Chapter Hundred and twelve

I drove to a stop in front of Sam's building, my daughter was here, feeding, traveling among the people that had thought she was noting buy as a trophy. I sigh and came out of the car, I just wanted to see my daughter badly and it was Saturday maybe we can both have fun in the park. I walked ahead into the building, I just wanted to turn back and leave but the pain of not seeing my daughter drove the knife into my heart.

I just wanted to know if this pain would ever go away if this loneliness that fills me will ever go away I was just stuck here for now without knowing what decision to make. I press the doorbell and waited for the door to be opened by one of the Butler but Tara was the one standing there with an apron tied around her neck "Hi Becca, you're right on time" I just stood and glared at her, as her face shone in happiness, they all have succeeded in taking what is mine and now I'm sad and she is happy. I wanted to hit the smile our of her face, I clenched my fist to control my fist but the anger keep raging within me.

"My daughter and I were just making something to eat".  Daughter? How dare her call my child her daughter, she had taken her away from me and now she wanted to act as a mum figure to her, just as I was about to unleash my anger, Sunny ran in and held Tara by the dress. "Mummy she smiled and looked up at Tara who returned her smile, I clenched my dress tightly in my hand. I was her real mum, did she forget who her mum was " Sunny look your second mum is here". "Second? I asked in awe before Sunny turned in happiness to run to me. " Mummy! My heart wept and broke, I felt a hole driving through my heart.

I hugged her tightly before withdrawing her from my arms. "Sunny, who is your mum?  She stares at me in a wild eye. " Sunny, I called as my voice broke. "You're my mum". " Did you think that I'm your second mum" she turned and looked at Tara before looking back at me? "No, but I was told that any mum that leaves with her daughter is the first mum and the other second" I looked up at Tara who watched me with a grin on her face. "No matter where I go... I looked down at Sunny, " No matter where I live don't ever forget you only have one mum and which is me and no one else" she nodded.

I drew get close into my arms again, I'm the only mother you have Sunny, and remember no one has the right to take my place. "Yes mum, I heard her answer, I heard Tara exhale sharply, just to draw my attention. " Why don't we have breakfast Inside, Sam isn't around, so you can feel super comfortable". I didn't look up or give her the attention she needed. "What did you say if mum takes you out to see your new brother". " Brother? She smiled excitedly and I nodded. "Okay mum,  " I'll help her change" Tara smiled and took her hand my daughter's hand, and lead her upstairs.

I would never allow her to take my role as Sunny mother no matter what happen, even if I was a loser for losing my daughter till then, I would still try my best to do all I can to fit Sunny. I waited for a few minutes before they came back downstairs with Sunny carrying a bigger bunny in her arms. "Well, I thought the former one was too small for her age then I got her another one"  "Still it wasn't impressive" I answered her with his hard glare before taking my daughter with me, I would have thrown the teddy bear out but I know that would Sunny so much.

"Everybody at home has been missing you badly and now you could meet your brother, he's so cute and looks like you, I watched her giggle as she played with the hem of her dress. " how excited are you to see him". " I'm a super excited mum, I'm going to meet my brother, I'm going to meet my little brother" she sang and moved her body while sitting. I smiled and drove straight to Emily's house, this was going to be a much surprise" I smiled, or felt ao good to be this happy, seeing my daughter it feels like a heavy burden has been lifted from me.

I drove to a stop in front of Emily's house. "Sunny, I called turning bro. my daughter " we're going to surprise your godmother, she would be very happy to see you" she nodded. "I want to see my brother, my little cousin's brother" she laughed. "Mum, he's tiny, right? Like my friend's baby sister. " Oh, yes he's tiny but would grow like you one day, she laugh again, I really missed her, Sam has really made my life lonely by taking her away from me. "Come, I walked over and open her door so she could get down. " Are we going to take him to the park mum, I'm sure he'll like to go" I smiled at that. " He's still small to I anywhere maybe where grows a little bit we can take him to the park"

She made a face but it didn't last before she hopped forward, I just wish that... I sigh It was no use in wishing because wishes never come true. I walked toward the front door and ask Sunny to hide behind me, just doing this reminds me of how happy I have become in the past years but now it just seems like the first time where nothing mattered and now I was still grieving for losing a lot.