Chapter Hundred and eleven

I sat and waited for Einstein, I hoped that this would work, If we ever got his support Edward was going to lose a lot of money and that was the start of things, I sipped the glass of water and waited, I hope he won't cancel on the last minute. I needed him to agree to this then Edward would be too late to ask for his support, just this way, I was going to make him suffer bit by bit on what he had done to you. 

I looked up and found him walking up to me, I sigh in relief and waited till he took a seat opposite me. "It's good to see you again Einstein". " You too, he smiled, "Thought you would call out on me". " That I can't do since I have a beautiful dinner with a young woman" I sipped more of my water to keep myself calm "That's so nice to hear". " Not to belong then, I want you to tell why you want me to work for your company and, not Sam's. I spent the next hour explaining the details to him and chatting up with him, I did my best to make him relax and have a great time with me before I called it a day.

I couldn't wait to give that monster what he truly deserves. I grabbed some food on the way home before returning to my lonely coven, I couldn't get the loneliness I feel anytime I walked into the house, I remember when I had found peace and happiness whenever I return home but now, it was just empty, I sigh and kept walking ahead till I came to a stop in front of the door "Finally, you're back" I glared at him, I want nothing than to stab him to death. I ignored him and walked ahead to unlock my door but he held me tightly on the hand, I did the only thing that came to my mind.

I hit him hard across the face. "You have no right to lay that hand on me" I watched him touch his cheeks with a smile on his face. "You think working with my rival would make you seem important right, you think you would go anywhere by working with them! Huh?  "It's better working with them it gives me the joy to watch a loser lose" I chuckled hard before slamming the door to his face, I wanted to do more but I ha e to wait for some more. John would provide a lot of better opportunities to pull him down and then I have to watch as he struggled in pain.

"Open this fucking door, I heard him bang hard on my door, they were nothing more to say to him just have to watch him suffer soon, I went over and switch on the music, hoping for it to drum out the noise at the door and the pain down in my heart, I walked in front of the sitting room and dropped my back on the floor before dancing to the lyric, I allowed the music to fill me before letting go, I didn't know how long I dance or when the knocked stopped when I couldn't endure the loneliness again, I slumped down on the ground and cried.

Just make it stop, make the pain stop, this was driving me crazy and I don't know what else to do, I just want the pain to stop, I stayed on the floor till I fell asleep, this was only the moment I escaped from the piercing pain. And hope for another new day to come to another lost hope, I went back to work the next day and met the grinning John. " Good news Becca, he said walking toward me. "Einstein has decided to work with us" I smiled widely "That great". " Yeah, you need great Becca, you've shown that you deserve the job" "Thanks" He nodded and fixed his eyes on me. "Another rough night? He asked moving to pour himself a drink 

I stood still without knowing the proper answer to give him. "You still have a lot of time to think of taking a break from here, from a place where so much reminded you of what you want to forget. " I can't leave, leave, I can leave my daughter, she's all I have". "Then, you'll continue crying your eyes out every night, kept feeling the pain continuously until you fade away with no one to truly understand you, Becca, you need a fresh start, you can't keep living like this". " But... I took a deep breath to calm my aching heart. "What about the revenge?

" That would be after the revenge" he turned away from me and lit his tobacco "I want you to live so that you can give Sam what he truly deserves". I gulped down the drink in my glass. " I don't know, I don't know" "You should make your decision Becca and wisely" he patted my shoulder and sat on the chair opposite to me. "Your daughter would be saved, then when you come back you can do all the things you think you can't do," he said inhaling his tobacco, I thought about my night alone, Andrew perfume that I still perceive, the tears that I shed every moment of the silent, the endless pain would going away take all this away.

I just can't endure any more pain, a fresh start? I think that is what I needed. I looked and he winked at me, the opportunity is here for me to take, I wonder If I would have that sort of energy to leave but that the only way to escape from all the pain of the past an opportunity for me to move but wouldn't be here to visit or be with my daughter. Would I be able to leave without her smile, her giggles but... I sigh and felt as if my inside has been thorn open.