10. the sound of a broken.

when she heard brian calling her, what emily saw was not brian, but it was a boy with some bruises on his face after a fight. but the boy smiled gently as if everything was fine and nothing to be afraid of.

" don't cry, it's all my fault.. forgive me " he said, trying to smile.

somehow, what emily felt when she saw brian, it was like reminding her of the terrible memories she went through. she might have a hard time remembering it, but the feeling she felt, she couldn't forget at all.

as long as she's hurt, as long as someone is with her, as long as someone says it's my fault and apologizes to her with a smile, even as long as someone dies in front of her eyes..

even brian..

" it's all my fault. forgive me "

Brian said the same as she remembered.

she saw brian who was trying to calm himself while being strong. however, what she saw was quite the opposite. because emily saw brian like a hit and felt guilty. But she should be the one feeling the pain. and very upset.. and hurt.

" emily.. "

suddenly emily hit brian just like that. even she's cry again..

( You idiot, it's not your fault. You don't have to say sorry like that.

Everyone around me will die when they say that in front of me.

I don't want to remember that anymore.. I don't want anyone to die in front of me again.. my cousin died because he said that to me before.. you never know how much hurt i am who is always considered a girl who brings death just like they always said to me..

even though I don't want to remember those feelings and words anymore..

please! don't say that to me..

I don't want you to be gone too )

no matter how hard the blow, brian still trying to be strong.

He looked at Emily, without saying a word.

he even hugged her.

" i know how you feel, emily. You look like you've got something terrible back in front of your eyes again. it's alright! You can take your anger out on me, even cry once.

so do it! let out everything you feel. at least, this is all i can do for you, to make your feeling was calm, for now.. "

Brian is still trying to stay calm and tough and let Emily hit him so many times until she can calm down.

" ( Weird, I feel like I've done this before. but when? maybe I'll remember that later. ) " he thought.

even when she had stopped hitting brian, she was still crying. even so, brian didn't even hesitate until he hugged her.

even so, lucas who initially wanted to meet brian and emily instead refused. suddently, he came back and watched from quite a distance, while watching the officers check the conditions around.

" ( he looks a lot like you. Even though he has amnesia, his body can remember how to calm the heart of someone who is seriously injured. ) " she thought..

but somehow, he looked at them while holding back his relieved smile.

even so, he was also starting to worry that someone else or whoever it was would come after them again. because the wind that blows towards him, has made him see someone from afar. it looks like what happened back then..