Worst decision?!
My eyes were close to falling out of their sockets,
"How exactly?!" I asked in an unexplained agony, looking with my shimmering eyes, and almost ripping the pin in, the tube of that glucose pipe
But she was in a different sort of torment of her thoughts-
"I can't explain it...it's like by touch, I could see a person's deeper soul...fear or fate... " she said biting her lips, making me raise my eyebrow-
"So you, hybrids know sort of brain reading or telepathy, kind of psychic stuff, don't you?!"
Her brown reddish hair falls down her shoulder as she stiffs her shoulder,
"It's not like psychic but it's close to psychic..." she said in deep consideration, but I still find it like a fantasy, as I held my head high in my hand-
"So you are a psychic cum hybrid of werewolf and human, Woh! so much to digest!"
She sighed, and her eyes seem to turn dull, as she continued-
"You are no new, everyone finds it hard to digest, I don't blame you for this... "
Maria...
Oh, her words, so comparable so curt, that almost melt my delusion,
"Hey...don't think I don't trust you...I completely trust you even if you bring fairy tales into this!"
"Thank you..." She let out, and I smiled back-
She is comfortable now that's something I always wished for when the people around me know of that 12-year-old scar of my soul, and unexpectedly it again rushes back to me-
"But... I do have a question for you to answer..." I spoke one's mind and she nod- "What is it?"
" What did you truly see or feel when you touched me recently?!"
My words were simple but they put to be a hefty load of marks as her fingers again continue to twine and her teeth dug into her lips,
It spikes a different sort of curiosity as well as terror inside me -
Seriously what does she see?!
And is it that heinous or brutal or what is it?!
"... I saw you..." she said with deep thoughts,
Come on I am hearing this second time now!
Spill the beans!
"...dying..."
"Dying?" I think I heard wrong, and an awkward smile rose to my lips but her eyes gloaming stood as she goes on -
" You made the biggest mistake coming to this university...to this place! " She uttered giving me chills,
"What does that mean?!" I demanded and she rubbed her eyes again-
"It was blurry but I saw someone biting you on the neck and your cries echoing through the university...until you were wax but still he keeps on biting...drawing out your blood... "
"A vampire..." my eyes were still without a dilation, I was stunned- fear struck as my body felt cold and lifeless,
My fate, at last, is twinned to die as a lamb?!
Is this what my destiny holds?!
Not a musician, but a weak lamb?!
Seeing my sorrow, maria lift her hand shaky, put it on my shoulder cautiously, and enunciated-
"...I don't say that it will be a valid future but this can't go unpass--"
"Maria, how many stories are you going to wind around?!" Abruptly, again that rude girl whom I met here on my first day yes that girl of mud-like pigmentation and a big square frame, stood crossing to the corner of my bed,
To which maria shrugs without a word but her face was all pale- is that of terror?
"I was just leaving..." maria said in her shaky voice, and stood from her seat,
Of course, she's a lot sheepish but I am stubborn-
"Maria, you are my friend, you don't have to leave right now!" and I held her hand tightly.
"for your kind information, The visiting hours are already over! " that unnerve girl declared gripping her fist,
"So why are you still standing here, the visiting hours are over for you too, you are no special exception for this! " I spoke up, her mouth seem to be shut but her teeth continuously clench-
"Fine! But keep guard for the night! " she declared at last and left thudding her feet,
But her words put me in a freezer -
What does she signify by ' stay guarded for the night ', does she mean...
No, it can't be! I haven't even lived my life yet!
No success, no love not even seeing myself growing old?
What life was that?!
"I should go now--" Maria tend to leave but,
"Please don't..." I cried, she looked at me but then she sighed- "If I don't get out now then they will push me out sooner..."
Her face says she didn't want to sit here anymore- maybe it's the fear of that girl who had already stormed away,
I shouldn't force her too much- so I let her go!
She moved away peacefully coercing a smile on me and left- leaving me all by myself, pondering-
Is this my worst decision?! To come and catch my dreams?!
And now I know I am going to get hunted down by a vampire?!
I couldn't help but wonder all this in that silent hour like I was a fish in an endless sea- alone and afraid,
Why is this written in my destiny only?!
Unexpectedly,
Interfering into my thoughts,
"Come on you can do it! Kei...Renin!!"
I heard it, the voice was insufficient to be heard but was yet promising, of some hustle and bustle, cheering!
Where does this voice coming from?!
I stood up, from my initial position, and walk a little close to the window where the whole exterior of the university was visible with a dazzling evening sun- with little lego characters running and playing with some balls in that massive ground of jungle there, -
Wait!
I know that guy, uncertain but I do know-
It's Viber, his face so full of life as he runs a dogging ball- like a spring- he is good at this!
And then another man threw the ball and he effortlessly dodge it-
And they won!
An unexplained smile rises on my face,
Wow! How delighted are they?! And here, I am taking pity over everything which is still uncertain to happen,
firming my fist, like new cords of chamber unlocked inside me-
Maybe yeah it's my worst decision to leave my sweet home behind!
Even if this is my worst decision! I am not going to give away this that easily!
I have every day wished to be free, to live normally! Now when I have a chance why couldn't I?!
Why couldn't I have a chance to write my destiny myself?! If this is deemed to be ended by a vampire let them try!
'cause at any cost, I am not wrapping myself in this coffin in fear again!
And I pulled the syringe of glucose pipe from my hand in one go,
"Whatever happens I am not bowing..."
Like a beat from a necklace - the red fragments of my blood fall to the ground making conincindric circles on the spotless floor but I don't feel any pain,
'Now I am finally free! From this blood-suckling cycle!
And I run out...now I feel healthy! Alive!
I don't need this medication, I just want to taste my freedom and I know well where I can get a whole taste of it!
(Hey readers,
Got so many distractions, and WSA is live but should I try it out this year too or should I continue this story this end,
Tell me whatever is your decision and I will accept it,!
Anyways, the 31st chapter is rocking!
Yours,
Author)
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Spoiler:
An episode with the vampire clan leaves our main lead on the floor but brook is there why so fearful?