What am i feeling?

She looked down and saw fresh blood. she couldnt believe it she had killed him. Panic and fear began to take over. She didnt mean too hurt him. What the hell came over me she asked herself. She suddenly felt a pain in her chest and she held an unconcience Jimin closer. "Please wake up" she said with tears building up in her eyes. Suddenly a soft voice spoke out. "You cheated" Vermilion bird opened her eyes wide her heart was beating so fast it felt like it was going to jump out of her chest. she was so scared. she really thought she hurt him but why was she so scared? why did she care so much for this human? she looked down and saw Jimin's beautiful eyes staring back at her he had that ridiculous evil grin. "We Agreed no Magic" he said as he began to lift himself up. Dont be careless dont get up your bleeding cried Vermillion bird. Jimin was about to say something when he realized the real fear and anguish in Vermillion birds eyes.

She was scared for me? thought Jimin. Vermillion bird was breathing heavy she had a painful frightened look on her face her eyes were red holding back tears. "Lolly"Jimin whispered "Are you okay" Look im fine he stretched his hand out very slowly like if she was in injured bird he didn't want to scare away and gently touched her cheek. she flinched but Jimin just gently cupped her face in his hands and whispered its "ok im fine" there was a calmness and tenderness in his voice "look I'm ok" . He slowly stood up holding her hands that were trembling. Vermillion bird asked herself a million questions.Why did she care so much? why was she so scared? he's a nobody a pathetic human.

Why does my chest hurt at the thought of him dying. Vermillion bird regained her thoughts. she looked at Jimin who had a serious expression. I'm okay see its just a scratch said Jimin. Vermillion bird sighed in relief but couldn't understand. That Blast should have killed him but he's alive.