as he looked at the sky. It was dark. <br/><br/>"How beautiful... "<br/><br/>As he mumbled. that was the first thing he said while staring at things. He had a raspy voice as he's throat was sour, from not talking too much. He was an introvert. <br/><br/>As he looked down at the railways. <br/><br/>'It's far.... I've gone this far....yet... I can't even do it... '<br/><br/>As he thought. He was contemplating weither to jump down to end he's misery. Or continue on with another day. He never injoyed life. Not until everything changed. <br/><br/>'You should have never been born! You useless shit! If only your brother was alive then you!'<br/><br/>As that word keept echoing in he's mind. It was a women's voice.. It was he's mother's. He had a good relationship with he's mother, even with he's father. Until they changed like a wind passing by. <br/><br/>"Haha.... I wonder when did they even change soo much... "<br/><br/>As he mumbled again, he's parents changed soo much from what he can remember since he was a child. The parents he knew we're nice, caring, loving, and doting. Yet their completely opposite now. <br/><br/>If someone told him that he's parents got possessed by some demons then he will believe it. He won't even think twice. <br/><br/>As he thought of the days he's brother was alive... He smiled at the fun memories. He's brother was the one person that you can even describe as an 'angel'. He was such a good brother that he gives everything to he's little bro. He dotted on him, he cherished him. Yet... <br/><br/>As a tear fell of he's face as he remembered the day he's brother was gone from the earth. <br/><br/>He's brother was good looking. He had smooth black hair with stripes of yellow. He had yellow eyes, it glows like golds every time the sunlights hits them. He had a slim sharp jawline. And with smooth cheeks. There was no baby fats. He had beautiful features yet. <br/><br/>He died. <br/><br/>He's beloved and kind big brother died. <br/><br/>He can still remember vividly the day he's brother died. He was bleeding and coughing. He still remembers it. Even until he's brother's eyes turned dull as he took he's last breath. He remembers that scene soo vividly as if it was yesterday. <br/><br/>As he clenched the railway. As scraps of metal begins to stick to he's delicate yet firm palm. As it turned pink until red liquid be-gone to pour out of he's palm slowly. It keept pouring slowly until it dripped on the floor. But. He didn't care. <br/><br/>As he thought of he's brother's death. he's eyes glinted with a hint of rage, hatred, sadness and guilt. It was to many emotions that he can't handle.<br/><br/>he contemplated how could someone have a sane mind to kill he's angelic brother? They we're inhuman if they can kill my brother, not even feeling some sense of guilt. As he thought of he's brother's death.<br/><br/>It was 8 years ago. It was on summer, they we're out to buy drinks. As they always thought. They always had a good and great day. Yet, they never knew something like THAT would happen. It was a Terrorrist attack. <br/><br/>As he thought of the moment a man with a mask pointed a gun at him. He hated how he didn't budge and just stood there like an idiot. Until he's brother took the bullet for him. <br/>He hated it soo much. If only he budged... Would he be able to save he's brother? No. It was he's destiny after all. No one can defy destiny. <br/><br/>If only he thought that will happen. Then he would have saved he's brother. Even taking the bullet instead of him. If it was he's brother's destiny. Then he would be the one defying destiny. <br/><br/>He would do anything to bring he's brother back to life. If black magic is real, then he would use it. He used every method to bring he's brother back to life. Yet, all of the methods never worked. He got tired. HE was tired. <br/><br/>He should follow he's brother's footstep now.<br/> <br/>He should go to him.<br/><br/>He should've died with him. <br/><br/>He should end it now. <br/><br/>As he thought of he's brother's smile that always comfort him. He slapped he's own cheeks to wake some senses out of himself. As he keept mumbling and panicking. If people see him they might have thought he was a mental person with a few screws loose. <br/><br/>"This is wrong... Brother wouldn't want this.... He would've told me to live on and forget about he's death.... What am I doing... "<br/><br/>As he looked at the railway while trembling. He would have died and failed he's brother's dying promise if he didn't put some senses into he's self. Yes. He's brother's dying wish. <br/><br/>He almost forgot due to grieving he's brother's death. <br/><br/>'Live. Live and forget about me. I don't want you destroying your life because of me.. I'm sorry I can't be with you long... <<■■■■>>.. I'm sorry..*Cough*.....So please live on, keep living and enjoy it, life is soo great if you look at the beautiful side..*cough**cough*..... So please.....live.... "<br/><br/>As he's eyes watered. He cried while trembling. He remembered he's brother's wish, while coughing blood. He's brother was dying on he's arms. <br/><br/>'I should get down. I should get out of here and fulfill brother's wish.. '<br/><br/>As he said in he's thought. As he hold on to the railway for support as he didn't calm he's body. He was still trembling from the thought of ending he's life not being able to fulfill he's brother's wish. As he hold on tightly not caring about the metal scraps again. and walked to the exist. He was soo close to opening the door, but.<br/><br/>He was falling. <br/><br/>The railway broke. It was too old to hold and and to be used. The railway he went to was a part of an abandoned building. It was he's brother's old school.<br/><br/>It was shut down due to the many death situations, it was a dangerous school. As it was falling apart, it was marked as a dangerous zone. Many people got warned not to go near it or go inside, As the cements and parts are cracking and breaking, it was a old school that was falling apart. It was built century's ago. Yet, the government didn't give the money to repair it. <br/><br/>As he felt he's body falling. He was nearing to he's end. He felt guilty because he didn't get to fulfill he's brother's dying wish. Yet, he felt relive at the same time. He will meet he's brother again. He will meet divian.<br/><br/>'I'll be with you soon big brother...'<br/><br/>As a smile creep in he's face as he's dull eyes shone with fondness with the thought of he's beloved brother. He's brother that he respect soo much. The one he idolize to be like. As he closed he's eyes. <br/><br/>Due to that. He didn't see the purple light shining on the ground. It was the spot where he will fall to he's death. As the light dimmed and disappeared as if it put something on the ground. As Keith's body hit the ground as blood was splattered all over. As he took he's last breath, as he's eyes became hazy. As it turned dull. The only thing he thought is. <br/><br/>Keith venger, At the age of 26, finally died. <br/><br/>The end. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>. <br/>♛┈⛧┈┈•༶༶•┈┈⛧┈┈•༶༶•┈┈⛧┈♛<br/><br/>(Jk🗿 I was kidding- it will continue when my brain works again. 🗿) <br/>Btw this is my second work! So I hope you injoyeed~(≧∇≦)/<br/><br/>The first novel I made was like- not finished. And it will not be finished forever cause I dropped it! It didn't get updated for a decade. It's not cause I'm lazy or anything- it's cause my brain didn't work(っω;.)<br/><br/>So I'm sorry for the people waiting for an update on that novel! If some of you don't know- the first novel's name is [reborn as a man]ヽ( 'ω' )ﾉ<br/><br/>so this second novel I made will be an apology for them! And I promise I won't drop it! ٩( ᐛ )وᐠ( ᐛ )ᐟ<br/><br/><br/><br/>But I still can't keep a promise so I'm sorry!!<br/>(´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡<br/><br/> —𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚛-𝚗𝚒𝚖</p>