goodbye brother-chapter12-

Notes before the chapter begin:

,, speaking.,,

(,, throughs/narrat.,,)

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(,, after escaping the vampires and getting out the city the trio they ran as mush as they could to the point they couldn't run anymore.,,)

( they stopped at a small broken houses to get some rest .,,)

(,,simon collapsed on the ground as well marcilan, Eva was trying to get some air as he site down in the ground,,.)

(The three of them looked very exhausted from all the running from vampires and the fighting they did .,,

( ,, eva stood up after something, as he turned up to look at Simon , Simon looked a little more bluer and hade a little bit of a longer hair.,,)

,, you use the crown way too much Simon , this is bad look at you.,,

(,, eva said that as Marcy and Simon noticed that , Simon looked at his hands to see his skin.,,)

,, I didn't have that much of a choice, sorry to you both but I had to use it we could have died there .,,

(,, Simon said as he looked at his brother and marcilan.,,)

( ,, eva clearly didn't look happy at all as he turned away after he said that , he wanted to have a moment alone , marcilan come closer to Simon .,,)

,, Simon are you okay, Eva is right the crown is really effecting you more.,, (,, she told Simon in a very worried ton .,,)

( ,,Simon signed as he said.,,)

,, yeah Marcy I'm very sorry about that but I didn't have any choice, I couldn't let anyone one of you two get hurt.,,

,, will you get worst ?.,,

( ,,Simon looked surprised with the question that Marcy told him as , he signed and looked under his feet and said.,,)

,, I …. I really don't know much about what will happen to me .,,

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,, damn it ! Oh damn it , what have I done!, me and this stupid idea !, what kind of scum I'm ? !.,,

(,, Eva was shown a lone in a near lack walking in the same spot as he seemed very angry talking to himself .,,)

,, I knew it all along!, I knew it from the very stare but I let him suffer with it !.,,

,, I let him wore the crown! , I'm now the reason that he's losing his insanity for the next 1000 years!, I allowed him to become a crazy incompetent manchild for the sake of keeping things right despite me being here !! What's wrong with me ! What kind of family I'm ?!,

The worst kind probably, did it even worth to keep living??.,,

,, wouldn't it be better if we just died in the war better than all this mess and about what will happens in the future??.,,

( ,, Eva stopped walking and talked as he looked to his reflection in the lake's water.,,)

,, hehe , what am I reaching now ?? , really did I reached the point to be wishing death to use ?.,,

(,, he laughed at himself, as Eva felt at that moment as the most pathetic moment in his life, he felt all of this and he's only at the beginning of these 1000 years , if he's now like this what will he do in the far future when things get more complex.,,)

,, sigh, okay old man Eva put yourself together , you put yourself in this situation you need to calm down screaming around won't do anything.,,

( ,, Eva said that to himself as he continued to look at the water.,,)

,, it will take probably like three years then Simon would leave , I wouldn't leave Marcy alone, I will help her with fighting vampires, then I will tell her about my plan for immortality and helping Simon .,,

,, how would I get immortality, maybe I should let a vampire bite me but dose that happens when the vampire wants it or not? There can be always a different way I need to know it , and I need to get my magic stronger than this.,,

( ,,Eva said all of this to himself as he stopped talking and continued to look at his reflection.,,)

(,, suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder, he turned to see Simon and Marcilan behind him .,,)

,, we figured out that you needed someone, so we came here .,,

( ,,Simon said as he and marcilan smiled to Eva , Eva smiled to them back .,,)

,, thanks for that , you two are really great to be around, haha , you know Simon this kinda reminds me when me and you used to hangout and swim in a lake in our town when we were teenagers , you remember?.,,

(,,Eva said as he remembered that times before the bombs the crown before vampire and oozers and all this stuff, Simon looked for a moment to think as his expressions changed as he remembered, Marcy looked curious about that .,,)

,, of yeah I remember it , haha we used to go to a small lake in the nearest forest as we were hanging around , I really loved these times,haha .,,

( ,, Simon said, as he was chucking remembering the fun times when he was Eva were teenagers.,,)

,, ohh speaking of past this also reminds me of that one time I dragged you to play sports , probably we were ten years old or something similar, oh boy didn't expect it will end up to you like that , hahaha.,,

( ,, Eva started laughing as he remembered the times , Marcy was listening and Simon was smiling as the three were a good time talking together.,,)

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(,, in the next three past years things were slowly changing , the average things was facing the three of them ,like running away or something killing the vampire, oozers , dangerous mutants they faced .,,)

( ,,trying to Find food and shelters to stay in from time to time.,,)

(,, but not everything stay the same.,,)

( ,,Simon was getting worse, he was a lot of time through these three years was having a different personality as he was acting not like himself, sometimes not remembering Eva or marcilan, freezing stuff with out noticing, kinda acting jerky.,,)

( ,, and things continue to get more worse , he each day was getting worse, now he had a taller nose and a little blue skin and a completely long white hair and long beard.,,)

(,, Marcy was sleeping as the two brothers were talking about the situation.,,

,, Eva , I can feel it , it won't be that long till I will be lost in madness, it just a matter of time , probably not that much time to me left .,,

(,, Simon told Eva , about it Eva didn't look any different than a stoic expression but Simon could tell that he wasn't having it easy, as for Eva he knows it .,,

,, you want to leave don't you, you are afraid of what might happens when you become completely lost to the crown right.,,

( ,, eva asked simon clamnly .,,)

,,, you and I both know it will happens, I can't do this forever not for too long even! I'm afraid of what will happens to you and her if I become completely insane, I can't forgive myself if I do that to any of you two , I already lost Betty because of me , now I don't want to lose you especially because of me .,,

(,, simon answered eva with a very serious tone, he looked horrifying about the throughs about him hurting his brother and the sweet little girl he's been with , and he looked so bitter about mentioning Betty .,,)

,, Simon there's a way to fix there has to be a way!!, I will help you one day I will change you back to normal I promise! , PLEASE believe me , just wait.,,

( ,, Eva stood up as he told Simon, Simon only smiled to Eva , not he didn't believe in his brother but that just doesn't seem real to him .,,)

,, Eva I understand you,

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.... will you look for Marcy when I'm not here? , please be with her she will have it hard just as you and she's a little girl, I was trying to summon her dad , his name is hunson absdder but he will kill you if I did ,and he's the nightosphire lord so I think she will do better with you, please Eva you are all her left soon .,,

( ,, Simon revealed to Eva about his plan to summon Hanson and why he didn't do it , Eva nodded and told Simon that he will protect marcilan all he could.,,

(,, they ended their conversation as both of them got to sleep to continue for a nothing day .,,)

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( ,, Simon was standing behind a camera as he was recording the last tape to have as a last memory that if someone finds it , that they may understand what has happened to him.,,)

( ,, he finished recording it as he took it and put it in his stuff that he will take on .,,)

,, Simon please don't leave !!.,,

( ,, a little older Marcy begging Simon to not to leave as Eva was standing beside her while looking at Simon .,,)

,, I'm sorry Marcy but I need to protect you both .,,

,, how are you going to protect us if you aren't even here?!!.,,

( ,,Marcy started tearing as Simon wiped out her tear , he accidentally freezed it and scratched marcilan accidentally .,,)

,, you see I can't be here with you two anymore I need to go, I'm sorry .,,

(,, before Simon could go , Eva has pulled him to a hug as his eyes was watery , he was on the opposite direction of Marcy as he didn't wanted her to watch him like this, while Eva was hugging his brother he told him .,,)

,, Simon I promise you , I will save you one day I swear it .,,

(,, Simon was silent as he Hugged his older brother back , he was shocked as he never saw his brother in a state like this , they eventually let go as Simon hugged Marcy and told her his goodbye.,,)

( ,, Marcy and Eva were standing together as Eva was holding her hand, as they watched Simon go away .,,

,, goodbye brother.,,

( ,, Eva said as he and the tearful eyed Marcy walked away to continue for the future.,,)