What It Feels Like To Be Loved.....

[Eren's POV]

What is this feeling? The feeling of his hand in mine? The pounding of my heart in my chest? Hearing his voice call my name? This feeling.....I liked it.

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I stopped walking towards the door as I felt his hand grab mine. "I want you to stay here!" he shouted. "I've always been alone! And I never really cared or given it much thought, until you came! I know we just met and all....but we can get to know each other! I want you to stay with me! I want you to stay...because.....because I've fallen for you Eren!"

He just.....He just poured his heart out to me....

~Flashback~

"Your such a worthless brat! You mean nothing to me! You mean nothing to anyone! No one could ever love a piece of shit like you!" My Father punched me over and over as he shouted those words at me, I didn't object, I let him say it, all of it. I didn't fight back. I didn't do anything. In that moment, as he beat me, all I could think was "Maybe he's right." that maybe "I am just a piece of shit."

~End of Flashback~

But now....I'm thinking that my Father was wrong. I fell to my knees and felt myself start to cry, "Shit. I'm crying in front of Levi." I thought. I felt arms wrap around me, and a hand on my head, "Don't cry Eren." I heard Levi say, I felt his lips kiss my forehead. "Why me?" I asked "Why fall for me? I'm no good for you..." I started crying more. Levi put his hand on my chin and made me face him. "Eren, your perfect for me. In a way, you opened my eyes." Our faces came closer, I could hear my heart pounding and Levi's as well.

His soft lips touched mine. And we kissed, I felt his tongue enter my mouth as he laid me down on the floor.

Is this it?

Is this what it feels like to be loved?

He removed my shirt and started kissing my neck, it felt good being kissed by him. He kissed me from my neck and started moving down until he reached my pants. "L-Levi...." I stuttered. He sighed, probably realizing I didn't wanna do..that... yet. "Levi how old are you?" I asked, he gave me a look and smirked, as he slipped his hand into my pants. "L-LEVI!" I shouted, I was blushing. "I'm 21, and your 16, we're only 5 years apart, and Age is just a number right?" He stated all of this with a smirk.

He removed his hand from my pants, and we came face to face "So will you stay with me Eren?" I looked at him and smiled a bit "I'll stay with you as long as you want." he kissed me on the lips, the kiss was slow and passionate. I belong to Levi now. I'm his. And he is mine.

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I opened my eyes to see the sun shining in my face, I sat up and saw Levi still sleep next to me. I got up and was about to walk out when a hand grabbed my wrist and someone yanked me back into the bed, sitting on top of me.

"Morning Eren."

"G-Good Morning Levi."

We kissed each other on the lips and Levi slid his hand into my boxers when the phone rang, he looked annoyed and picked it up. I laid there awkwardly, when I felt a finger slip into my entrance, I covered my mouth quickly not wanting the person on the phone to hear. "Oh, no that was nothing." he slid another finger in and I moaned quietly to myself, making him smirk. "Yeah I'll go, I'll bring a guest of mine as well." he made his fingers go in and out of my entrance. I put my face in a pillow, trying to keep myself quiet.

"You'll see who it is, when I get there, boss." he hung up and I took a breath as he took his fingers out my entrance. "What the hell was that!?" I shouted, throwing my pillow at him. "A call from work." he replied, I looked at him in annoyance. He got out the bed "Well get washed up and put some clothes on, that fit good. I gotta go to work." Levi ordered.

Is this really it?

Do I finally know what it feels like to be loved?