I can't???
I wasn't so tangled in my entire life and now...I have to decide...
Now or never!!!
"Hey, sweet pea speak up" My dad too advance towards me shaking me softly.
I have to choose...It's now or never!!!
"I-I have to..." I breathed in a shivering voice.
As the words hit their heads,
The eyes of mom and dad opened more far-flung than ever with awe maybe they were not anticipating this answer....but I have to...
"She is grown-up, Stan" My mom rubbed Dad's arm gently with a smile.
"I know..." He replied with a very weak heavy voice, wipe off his arisen tears before falling from the eyes.
I don't want to go but I have to....or I will never be strong to leave...
I controlled my sentiments but still, I know my face would be demonstrating that involuntary...
I took a look at my phone screen unwillingly...It was 6:50 am already...
It was time to go...to leave my family...
I turn around to not face my parents...I knew if I saw their graceful faces that would change my irrevocable decision...
"We have to leave now..." I said with a listless raw voice, adjusting my disheveled clothes, and setting my hair. Just in an attempt to take off my mind from all the emotional rise within me.
"Yes, I should take out the car...be ready..."My dad said in a low voice and walk on his heels leaving the room in rush.
I knew he wasn't in any hurry to leave but to not show his unbearable tears which were about to splatter from his red eyes to me, he hurried. He forever respects my decision and that is his best quality...he doesn't want me to get affected by any kind of emotions....he is a practical man and I love this about him...
Mom was still looking at me without blinking with her tearful eyes....it sensed like she was looking at me for the last time...but it is not the end she should understand and I should also understand this...
Inside me, enormous waves of emotions and sentiments were rising making me weak every second I stood there looking at my mom wordless.
I wanted to say something but I knew if I open my mouth for once, it will ultimately break the weak bridge of my decision, and I will never be able to rebuild that bridge again for sure...
You have to, Willy!!!
I took a deep breath....calming me down...
And then...
My dad beeps his car's horn firmly.....
"Coming!!!" I shouted.
Then,
I took my backpack and run outside the house followed by my mom...
As presumed he was sitting in the driving seat still his eyes were bloodshot...
Before moving towards the boot,
I look towards my house where I lived since my childhood one last time and close my eyes like to capture it as long as it felt...I felt the heat of the house-the happiness I experienced every day every second here...My lips curled without any effort.
I will miss you, sweet home!!!
My mom places her hand over my shoulder with a heartfelt smile...
"It's time..."
I agree grievously...
I mutely load my backpack in the boot and wordlessly set myself on the seat next to the driver's means next to my father...
My mom settles her on the passenger's seat...
It was too quiet...we never travel that quite in our entire life.... always we used to talk continuously until the destination arise but today was different and absolutely difficult...
Everyone was willing to talk but none of us had any words...
No one speaks a word throughout the journey and also no one made eye contact...I want the time to pass slowly but the time was speeding like a bullet train.
*Ronald Reagan Washington National airport*
With no time...we were at Airport...
Mom and dad already step out of the car but I was reluctant to leave the car...
I was frozen in the car...
"Sweetie...Come out..." Mom tapped at the transparent window beside me.
But instead of any replies...
I bend my head taking it in my hands...
And bit my lips hesitatingly...
"I can't..." was my response...
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