Who I am inside

[? POV]

Cold amber eyes stare into the bathroom mirror before me, the lights dimmed glancing upon what shouldn't be here. A Lacey dress white as can be, Bountiful breast and wide hips, shuttering softly as I slowly start to cry. Three knocks on the door alert me to my position someone says it's time to go, I grab my bible, wipe my tears, and turn to leave. As I headed out the door my father greeting me I turn to my reflection one last time it almost looks as if it's winking at me.