Chapter 2 : A transmigrator's tiring schedule.

As the song came to its end, tears are already streaming beneath her eyes.

She stood up, eyes scanning the entire room. When she saw the items inside the room, she could almost imagine those things yell, apprising her about Xu Xinjue's skills.

Memories flooded her head again.

She always wanted to learn how to play various musical instruments, but couldn't because of their circumstances.

Thinking about it some more, she decided. " Well, it's not that bad, eh. She's so OP. "

Thinking about Xu Xinjue's skills again, she once again amazed. She knows a lot about things she wished she know back then, like taekwondo. The only downhill is, she have a lot of things to familiarize yourself with.

She wiped the tears on her cheeks.

" Ahh!" She yelped in surprise, thankfully she still manage to control her voice, so that no one would hear her.

Looking at the reflection again, sweat are dripping from her scalp, and saliva soak half of her face. Below her eyes there are trails of tear stains and snort on her nose.

"Blergh!" This time she realized what a mess she is.

It's revolting. She feel like throwing up.

But despite all of that her expression is completely calm.

The only thing that prove its existence was the yelp from earlier that no one, in the middle of the night heard except for her, the one who yelped, and the thought that is running and her mind.

' Disgusting... "

.....

While sitting on the bed, she recounted what happened to Xu Xinjue in the novel. As she did so, her face darkened.

' Ha... It's okay, the story is yet to get started, I will surely, not follow the plot. '

But is it enough? Is it really enough? Once more, she's frustrated. Is it even okay to do that? Without Xu Xinjue there is no novel as she is one of majoring factor about a lot of things in the novel, including but not limited to the female and male lead's encounter, interaction on the beginning and so on and so forth.

Without her appearance a lot of things will change and her conscience surely couldn't take that.

But if she don't do anything about it things will surely end up as the plot's. How did she know? She could just feel it.

As a person with high intuitive sense, she trusted her guts as she have a bad feeling.

" One step at a time... Haaa... " She breathe out all her worries, she could feel the headache coming in if she continue to concern herself about all of this.

As she lay on the bed, sleep came rushing through her senses.

.....

Isis open her eyes in daze, her hair sticking on her face, body sweaty on the bed.

She've been having the same nightmare ever since she transmigrated here.

A play showing her life as Isis Meisha Roses, from childhood until her falling into coma, it was slow and painful, reminding her of who she truly is.

After transmigrating, she spend her time familiarizing yourself in Xu Xinjue's body and skills.

She can't allow herself to take a break since a lot of snakes keep sneaking on her. She can't show even the slightest abnormality as they would notice it.

She was truly lucky as she have the same personality as the original, making it hard to tell the difference between them.

But similar as they are, they are still not the same person, after all. There are bound to be things that she can't do as well as Xu Xinjue could do it. So she had to work hard, everyday she would have an excuse to do something to familiarize yourself in Xu Xinjue's skills.

Early in the morning, before everyone get up to work, she was already training her body in various ways and skills that the original possessed.

After that she would familiarize yourself with Xu Xinjue's other skills without letting anybody knows.

Just like at this very moment.

She is practicing Xu Xinjue's piano playing skill and technique.

" I noticed, you been playing a lot these days. " Said of the gentle voice belonging to a mother who dotes on her daughter.

" I've been bored these days " She said in nonchalance.

"Do you want to go hiking? " The mother said, trying to conceal the worry with her cheerful voice.

Isis look at the mother who didn't even know that her beloved daughter had been replaced by an impostor.

Guiltily, she looked away and think for a moment. " Uhm."

" It's settled then, pack your things will go in few days."

" En." As she said that she started to play another piece.

Looking at her, the mother sighed. Not knowing what to do, she left the room.

.....

Isis continued her daily routine after that conversation.

Every other day she changes the instrument she's playing based on her mood to keep it natural. Thankfully her room have good soundproofing.

Well, it's not like there's always someone near her room, except Xu Xinjue's mother. So she could immersed in familiarizing herself with the instruments in the room.

Of course, she also practicing her own set of skills as they could serve as her trump card and help her survive in this world.

While she's working on her body in morning, and practicing her skills after, she's reviewing things that is usually learned that school to familiarize herself in this world and everything that is common knowledge to everyone living in this world.

She was rather fortunate as she have Xu Xinjue's memories and superb memory, things are much more easier. It's also easier for her to recount and remember everything.

Her daily schedule is packed.

It was tiring, exhausting her entire body and mind.

She never know that transmigrating is so tiring and annoying. They made it so simple in the novels.

That might be the reason why she's always having nightmares. The stress might be weighting her more than she had expected.

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This author have something to say!!!

They always made it look like it's easy to transmigrate, but is it really easy?

I don't think so.

Different novels have different situations, some character transmigrated with memories of original owner of the body, while some is completely clueless. Some is transmigrated inside a book, while others' not.

The thing is, even if a character transmigrated with memories, it can't be just like that, after all they did not personally experienced those things, so even with the original owner's memories things will not just be that simple.

Because even if you have the memories, it's just like that, without recounting and especially meeting or experiencing something similar it will basically impossible to just suddenly know just because you have the memories, it's not easy as that.

We can recall memory because we personally experience those things and our brain marked things that can possibly trigger those memories, in the case of transmigrators, that wont work as they didn't personally experienced those things, they could only rely on the triggers that the body's brain sets, the feeling of familiarity, and forced recollection by outside parties.

But as I said, different novel of different situation, because some may have experienced the memories of the original's like watching a film, or some may have different way of doing it, I don't really know.

It's because some of the authors doesn't really pay attention to that part of the story they just skip it and keep it as is it.

I wonder who would read this long... What is this?! I unconsciously wrote such long...

Is this an essay!!!

Anyway, l really want someone to read my thoughts and my novel...

I'm such an awkward person... I never had friends...

Goodness!!! I can only dare write this because no one is yet to read my novel!

This is really embarrassing...😳😳😣