Getting what you didn’t know you wanted

Yennefer opened her eyes. Only a couple of hours had passed since she had submitted to sleep, but dreams had haunted her peaceful slumber. They had not been the kind of dreams she was used to. Not Ciri, who always disappeared the moment she finally managed to get to her. Not Ciri, who got taken away from her. And not Ciri, who looked at her with cold eyes, telling her that she was not her mother and that she was Cirilla of Vengerberg no more.

No. She was used to those nightmares and she knew how to handle them. This dream, however, had been completely different. She dreamt of blue eyes. Of raven black and chestnut red hair entwined. She dreamt of kissing the young sorceress over and over again. Of holding her very tight and not letting go of her.

She wondered if it could be possible, that by breaking Geralt his last wish, emotions for Triss had appeared. Whatever these emotions were. Because with every passing moment, it became more and more clear to her that she was feeling something for Triss. Something entirely different then hate.

"This is not the time, Yennefer!" she muttered to herself. She had to be the strong and cold sorceress the world had gotten to know, ready to fight the Wild Hunt. Ready to protect Ciri. She couldn't be a woman who grew weak in the knees thinking about Triss Merigold.

Thinking about those blue eyes, the fire colored hair, the taste of her lips… Yennefer stopped herself from continuing those thoughts. This was simply too absurd for words. There was no way that she, the beautiful and famous Yennefer of Vengerberg, was in love with Triss.

The very thought of it was too crazy for words. No. It was simply impossible. And she was going to prove this to herself.

Yennefer got out of bed, her bare feet touched the wooden floor. She opened the door and waited for a moment, listening to her surroundings. She appeared to be lucky. Apparently, everyone was fast asleep, and nobody was wandering through the house this late at night.

She took a deep breath, then crossed the corridor. The door to Triss's room was right in front of her and she could feel her heart pounding. Stupid! She thought. You're acting like a young novice, don't get so stressed about this! She took the door handle, opened it abruptly and walked into the other sorceress's chamber. The door fell back in the lock behind her.

Triss had been fast asleep, but the sounds had instantly woken her up. She jumped out of bed and conjured a flame into her hand. Seeing it was Yennefer, the fire disappeared. "Yenna? What are you doing here?" the woman asked with a sleep filled voice.

Yennefer sat down on Triss's bed, who joined her after a moment of hesitation. Contrary to Yennefer's revealing underwear –which she used for sleeping-, Triss wore black trousers and a green tank top. It looked very comfortable and practical, but it was not revealing at all. Yen realized she found that very annoying. As a result to those thoughts, a blush appeared on her pale cheeks.

It was enough for Triss to notice. "You're blushing Yennefer… Never thought I would see that in my life. But why?" Yen stayed silent. Why on earth did she have to do this? She shouldn't have come, this was a bad idea. Triss drew Yen's attention back to her. "Yennefer? What is going on? You enter my room in the middle of the night, not really trying to be quiet, wearing nothing but your underwear. You sit on my bed without asking, start blushing for no reason and refuse to talk. Please, speak to me."

Yen stayed silent. "If I wouldn't know better, I'd think you're here to seduce me." Triss joked. Yennefer however, did not smile at all. "I have a request for you, Triss. There is something I need you to do for me. I am aware that it will sound strange, but I guarantee you that it is necessary for something." the black-haired sorceress spoke.

Triss looked into her eyes and smiled. In response, Yen's heart skipped a beat. She ignored this. "Yenna, you're speaking in riddles. I know you would only request something if it's important. So of course I'll always try to help you. What is it?" Triss spoke with a soft and sweet voice.

"I need you to let me kiss you." There, she said it. Triss did not look angry or shocked, only confused. "You want to kiss me?" she asked. "Yes. I need to." "For reasons?" "Yes." "Can you share those with me?" "No."

Triss stayed silent for a while, clearly lost in her own thoughts. Yennefer's lilac eyes were focused on the other woman's face. Then Triss looked back into Yen's eyes and grinned. "So, you are here to seduce me after all." Yen felt caught. "What? No!" She almost screamed those words. But Triss's grin did not disappear. "Don't worry Yenna, I'm only teasing. I know you would never consider having sex with me. You said so yourself, remember?" "I do."

And she did. But it seemed like that was a year ago, and not just one day. Triss turned on the bed so she was facing Yennefer and crossed her legs. "Come on Yenna, woo me. I'm waiting." the woman laughed. But she couldn't do it, not with those cornflower blue eyes looking straight into her soul.

"Merigold, could you please close your eyes. That will make it easier for me." Triss did as she was asked and closed her eyes. "I didn't know you found me that ugly, Yenna." "I don't." Not at all, she added in thoughts.

Yennefer looked at Triss, sitting crossed-legged on the bed. Her chestnut red hair hung loose instead of being locked up in those knots, and it covered her shoulders. It was longer then Yen had expected. Her arms were behind her back, helping her keep balance on the bed. The necklace she always wore hung around her neck, and her breasts moved up and down with her breathing.

Yen noticed that Triss's nipples were visible through the fabric. She was aware of the fact that this was probably because she was cold, and she got surprised by the overwhelming feeling that she wanted to warm Triss up. Now now, she thought to herself.

She moved closer to Triss and took a deep breath. Then she crossed the last couple of centimeters that were separating them. She pressed her lips against Triss's, connecting with the younger woman. And instead of pulling back, that woman pressed herself against her. She forgot all of the doubts she had, right now she only wanted one thing, and that was to keep on kissing.

Her fear for Triss pulling back or pushing her away turned out to be unnecessary. In fact, she did quite the opposite. She returned the kiss, pressed her own lips against Yennefer's. That's when Yen realized what the truth was and she knew that it was too late to change it.

Yes, she was in love with Triss Merigold. It was as if accepting this finally released the fire that had been burning in her chest for the last couple of hours. She was done being careful, done lying to herself. She pulled the arms of the red haired woman towards her so the sorceress landed on her back.

A scream of surprise escaped Triss's lips and her eyes snapped open. Yennefer climbed on top of Triss. "Yenna, what are you do…" her voice perished when she saw the burning fire in her eyes. For a moment, the two women stared at each other, lilac met cornflower blue. Yennefer moved her face closer to Triss, their lips almost touching.

They looked at each other, observed one another. Staring in Triss her eyes, she saw something she did not expect to find. Lust. Desire. But she was so busy getting lost in Triss' blue eyes, that she did not notice the woman's lips moving until it was too late. The power of the mind connecting spell hit her at full power. Yennefer gasped for air, but before she could get mad about it, she heard Triss' voice in her head.

"Kiss me, Yenna." It was all Yennefer needed to hear. Her lips met Triss's. This time it wasn't sweet and soft. It was rough and filled with power. Yennefer bit Triss's lip, who moaned in pain but opened her mouth. Yen's tongue entered the woman's mouth and their tongue's mangled, explored each other.

Triss grabbed the raven black locks and pulled Yen closer, not letting go. In response Yennefer sucked the sorceress's earlobes, nibbling on them. Her hands trailed down Triss's free arm, their hands entwined. "I need you Triss." She shared the thought. In response, Triss pulled her hair so her head got tilted back.

She placed a trail of kisses on her neck and suddenly bit her. Yennefer could only moan in response, her heart pounding in her chest. All she could think about was that she wanted more. She wanted this fox lady to be hers completely.

She took hold of the hand that was pulling her hair and brought it to her mouth. She placed a kiss on the wrist of the woman, and then put her fingers in her mouth, one by one. She sucked on them, and when she was done, saliva was covering Triss's hand. Yen continued her mission, working her way up with love bites and licks, through the palm all the way to her face, where she planted a kiss on her cheek.

A bite in the neck, a demanding kiss on the mouth. An intensive stare into each other's eyes, lust and passion clearly visible. Yennefer's hands were hovering a little bit over Triss's upper body. She mumbled some words and a purple glow came from her hands. When the light perished, Triss her green tank top was gone, and her breasts were revealed to Yennefer's passionate glare.

Yen sat up and looked at the woman lying beneath her. She finally realized how beautiful the younger sorceress was. Taking her time, she studied Triss's body. Burn marks were visible on the woman's breasts and stomach. Seeing this, Yennefer gasped for air.

When Triss heard that, she tried to hide her breasts with her hand to take away the view. Embarrassment was written all over her face. "You don't need to look…" she whispered. "I know it's an ugly sight to see." But this was not what was going through Yennefer's head.

She was angry, furious towards the person who had done this to the woman. She felt sad for Triss, sad that she had gone through so much pain. But thinking she was ugly? No, not at all. "You are beautiful Triss, and your scars are beautiful too." Hearing those words, the sorceress her eyes grew wide. "You don't mind?" "Of course not."

She placed a kiss on the scars, showing her that it really didn't bother her. Then she made her way to the woman's nipples, taking them in her mouth and making them wet with her saliva. Her tongue played with the nipple while her hand moved to the other breast, and rolled that nipple between her fingers.

When Triss started to moan, Yen used her free hand to cover the woman's mouth. As a punishment for making too much noise, she bit on the nipple she had been cherishing with her tongue. Triss gasped for air, and she took the now sensitive nipple back in her mouth. Her tongue made circles around the pink flesh and then she started sucking it.

"Don't make so much noise or they will hear us." Triss nodded in response. Yen was happy with this reaction, so she softly grabbed some chestnut locks and tilted her head back. Her lips moved to the now exposed neck and planted kisses on the skin, interchanging with some love bites. "Please Yenna…" Triss moaned out loud. "What?" "Take me, please! I want to feel you…"

Yennefer felt as if she was in heaven. Pleasing this fire sorceress was all she wanted, it was all she needed. Her hand stopped cherishing the –now hard and swollen- nipple and moved towards the black trousers Triss was still wearing. Of course, she could make them disappear with just the wave of her hand, however, she chooses not to.

She wanted to do it the real way. Softly she pulled the fabric, making her wishes clear to Triss. The sorceress obeyed and lifted her hips so Yen could pull the trousers off. She then took a moment to enjoy the view but was disturbed when Triss' thoughts entered her own once more. "I want to see you naked as well Yenna." "Of course, dear."

Yen obeyed to Triss's request, and waved her hand, so her clothes disappeared in a purple light. But apparently Triss had decided that she was tired of going slow. With a strength Yennefer didn't know the woman possessed, she pushed Yen off of her and pressed her back against the sheets. Yennefer gasped, a tingling sensation went from her stomach to her pussy.

This was a side she did not expect the young woman to have. She liked it. Triss' hands cupped Yen's breasts, worked her nipples in a not so soft yet very tasty way, while her mouth kissed her in a way she had never been kissed before. The scent of lilac and gooseberries mixed with cherries filled her nose.

One of Triss's hands let go of the breast and started stroking the inside of her thigh. Yennefer moaned, she was on fire. "More…" she whispered. Triss gave in to the raven haired sorceress her wish. With her knees she forced Yen's legs open, her hand went up to her folds and stopped right before it, hovering before the entrance. Yen groaned and grabbed a handful of chestnut hair. "Don't tease me Merigold!"

And the woman listened. She stopped teasing and immediately inserted two fingers in Yen's cunt, which rewarded her with a sharp moan from the woman. Triss didn't give her time to get used to the feeling of her fingers being buried inside Yenna. She started pumping them in and out, showing no mercy. The sound of Yennefer's wetness was very clear while Triss' fingers were working her.

Yennefer gasped for air and dug her nails in the younger woman's back. In response the woman kissed her again, sucked her lower lip, made their tongues dance. Yennefer's hips were moving in rhythm of Triss' movements, bucking against her hand. Noticing this, Triss inserted a third finger –moan-, made sure that the palm of her hand was pressed against Yen's dripping pleasure nub –gasp-, and she drove up the tempo.

It was too much for Yennefer's body to handle. All of the tension of the last couple of days were gathered up in her body and were desperate to get out. Her orgasm arrived in a huge wave of pleasure. Her back ached up, her folds exploded. Her body was shaking uncontrollably, nails pressed in the back of the other woman.

She was going to scream, the wave of pleasure was simply too much to handle. Triss noticed this, and her lips captured Yen's, preventing the scream from entering the world. Yennefer moaned against those lips. Her words might have been silenced, but her thoughts hadn't. "Aarrgh Triss! Yesssss!"

After a couple of seconds, the power of the orgasm got less intense, the shaking got less powerful and Triss' fingers slowed down. She then removed her fingers from her pussy –shiver- and then she put them in her mouth. She licked Yennefer's moisture from her fingers and sucked them clean. "Mhmm… tasty."

Even though Yennefer was exhausted, seeing this turned her crazy. She had to return the pleasure she had just received. She sat up right and kissed Triss on the lips, tasting herself. "I know." She responded. She was very tasty indeed. Then she pulled the woman on her side, and laid down next to her, facing Triss. It was very clear that the woman was still horny and she was not satisfied at all.

She kissed her again, sucked on her lower lip. Her hand went down and immediately found what it was looking for. Triss was dripping wet, even the inside of her thighs were sticky with moisture. Yen's fingers started making circular movements on the woman's tender nub, who was making sounds that expressed her pleasure. She didn't take the time to start slowly, no, she instantly went to full power.

The fox sorceress clearly liked this. Her back arched and she was bucking her hips against Yen's hand. "Yes, Yenna, this feels so good!" she exclaimed in her head. Her mouth captured one of Triss's nipples, after she had quickly muttered a spell to make the room soundproof. She sucked it, and when she noticed that Triss was on the edge of her orgasm, she pressed her teeth in the soft pink skin.

Triss screamed. Partly because of the pain, and partly because this was exactly what she had needed to push her over the line. As soon as Yennefer realized that Triss's orgasm had taken over, she abruptly pushed 2 fingers into the woman's folds. Triss screamed in pleasure, pulling Yen's hair, hips lifted. Her entire body was trembling.

When Triss was calming down again, Yennefer softly removed her fingers. The other woman shivered in response. She laid down next to the red-haired sorceress, out of breath, but for the first time in years she felt at peace. She felt whole and complete.

Triss turned her head towards her, looked her in the eyes and smiled. Yen cupped Triss's cheek with her hand, her thumb rubbing against the woman's cheekbone.

"Triss?" in response the sorceress smiled. "Yes?" "I love you Triss." Triss was quiet for a minute, but the smile did not leave her face. "That's good." She responded. Yennefer looked confused. "Why?" "Because I love you too, Yenna."