Our Story that's nothing but sad

I feel so Unhappy, but I'll never let go of you....

-Misunderstanding & Manipulation-

A story with a small heart....For the entire time you've kept this a secret away from me? I thought we're clear about to this stuff you're just toying with my feelings you're not the Haru I used to know so this is what Clarkson's last words

[ Recall ]

"Leo she is a.... par... y... gir.. sh... and...da..gol... d..di... er.... "

Now I knew it all along..

I can do more...more and more than him..I can work harder for her to be satisfied..the limit is what I set for myself so I know there's no limit..I have more power than his...

[ looks at her ] ...I know..I'm all fucked up here...she...and I....are not meant to be..where did I go wrong now? she didn't commit a crime Clarkson does..he'd manipulate her to go back and yet...

Happiness never lasts forever...but I loved you...the question is do you still love me? you'd call for me and it's urgent.but I didn't expect this wild would happen...so it's hard to trust someone who you just met in England the woman you've fallen for...does this shit behind your back...but I know it was a misunderstanding and she was in full pain. I know she didn't like it she als-

" Nobuyuki.." [ sudden ]

" .....what do you want? "

" I loathe it...all he does..I loathe it "

" ....hmm...I was about to ask you if you like it or not but seems to be that you hated it.. "

" Yuki I'm sorry.....for keeping all of these inside my heart I was suffering in pain deep inside me...when he entered his manhood I'd think of having a better future with you carrying our daughter Akira....I've never felt this pain inside me and even my body and soul..he exposed my body just like what he did in the past...sorry..I'm the one who's in fault the whole time if you have something to say and I'll accept all conditions or punishments you make ...I do what you said about hiding..but I cannot take it anymore he chatted me and said there was a bomb on my Mom's house and I don't want that to happen I have no choice but to come back to him.. I never intend to let go of you just because of money and positions....I married you because we're fated and found brighter life with you...but...I guess this is for the best I'm suppose to go out...for you to lighten up your mind- and...Clarkson is the reason why the car accident began...he wanted our baby to vanish..and he succeeded....I'm sorry for not telling you not long ago...."

" Is that all you will say? " [ serious ]

" hmm.." [ nods ]

" You're the woman I ever loved, I love you with wholeheartedly and my whole family members we accept as family so it's balanced...conscientious I feel dejected and sorrowful because of what I've seen but I know..I know you didn't like that...I felt so displeased and hated what I've seen but I still love you until now even I'm talking so serious, taking this so seriously..I still love you I'll never let you go just because of misunderstandings you've wanted to break free from him but you hadn't a choice but to come back with him and I know....If you told this so sooner that you've seen him couple of times then I would send many guards whenever you go. But I know he'd do anything just to get you back on his arms...but he succeeded he even touched you...I , also cannot touch you.. "

" Yuki...hic....hic.."

" It's not like that, I feel like if I want to touch you it's hurting my pride....and dignity. Where does our future lights up forward without this shit...I want to touch you, you know...hic..hic...but I couldn't I just- "

- Haru cannot take it anymore and dashed to him and embraced him with care. She was relieved that he didn't want to break up with him even though it already happened earlier. She didn't waste time and really hurried to him. He also, Nobuyuki embraced her and cried he kissed her lips while crying and continued to his heart's content -

" I wanna erase him to you, may I "

" You always! when did I ever tell you to get permission from me Yuki, I've always been yours! because of him our daughter was go- "

[ smiled ]

" Shh...it's okay now she's in peace..the thing is we've reconciled now and fine.."

" Yuki thank you for accepting me still....."

- He wanted to remove those marks on her and be the only man who will only touch her body and no one else, he's shaken by two emotions on leaving her or still be with her. But he chooses to stay still, because she was also a victim of what happened. He'll continue to love her with his whole heart, Clarkson provokes from the start so whenever this happens again he will make sure that he will save Haru from him. Both of them are believing in another future they can't see, they move forward and forward to stay strong until they succeed in difficulties.

A few days had passed, Yuki and Haru then Clarkson met on the court. Good grief it was Clarkson's loss and the truth finally revealed all of them were vowed to happiness and moved on the past again.

Years had passed sooner, they always fought over things, like money and catching feelings for other men. She did it again and again. Moreover, Nobuyuki still forgave her. Naoko gets the strange feeling about her because her attitude became more greedy, even though she's a wife she'd wanted everything, unlike in the past, she's taking everything for granted. Her business was come to an end so she would be a housewife now -

" Our story that's nothing but sad...."

- They managed to have their second son despite Haru's being greedy since after she gave birth, their son named Hiro. He's now three- years old and able to walk freely, Nobuyuki is still a lawyer and Naoko is still handling over the business of their father which is also why Haru is nagging about, because he's the eldest and why doesn't he have the succession knowing Yuki wanted to be a lawyer originally she tried to nag and provoke him to steal Naoko's position, he brags out and said the same things he'd saying for the last four years over and over, that they always quarrel about. She is also stressed about nothing, she's just taking care of their child. What's more, if their daughter was actually born into this world, would she do this stuff? It'll hurt Natsuki for being an ignorant mom.

Say that Haru closed her business and began to be a housewife she'd still do terrible things every day that it's mysterious enough for Yuki to think it through.

Hiro their son, sometimes doesn't want to get close to his mom, so one time at dinner he'd talk about what happened when Yuki's away but yet he's just three year old child he cannot say it clear

[ stuttering ] he's trying to say that a guy climbed up to their bed and started inappropriate things. But Yuki just laughs while Haru's grinning her teeth because she got away that time.

By the past three months, Yuki still has not caught Haru on picking up men, so he'd thought that she had given up. So he lets her be and buys clothes to surprise her for taking care of Hiro while he's away. He's so relieved that he imagined having a good time once in his life again but when gets home holding the bags, he sees Haru and a man on the dining table with a furious atmosphere that even Nobuyuki doesn't think she's cheating on him with.

He'd asked why there's a sudden visit and who is it -

" Yuki.. this is my father "

"... hello... sir.."

" No need to call me, I'm your father"

"..... he'd come here because he wanted to get back with my mom and hand over to me his business Yuki " [ Smiled ]

" That's amazing! if you need help I'll call Naoko for you " [ glad ]

" Hmm...? What's with the bag? "

" I've bought this for you since you've always take care of Hiro "

- She was quiet after hearing all that stuff even when it's about Hiro, he glances at her father and gives a deep big sigh. -

" Ah.. why? Where's he? "

" He's sleeping he had too much fun this afternoon "

" Miyazono Nobuyuki... "

- Haru's worried about what her father's gonna say but he won't let it slip of a tongue, Yuki needs to know their plan so he's ready.

Yuki had a strange vibe from him when he saw Haru's face looking down. -

" .....Haru what's going on? "

" Yuki- "

- Hurried to his arms, and stopped-

" She's going to get a divorce Miyazono Nobuyuki, she'll be having a stable life without you, don't worry about that kid we'll take him so you're free. I'm sorry for this commotion but I've been telling her to get divorce papers since last year but she couldn't let you go..so I lend him some men around her and go on a blind dates so she can refuse you. "

- He couldn't talk back even though he doesn't know his father in law. He still shows respect to the elderly, but holding his grip hurried to Mitsuya's room and glad that he's there then carried him.

He doesn't want that way, just for a stable life, where's the logic in there taking his son away from him with no such reason behind it.

This happened when Naoko and Yuki went out together. Naoko said that Haru looked suspicious a long time ago and now thinking of it, it all makes sense. -

" You're not taking Hiro, Haru sta- "

- He wanted her to stay and refuse her father but he felt so much pain already. -

"... no you're not taking Hiro, Haru I don't intend you to come back to me anymore but the child.... I know you're hiding something on my back, even my brother and Hiro, he keeps trying and trying just to say what you've been doing the whole time but it seems like the true color of you has shown right now.. if you wanna get a divorce then go! In my heart even I loved you, you keep lying to me and caught you so many times and you're like taking

a break so you'll not look suspicious huh? "

" Silence! "

" Father don't! Yuki..... I'm sorry.. "

" I had enough, stop toying with my feelings you've committed a crime "

" I didn't- "

" Lack of love, lack of senses, and lack of purity...

Happiness never lasts forever Haru.... "

" Haru I'm stressed right now just come back home with me forget about your so- "

" Father, I'll stay here!! I don't wanna leave them alone! "

" You little! "

" Yuki please help me...! "

- As he turns around holding Hiro and her father pulls her to the door and leaves, he'd cry but it's for the best at least he had Hiro on his side and family. -

[ rings ]

".. hello brother Yuki? "

" Nao.. nao... ko... we're getting divorce.. "

" WHAT?! ", surprised but expectedly to happen.

" I knew this would happen, her younger brother wanted to leave the company too.. "

" So it's really...happening... "

" Can you drive? don't drink okay!!! go back here with Mi-chi so Mom and dad will take care of him "

" Okay I'll pack our bags, gonna hang up now.."

" No! let's do video call here I wanna see how you do it.. "

" ... fine.. "

- As he used to do, they got in the car and drove to their main house and their mom was so emotional when she went out. It's so dark and Hiro cannot go out. Yuki's eyes were reddish because of crying but he'd recover after Naoko and him talked a lot. -

" Oww.... look at that pathetic face"

" Stop it Naoko "

" You idiot, you'll be fine there's so many girls out there.. "

" Like you've never been in this situation huh? "

" Eh---------- this, well never mind then.the story right now is YOURS not mine..! "

" I hope it'll be fine..just get a divorce then it's done.."

" Of course it will brother, w-well how about mi-chi....? "

" I'll have him by my side. He's been a good son since I left him to Haru.....now he doesn't have a mother. What will I do now? I didn't know he's being hurt the whole time... "

" You can work and mom will take care of him. What will go wrong? "

" I made big troubles for you guys...I want to handle these things myself- "

- He punched Yuki to wake him up, because he's saying nonsense things and losing hope -

" eugh...! Na-NAOKO?!?! "

" H-how could you? we're a family and we need to help each other's lives. Haru's son is your son. "

" I don't wanna force the child to take him away but he insisted it..I knew he doesn't want Haru anymore because of her abuse..and I'm more relieved that... he wanted to stay with me even it'll be difficult "

" See? you're a lawyer then you should get a divorce by tomorrow! you're the lawyer so strengthen your core and brain! don't feel bad about it, you even said that you feel pain when you're with her! "

" B-but....this will surely impact on Hiro for losing one parent beside him.. maybe I should have an agreement "

" Then do so..but no, it won't "

" You're not Hiro, so how can you know it wouldn't affect him, huh? "

[ sigh ] " I'll take care of the rest now you should sleep now brother you're kinda drunk actually~ "

[ nods ]

- The next three days, Yuki and Haru meet up early in the morning to summarize up and closure. He also brought Hiro on his way for the last time meeting with her, along with Naoko in the car to check on them. He handed the papers on the table and signed it, as they signed Haru embraced Hiro and teared up, Hiro just pats her back because he doesn't know where to show emotions in front of her. Haru was solely responsible for this happenings around her even though it's tender to watch Yuki carrying him and Hiro's smiling, as long as she saw him smiling that's all she needs to ask and for his sake too. The meeting was finally over and Naoko took them to restaurant to ease Yuki's mind, he saw how formal she wears and thought of she's starting to work, and surely stable life, the agreement is the child can still meet his/her parent and if the child doesn't want to and forced him, it'll cause violation to the agreement they signed. Since Yuki is a rich and manageable man, he doesn't need Haru's support or any public relations with her. -

A man must be brave without a woman, it's just a small injury in my heart, but still I should've been investigating her long time ago...she's being too greedy and gold-digger for her own sexual desires, she'd done with so many men besides me and I know but I still forgive her because I loved her, well if you really love that person you'll do anything for her, so she will not abandon you...but I'm so stupid....

She'd dare to despise me and create it bigger than expected..I devoted my whole heart to Haru..as I pray... God to the man will love her...the owner of the feelings of my beloved, I hope she doesn't cry anymore, that hopefully she would never be alone if she bears another child....I just hope so...God take care of Haru even she was suffering me a lot I ignored all of that because I love her...

Love has become meaningless,

For a long time I did not give up on Hiro. He gave me strength and power to move on.

Betrayal is part of the human nature... and I will never be like that again-

.... To be with you once again?

" Nobuyuki.... "

Just what is that again... am I hearing her voice in my head?

"..... Yuki..."

Am I going crazy? Why-

" Yuki please forgive me... "

Ah.... it really is her...

" That's enough... I won't get in your way anymore, so don't get in mine "

" Yuki!! I still love you.... And I'm so sorry... for being a failure mother! "

" Failure, you say? "

- She looks up and grab his shoulders -

" Forgive me! And I will never do anything like that again! "

" I... Never once have I been treated like a shadow on my side but I will never let myself be touched by you so go away.. I don't care if you were married again and create another child, I devoted myself to you and you were hurting Mitsuya this whole time and let him see your dirty stuff around the house "

" Yuki, I felt really bad. Can we talk more about this? "

" I've seen what I've seen and that's enough, too many explanations that it's keeping in circles do you know that? you'll be fine from now on, you have a stable life just like your father said.. "

" B-but I'm not good at business... "

" Haru don't be stupid, your dirty- foul plays are successful but in business not? don't make me laugh, if you were able to succeed, pfft my brother's more successful than you are.. "

" Yuki... I- I can't accept this.. I want to be with you once again! "

" That'll never happen Takahashi Haru, our marriage is over. "

- He leaves her, then Haru brought her knees down and started crying, Yuki didn't regret anything he'd said and that's the last sentence Haru heard from him that day, the agreement they made still continuous, but Naoko was meeting with Haru not Yuki because besides of busy working, he doesn't want to see her and hear her voice and good to behave. -

" We-well... this is for the best... I started this and I need to.. stay away from him... even though I still love him... but my fault for being greedy and my child's gone...how to move on from this, I've spent many years with Yuki but..... "

- She cannot say anything bad about him because she knows her place and she knew this would happen but it needs to be out and prevail . She felt guilty and asked Naoko to stop seeing her with their son and said ' it's fine not to ' and completely began crying while leaving. -

" What's up with Haru-san? "

" Awuu- " [ baby sound ]

" Ah- I almost forgot you Mi-chi!! c'mere wanna buy some toys? "

" yayyyy! "

[ Sweet talk ] " Okay but let's tell your daddy~ "

- Naoko was more relieved at what she'd done because seeing her acting miserable or real, even though she's gone, her face leaves for Hiro.

Hiro's face got it from Haru and though it's being said like that it's always been Nobuyuki's personality and it won't change the fact.

Nobuyuki finally able to go back to England, it reminds him of their first meeting down the streets long time ago. Yet he refuses and shake his head and goes to his friends house. -

To be Continued.. .