How dark my soul?

After reading the the note a felt the same pin sting me and everything went black.

Back to my intro. I am from the Caribbean, more specifically Jamaica. I am an outspoken person, I got up on the stage, I fight for my rights, I love reading and writing poems and books and lastly im a talkative, sociable, but I am an introvert ause I may be talkative but I dont talk to people. I prefer to stay locked in my room all day long and sleep or do something I like other than texting poeple and going out. Thats just me, but back to the note I found.

'How Dark My Soul' was the title. I was puzzled but I kept reading it.

'the way the earth goes around, I go around with it, not phsaing anyhting just being in the dark and enduring the comfort of my sins. I dwell in the heat, I am a night timer, drowning in fear that I love so much. Happniess is too much for me.

I woke up same place on the floor in my room with the note in my hand same way. I got up quickly and got ready leaving the note on my bed.

I went through the day with no problems but the note was gone and I knew something was wrong. I looked everywhere but I knew I left it on the bed.

After stressing over the note I decided to leave it and go shower and head to bed.

After showering and getting dressed I dropped my lotion but took it up same speed and head for the door. I was tired and was in a rush to get back. But then I felt something rush pass me. I didnt hesitate and ran like hell but felt the presence behind me the entire time. I didnt take a glimpse behind me because I didnt want to know who or what it was. I closed my door in relief and unpacked. I then quickly went under my covers. Knowing damn well it come open the door anytime. Even with it locked, because it could be a ghost. But then I went to the window to quickly lock it but I was already late. I wasnt even looking at my surroundings. I felt my heart fail in my chest and come back alive as I looked at the figure in the corner of the room after he greeted me with his words.

" your too slow" and with that it rushed over to me and we were both on the bed. It wasnt even holding me down but I couldnt move.

It took over and did what please it. I cried at every feeling.

It bit my inner thighs over and over making them shaking as if they were about to fail. I could feel the blood leaving my body.

He then showed his face with lustful yellow eyes. he then slowly whispered in my ears after following my curves by kiss it until he was at my ears. "be good"

His warm breath made by body shiver in delight. He went down again with a speed I've never seen. He took off my shorts and underwear until my lower part was bare. I started to cry but he came up to my face and said "no no dont cry I wont take it, I like when my virgins offer themselves up to me."

It sounded like a game. It wouldn't be so fun if he just took it. He wanted me to beg him basically to have me.

My thoughts were interrupted by the movement of his tongue caressing my cheeks and then slowing moving around my clit. I moan at the sound and found myself butting my lips. I wanted more. He continued but speed up when he saw my reaction. I was eager for him to enter and he finally did. His tongue made way between my walls licking and cleaning it like never before. I have never cleaned my vagina like he is doing. I wanted to make a move but he rushed to my upper part to hold me down once he realized I could move.

"im in control not you" and with that he went back down and I let him. But in no time my hand were in his hair tugging and pulling for more. My moan became louder and louder and he speed up and went deeper until I finally came and he clean it up before leaving me in a state of horniness. lol

I fell asleep depressed because I wanted more but couldn't get any.

I woke up the next morning late for class and had to rush. I went in and quicking took my seat and started to figure out what was in the board. But then my teacher began to read.

"It was love at first sight, at last sight, at ever and everg sight." he said and paised when he reached my seat.

He had a smelt like arizona for some reason. I looked up to see the problem and I was met with a pair of hazel eyes that took my breathe away. He was tall amd his figure was more tha outlined. He was a more than a God.

Im sorry father in heaven.

He then tilted his head side ways and told me to contiue where he left off, as if I was no where on earth and then he walked off. I shuffled to find the page and started to read instantly. He then gave someone else the go ahead to pick up where I left off and our eyes met once more.

I thought to myself, as his stare pierced my soul, those hazel eyes aren't that thrilling like last night.