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To Eternity of My Sorrow

To the future yearning because I'm with you, however with your sudden loss everything scattered into pieces. It's tragically empty and it is hard to conceal this sorrow to eternity. But, despite of your death I can still feel your presence, you ease my anxiety... How can I say more? day by day I'm greedy for you, I feel this unsettling feeling all because of you so I should stop. "Don't you worry, when my time comes to an end and if ever we're reborn again, I promise to make you happy and from that I can only smile again" "And even in the tragic reality—"

Li_Suzue · Realistic
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37 Chs

Father and son

- Twelve years later -

Hiro is already in high school and is close with numerous friends and has been apart from Nobuyuki. Because of the busy schedules and he had a two month break Yuki decided to go have fun with Hiro because he's a teenager and he knows he'll get along with him. Therefore, recently their father had a private meeting at Los Angeles coming up but he's too sick to come since Naoko is now the Ceo of his company. The father asked for Nobuyuki's guidance, Naoko was flustered, he was already at marriageable age but Yuki's always by his side. Yuki was honored to, but suddenly appeared in his mind of Mitsuya to spill out his reason for not coming with him although he didn't promise Mitsuya for anything he wants but they rarely see each other for straight days already so he wanted to take this chance to repay. -

" Dad, I have an excuse..I can't join Naoko's trip to LA because I planned to spend my day off with my son "

" Aha- Hmm..", Their Father Michio deeply thought.

" It's okay brother you don't need to come I can do it by myself~ "

" What do you think, Dad? " [ Glance ]

" Come join with him I'll send Hiro too so he can also experience out of the country, oh and by the way not to mention he just got his report card I didn't see it because he said he wanted to let you see first Nobuyuki "

" Dad...."

" Go on brother, Mi-chi is waiting for you long time... " [ pats ]

"..... then excuse me first "

-He ran as fast as he could, because he thought Hiro was despot and depressed but surely he was happy that he wanted to see him too. -

" Hiro!! Daddy is here! ". Quickly opens the door.

" D- dad?! when d-did you come? "

" I'm here now actually your grandpa told me you wanted to see me.. " [ inhaled exhale ]

" U-umm..." [ Nods ]

" How are you doing lately you've been popular at school, you know what when I was at your age and your Uncle Naoko we're so popular that girls even fall for us in just one glance " [ LOL ]

" Haha.... Knew that.. Dad "

" Hmm...? when? "

[ Nobuyuki's POV : ]

Hmm..? I didn't tell a story of my past didn't I?

" Son? Are you... still meeting your Mom? " He gulps.

- Hiro turned around because he didn't want to hurt him or feel abandoned or even make Nobuyuki himself feel like a terrible father, and for not looking at him. So as he confronted his Dad, he had a serious look on his face and Yuki was confused. -

" W-wh... y-you are? seeing her? "

" So...? I wanted to see her by myself. No one forced me, I was the one who forced Grandma to ask for her number.. "

" Ah... I thought you'd abandon me.. I was thinking wrong.. ha.. ha... I'm sorry Son.. "

" That's why.. I'm trying to find a way to have a conversation with you Dad because I don't want you to know about this from anyone but me, I planned to talk about what we do together and what she'd said and deliver the message to you right now.. "

- He smiled, but he felt bitterness, Haru, his Mom who'd abandoned her because of the past but now wanting and craving for love and support because even Nobuyuki gave him everything he can, he was always dumbfounded that he needs a mother. Without a mother there's nothing he feels incompleteness to his heart and mind and he'll never get inspiration or maybe ruin his mind of thinking and go to miserable life.

Nobuyuki didn't want that to happen, it's actually Hiro who doesn't want to meet Haru, so he'd stop letting him meet her when he's still a child.

But now the pain in the past came back and it's doubled, the reason is he's scared, Haru might manipulate him and say something bad about him and change what happened in the past to the opposite.

Hiro was confused but tried to look more on Yuki's situation. He's having a deep anxiety, so he quickly embraced him.

and said, -

" Dad I won't leave you! Whatever she does, whatever she says about bad or something worse I won't believe her because you're my Dad you've always put me first, don't look down on yourself.. I'm- I'm sorry... Dad please raise your head I'm just meeting her because I was bored and.. and..."

" Nothing Has left "

"..... huh?..."

- What your mom left us is -

" You know what she does to us right? She hurt you, abused you and even made me feel more miserable because of what she's doing. You're a smart kid of course you're my son but whenever you smile or make expressions it reminisces her face you resemble her appearance heh... Hiro.... your Dad loves you so... so... "

" Dad... no need to be afraid.. " He saw him shaking.

" Dad! you're shaking, Uncle Naoko!!! "

- Runs to the bedroom and Naoko is shocked. Yuki passed out for the moment, Hiro felt deeply guilty of what he did. But the whole family said it was fine. He did nothing wrong, it's Nobuyuki's self panicking even though he knows his limit, it can't be helped.

Yuki's at the hospital, waiting for him to wake up. Someone's walking towards them and Hiro's looking down and saw long hair touching his haggard face. -

" M-mom? what're you doing here"

" I heard Yuk- your Dad passed out.. "

" Ha-Haru? " Kazue, Yuki and Naoko's mom, confused , asked.

" Ah... Mothe- Ms. Miyazono.. " She bowed.

" Ah... no need to be formal, you've also been a former member... heh."

".... Thank you.. for letting me see my Son again.."

" Why are you here?! " Naoko walked angrily.

" Son... calm down"

" Uncle Nao- "

[ Naoko's POV : ]

What's this bitch going around here at the time of brother's suffering?!

" Hiro... you'd call her? "

" We-well yeah but not to go here.. it was Grandma, right Grandma! "

" Naoko don't be grumpy look how bad your brother is right now, and yes I'm the one who called her "

[ Naoko sighing ]

" Mi-chi.."

" Ye-yes! "

" C'mere need to talk with Uncle Nao-nao~ "

[ Hiro's POV : ]

Eh--- what now I'm doomed Dad please wake up now...!

" Hiro, you're grown up already and you'll be in senior high by the time I don't want my brother, your Dad to feel this pain once again, I'm- I'm not blaming you for anything, everyone who craves for their mother's love and care.. It's not your fault Mi-chi "

" You said it's not my fault okay I get it but bringing up this topic I knew Dad would be hurt to hear but he needs to know everything because I'm his son... "

" Your Grandma is being unreasonable, bringing Haru-san here..."

" Oh.. b-but Grandma and doctor Shinomiya looked very close to each other.. How is that... "

" Oh... that she's my mother-in-law that's why.. "

" Wait, you Uncle Naoko already had a wife too?! "

" She passed away " [ Grin ]

" Ha- "

" Pfffft... it's sad to hear but I'm actually a widow.. we've been fiancés actually at her eighteenth birthday but..she had a disease, she inherited from her father that's why.. but still I'm visiting her.. "

" Woah... you're strong Uncle..I... that's so lovely... "

" really? then telling you these stories are useful huh? "

" How about Mom and Dad.. how did they meet? "

" Well.... he did say that he met Haru-san in London, England.. "

" Eh..? how's that possible they're both pure Japanese? "

" Your mother's age is twenty-two years old and Brother Yuki was sixteen? I guess...? perhaps? "

" but ho-how did they end up meeting? "

" Heh... your father is a trouble maker so your grandma was fully stressed out even though he was a genius like Mozart she threw him away to Europe.. hahahaha.....! "

" Oh my gosh... My Dad is like that? I can't consider it Uncle " [ LOL ]

" Well...he's a high school student there.. and also he'd make a secret with me not to tell Mom that he's been drinking at night with his Englishman friends pfft... then they met at the parking streets? Then Haru-san made a small mistake...? or I'm not so sure with the details and stuff... "

[ Hiro's POV : ]

Hmm.... I wished I could see Mom and Dad with those sweet memories.. I couldn't go back in time but telling these stories from Dad's brother it's so unrealistic! if Mom didn't cheat and been a gold-digger the whole time..then...

[ He hears pregnancy ]

".... she had her first baby girl- "

" Wh-what did you say? I had a sister before I was born?! "

" Uh-yeah.... we didn't tell you because it's past already and her name was Akira your One-san "

" Really....! Ho-how is she..? Where does she live right now? Can I get to see her? Is she with Mom? well she didn't talk about this stuff with me so... I didn't know- "

" Haru-san got into car crashed the day when she got the news on having a baby girl and bonded with her parents again.. "

" The.. time.... Uncle Rokuro and M-mom.... and my grandmother?.."

" ..... Yes Mi-chi "

"..... I see....." [ dumbfounded ]

" Ah come on~ Hiro your sister up in heaven must be happy when you were born not just when she did something wrong of course she'd be mad... "

" She was not even born or out from Mom yet... poor Akira One-san... "

" Naoko? Hiro? "

" Ah- they're finding us, maybe he has woken up! "

[ Both nods ]

[ Footsteps ] [ opens ]

" Mom, how is he? "

" Hi.. ro... " Yuki's tiring voice.

" M-mom h-how..? Does this? "

" Bro- Yuki! " Naoko angrily showed.

" Aya..! you two don't be so loud " Kazue pats them.

- They were so confused about what they're seeing because they know that they're no longer together and it'll be worse if they meet again. But seemingly chilled and fine. -

" Son.. your mom and I are fine.. though w-we are not in good terms but it-it's okay for now.. "

" Br-brother.... a-are you sure about this... " [ glare ]

" What the hell did you do to him, Haru-san? ", Glare at Haru.

" Naoko-kun I know you wouldn't believe me but we just want to talk all about it ", She grinned.

" Na-naoko-san.... Uncle... Nao... I have a bad feeling about this, this isn't what she intended to do... since she had a big ceremony coming up.. I don't know what she's up to.. " Hiro whispered.

" Ah... I see let's see that "

[ Naoko's POV : ]

Now I see, it said in the newspaper she's had a successful project that the product can finally be used by numerous people and she's selling it to all stores..! Heh.... that'll be fine but as I heard..she's having a ceremony and paparazzi's there.. and might show my brother up there..!

"..... what'll do now Uncle..? "

- They went outside to talk because they saw Yuki giggling with Haru and might having a good time with her -

" Naoko-san Mom mustn't used... magic on him? "

" hmm.. black magic? I'm not I'm those beliefs but suppose so? "

[ Naoko's POV : ]

..... it can be!!!

" Th-then...should I persuade her right now to go home right? "

" A, right go "

[ Hiro's POV : ]

Right!!! this must stop their conversation before it turns out to-

- Hiro accidentally overhear Haru's words to him, and trying to get his attention, even Haru's already at the age of menopause she'd take advantage on Yuki, so Hiro was worried at this state he wanted to call Naoko but it might be too late before Haru starts to do lavish things. -

[ Hiro's POV : ]

Shit!!! What am I supposed to do? If I interrupt right now..! I'll be... Dad will be mad...? th-then Dad will... be back in Mom's arms again.. I knew what she's doing but right here in the hospital doing boldish things... Now that's the reason Uncle Naoko didn't explain much further.... because of right now what I'm hearing... there's no choice but to-

- He heard Nobuyuki shout. -

" Haru...!!! until when you're gonna stop this trick huh? " Yuki pushed Haru away from him.

" Ah...? HUH?! " [ Ouch ]

" You didn't change at all. I was just keeping my temper down because Naoko and our son were there earlier. I can't show violence around him..! "

" Yuki-kun!!! " She crawled to him once more.

" Once again? I'm so sick of this I wished Mother didn't call for you..!

I wished Hiro's mother was not you..! "

" Th-then if you had different wife, your son will not be Hiro right now..! " [ grin ]

" Heh..! Now that's thanks to your bold magic tricks right? "

" Yuki-kun you're blaming me and that's blaming your son for being alive! I just have Akira on my side and I'm not seeing you anymore this bullshit...! "

[ Hiro's POV : ]

Why... you're saying this Mom yo-you just wanted sister to be at your side all along it's so confusing your tenderness is so confusing... I... I..

- Hiro couldn't take it anymore and showed up crying and confront his Mom -

" I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE! "

" huh? " Haru turned around at the back.

" H-hiro? "

" Y-you were listening all along..? now there's no need to hide, Yuki-kun he's our son after all and grown up he needs to know what's rig- "

" I've heard enough..! Mom, you'd better stop this or else I'll call Uncle Naoko..! "

" So what? The ceremony is coming and all I need is your father's presence and~ attention to the audience, no harm I promise.. "

" You swear but it'll make you more famous and envy you huh? Haru-san " Yuki glared.

" Uncle Naoko's intelligence is more higher than you Haru-san ~ "

" Shut up, will you? I'm talking to our useless son. I thought you're one of me.. but it seems not? " She raised her eyebrows and rolled her eyes.

" Mom don't act like that you're not a mere teenager and- "

" Yes I am NOT, because your Dad made me pregnant and that's how Akira was born.. but didn't survive because of him " She pointed at Yuki.

" No..it's not... you're wrong.. "

" Mit-suya....your Dad will... "

" Dad I know!!! you don't need to explain because Uncle told me the story you don't need to talk, the wrong here is Mom, Mom can you please stop this all this time I thought you'd love me, and the way you hurt me is to become more responsible and listen to you but whenever I do thing right you're still the same, SO WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO TO SATISFY YOU?! "

" Hiro... eugh.. acckk...! "

- Yuki vomits blood and his eyes are about to close but tries to glance at Hiro because Haru might hurt him too. -

" D-dad wh-what

What happened to you? " He opened the blanket and saw he was stabbed.

" M-mom-did you do this? just for your satisfaction WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU, ARE YOU CRAZY?! "

" My son I'm sorry please forgive Mommy and I will make it up for you~ I did that because I want to spend time with him but he couldn't so I stabbed him and he pushed me away..! "

" Shut it...! you're no longer a mother, you're a criminal! "

" Hiro!!! " Naoko hurried to the room with the police.

" Uncle Naoko! Good grief! " [ sigh ]

" How dare you...! Do you think Akira-chan will forgive you for this..! "

" She will.. or maybe not? ~ but she'll understand me though " She grins.

" Arrest her officer.. the Ceo, Takahashi Haru, the new successor of Sir Takahashi in the past huh? what a freak..! "

" You'll never get away with this! Hiro..! I'll get my son back Nobuyuki..!! "

- Then until their parents ran to the patient's room and Kazue was regretting what she did. Apparently, Yuki was now in good condition. He'll be discharged for more than ten days depending on his fast resting. -

" Da-Dad how're you feeling? I'm sorry.. " he bowed.

" What you did son made me proud.. you are my pride and happiness don't you know? I thought you'd abandon me and go to Haru but.. here you are.. you're staying by my side "

" Dad.... hic... hic... "

" Shh.... Aiya... don't cry my son.. "

" I thought she'd brainwash you.. hic.. so.. I.. hic.. so I shouted like I don't care.. "

" Pfft.. wish...! that- I also had goosebumps that time " [ LOL ]

" Thi-this... hic.. hic.. not the.. hic... time.. to laugh Dad.. "

" You know I also imagined that you'd be mad because of not looking for you and not bonding with you.. "

" Why would I think that, of course if I were you in a situation I'll also have a hard time searching for a good time to have some fun with their children... "

" Eh..? Are you that mature? I really don't know anything about you these days.... now that you're grown up.. is it the time you'd find a girlfriend? "

" Dad..! can't do that, it'll be a waste of time... though '' He mumbled.

" Aiya..! when Naoko was at your age he also said the same thing but he ended up falling in love pfft waugh! "

" Bu-but his fiancé had passed? isn't he searching for another woman? "

" Well.... it's hard to say for now but surely when the perfect time comes that no one will die again.. right? "

" Hmm.. seems right.. "

" Don't you have school? "

" Ah- it's our two-week break including holidays.. and also I'm going to senior high Dad! "

" Woah~ you know your Dad in my teenager days in UK we didn't have senior high school~ "

" Eh- really?! h-how "

" Well Naoko had two years more too actually "

" Hmm.... countries getting two more years huh? " he mumbled.

[ Sigh ]" Hoooo! Since I'm off work for two months, why don't we go to LA with Naoko? I'll just finish my work with him and we'll go off to go.. "

" But at the third week I have- "

" Me and Naoko will handle that stuff, don't you worry.. Pfft.. Naoko.. the one who's smarter than me? "

" Da-Dad you guys are both smarter you guys have the same level!! I'm even a fan of you guys..! "

" Oh.. Ah... hahahaha...! is that so hmm.. hmph..!! I'll recover fast and show my capabilities along with Naoko. What do you say? "

" Yes..! It'll be fun! "

" Hmm.. not to mention..you can speak English right? "

" Ah.. yes surely..! "

" Nice then we'll tell Grandfather, for you to come with us.."

[ Both nods ]

- Hiro graduated high school and finally entered a school that he'd like so much, it didn't make a problem for him to enroll because of Nobuyuki, he'd study very well to pass the entrance exam. Luckily while school is soon their schedule of coming to California has moved due to what its company said. They'd buy some time to prepare and settled. In conclusion, the day finally arrived. -

< Los Angeles, California >

" huwah...! this is L. A!!! "

" Is this your first time coming here Naoko? "

" Yes... so I can't stop feeling his vibe and enjoy why'd we come here for work... "

" I know right, such a pain in the ass.. " He'd punch Naoko.

" Y'all why're you doing? aren't you guys hungry? Oh Uncle Naoko, let's eat first before you guys go off to work! "

" Well I am " agreed completely.

" Ha... ha.. ha.... " Yuki proudly laughed.

[ Nobuyuki's POV : ]

Hmm.. did I forget something important?...

....

Aha! It's Hiro's birthday! shit I need to prepare soon..! b-but what'll be? a party? swimming pool party since he's too old enough he can handle all? invite friends? hmm...

" Nao~ ko " He whispered.

" Eughh... " [ goosebumps ]

" What do you want, brother? "

" Hiro's birthday is coming up next month. What should I do? "

" Bring him to his mother's prison... pfft.. wuwah...! "

" No you idiot! to be serious I need to man up..! "

" It's your choice I can help you but for now let's think about work doing for his birthday is a piece of cake right? "

[ Sigh ] " ha..... okay.. fine..by me.. "

- Planning -

" Ha....! It's finally done!! " Naoko sighs while he walks.

" Uncle Naoko.. Dad you're guys back! " Hiro smiled.

" Naoko let us now talk about it.. "

" Got it... "

" Huh? Do you have other work to do? I'll prepare dinner, okay? " He nods.

" You'd better ask one of his friends if you're too shy to ask him "

" I'd better do.. but I decided to arrange everything myself Naoko"

" Okay? But how? "

" You'd helped me, but of course as his father I wanted to do the best parts I'm thinking of pranking him "

" Ohhh~ interesting brother, what is it? "

" I'll give you example "

- The month of Hiro's birthday. As the plan went smoothly, Yuki finally pranked him successfully and even made Hiro cry.

And gave him a warm hug and speech. -

" I've finally seen you as a fine young man Hiro.....it feels like yesterday, I was just carrying you on my back and running when we're on the picnic together..you were so little and fragile that I couldn't hug you tight because of pain in the past but while watching you growing up... I feel so ancient haha..! ". Nobuyuki laughed because of embarrassment, while telling his speech to Hiro.

" Yes you are old Yuki " Naoko nods.

" I'm thankful to have a Dad like you who even pranked me and scared me to death " He laughed.

"... speaking of which, not so soon you'll be all grown up then you will get married and leave me.."

" Da-Dad...? " He wanted to stop him but he wanted to hear more about his feelings.

" Thinking of being alone again, like your Uncle Naoko who'd be alone too... but he surpassed it..

.....

I felt so sad... "

" Dad... or let's say... father! I won't leave you even if the woman I loved says something like leaving my family. I can't do that nor listen to her.. therefore, if that future won't happen then I'll let that person know of how grateful you are to me father.. so no need to worry ".

" Yep.. like father, like son " Naoko nods knowing he interrupted father and son conversation.

" Oi Naoko!!! "

" Hiro-kun~ " Suzuna jumped in.

" Ah- you must be.. " He figured a lot.

" Aha! Suzuna and Suzuha senpai! "

[ Hiro's POV : ]

Senpai..? oh- aha they're dad's upper classmates they didn't age!! [ shocked ]

" Hiro, this is the Yosano siblings Suzuna the eldest then Suzuha the youngest.. "

" Ermm... Hello Suzuna-san, Suzuha-san "

" Eh~ Yuki, who's this face? Does he even look like you? " Suzuna was just joking inside, while showing a serious look on her face.

" Suzuna!- " Yuki went serious too.

" Ohhhh~ you look more handsome than your father ~ hmm hmm.. ~"

" Er- well.. w-well..." Yuki's confidence went down.

"Miyazono Nobuyuki, Suzuna ne-chan was joking " [ pats ]

" Suzuha-senpai! "

" You do not need to call me senpai or any honorifics Nobuyuki "

- Nobuyuki was in an awkward situation but still even so, he looked at Hiro smiling and laughing. He's having a good time along with friends and other families. Naoko's fiancé's family also came to the Yosanos, meeting all at one place. Yuki felt warmth and freedom in his heart, besides that before Hiro's birthday came Haru's in prison and while she's there she asked Yuki to go to Rokuro's house for her gift. It was an enormous and extravagant present she bought for him. Instead, he'd invited Rokuro since he's a family too. Everyone at the party was not toxic, and so Yuki might not be the main character of that particular day, but he'd cry a lot in the moment of cheering and blessings. The man who'd suffered twice past then present, and has been seen by his own son, being thoughtful to himself everyday if his own son doesn't love him anymore. He'd also prayed for his first child daughter in heaven, Akira in the past. Now that Hiro knows that he has a sister, both of them are finally going together to visit her when they have time. -

< The father and son, continued living in peace and had a happy daily life >