Late night thoughts

I stare at the ceiling, the moon casting over the room- I was now in my 18th week of pregnancy, the first trimester done. Tomorrow was my ultrasound to see the gender- I was excited, I was, but… nobody could come with me. Arthur and Kioshi were busy preparing his plan, my mother and Ukai were on their honeymoon, Kanori had to take care of Nen and Akira, Aima had to take care of the baby, Misaki was going to be moving True Beauty and Dark Chocolate to their new stables and Judas had to return to America to guard her birthright, the throne. After all, Arthur had guaranteed he wouldn't lay a finger and he had been holding true. I didn't want to go alone- in fact, I couldn't go alone. I needed help getting there and back, but I didn't want to reschedule because I was anxious to see my healthy baby and to find out the gender. I sigh softly, lifting my hand up to the ceiling and looking at my hand- the christmas ring was there, right where Arthur had slid it on my finger. Our engagement ring, as he put it. It was hard to think we would actually be getting married, but his plan was full proof and it'd work out for everyone in the end. Besides, it was Arthur- my best friend whom I loved dearly.

My mind wandered to the trio- I missed them, I missed all my friends but I didn't want to be a bother. Aima and Misaki had come to me and told me that they supported me, which I was grateful for. Kanori ended up hooking up with Alisa and they seemed to be going pretty strong- once again I was surrounded by happy couples, wishing I had what they had… Yes, I loved Arthur, but… It was different. My chest ached as I pulled the ring down to my lips, closing my eyes. Was it wrong of me to miss them? Was it wrong of me to wonder if they missed me, too? Would… would it be wrong of me to ask? Could I ask Kuroo to come with me? Could I? He seemed so willing to help, to offer me comfort and support. But… the appointment was tomorrow and it was the middle of the night. I look at the ring again, pressing my lips together. Before I can think twice, like many things I had done in my pregnancy… I reach over and grab my phone, pulling up the ring app on my phone, clicking on Kuroo's section. My finger hovers over the 'new message' button, hesitating for a moment. Would it really be okay? Was he even awake this late? Should I just ask or…

I sigh, taking a deep breath and blowing it out before I click on the record button. "Kuroo… are you awake?" I whisper softly, watching the message process and send before I set my phone to the side, waiting patiently. I go back to staring at the ceiling, my heart pounding in my chest. This was silly, he was probably asleep, maybe I should just go alone- "Yeah, what's up?" Kuroo's calm, soft voice asks from my ring, my heart fluttering in my chest as I feel my breath catch. His voice- had it really been that long since I heard it? It sent shudders through me, old parts firing to life at the thought of his heat and his gaze on me- Jeez, was I really getting horny over his voice? I was supposed to be asking him if he would attend the ultrasound with me, not getting all achy over the sound of his voice. But… I couldn't help but wonder why he was up this late, what he was doing… Was he thinking of me? Perhaps… I shake my head, my cheeks burning as I reach for my phone again. I really needed to quit thinking dirty, it was just his voice. But what should I say now? I hadn't expected him to respond so quickly, I couldn't just brush it off now… I… I wanted to hear more of his voice, anyways.

I could… just… I press the record button again before I can change my mind. "Can I… ask you a question?" I ask softly, pressing my lips together as I watch the app shoot out my message. I was so silly, getting so flustered over something so simple, I mean, what if he was busy tomorrow? What if he didn't want to go? What if- My phone suddenly rang and I fumbled with it, my cheeks burning as I saw Kuroo was calling. My heart raced in my chest as I hesitantly answered it, putting it to my ear. "Hello?" I whisper shyly, my face burning as I roll onto my side. "Hi there, Kitten." Kuroo whispers in my ear, my breath catching as my body tingles all over at his voice. Fuck, it had been so long since I heard those words- they instantly lit me on fire, making me crave his presence and words. His voice had been right in my ear- how good would it feel if he was here, his arms wrapped around me and holding me tight? How… how nice would it be if- "You had a question?" Kuroo asks softly and I clear my throat, my face burning- stop it, Suzuki. Get a hold of yourself before you make a fool of yourself. "Yeah, yeah… I just…" I mumble shyly, sliding my arm around my waist.

"I… didn't expect you to call… it caught me off guard." I admit softly, Kuroo chuckling lighty as I hear a shift on his end. "Well… I can only send one message through the ring and you didn't text, so…" Kuroo says and I press my lips together, humming softly. "What do you need, Kitten? Late night munchies? Cuddle buddy? You wanna chat?" He asks, making me smile as I lightly rub my nose. "I um… tomorrow… are you busy?" I ask, hearing more shifting on Kuroo's end as he hums. "Nope, not at all. My whole day's clear." He says and I hum softly, my face burning as I shift lightly. "Would you… could you… come… with me… to… um… my appointment?" I ask softly, Kuroo silent for a moment as I cover my face. "It's- it's my 18th week, and... um… the baby… um… you can… find out the gender at this point, and… I don't want to go alone." I admit softly, though I hear a soft, barely there sniff. "I'd be honored to go with you, Kitten. If you'd want me to, I'll gladly attend. Do you need me to pick you up?" He says, his voice slightly trembling with tears though it was obvious he was trying to hide it. I hum affirmatively, millions of butterflies blooming in my chest as I think of him.

Was he happy crying right now? Was he that happy to hear my voice, to think of seeing me again? "Is… is that all you needed, or…" Kuroo says and I blink, realizing I was still on the phone. "Oh, that's- um, I just…" I stutter shyly, falling quiet as I make a flustered noise. "Can… can we talk for a little bit?" I blurt, my whole face burning as I cover it, realizing what I had said. "Huh?" Kuroo asks, seeming surprised as I groan softly, feeling embarrassed. "I- It's silly, never mind. I- I just- I'll go now." I say, though I can't bring myself to pull my phone away. "No no no, please, don't hang up. You just… you surprised me, that's all. We can talk, I don't mind- what do you want to talk about?" Kuroo says and I slowly open my eyes, looking out the window. "I… I don't know… I just… missed your voice… that's all." I admit quietly, Kuroo silent for a moment as I slide my hand to rub my belly, feeling a light flutter. "Ah… the baby moved…" I whisper, a slight smile on my face as I hear Kuroo suck in a breath. "They did?" He asks and I hum affirmatively, Kuroo chuckling softly. "Maybe it's because they know you're talking to me." Kuroo teases softly, my eyes widening as my breath catches.

"They can feel the changes in your heart, you know? So… if your heart is being abnormal right now… then… they know you're talking to someone special and… well… they might be feeling happy because they can tell you're happy." Kuroo says and I know I make a flustered face, pressing my lips together. "Oh." I say shyly, not wanting to admit I was feeling all kinds of ways. "How have you been, Kitten?" Kuroo asks softly, making me flutter all over- fuck, I was starting to get wet. "I-I'm fine… Everything's been pretty good, actually…" I admit, shifting lightly as I feel my body heat building up. "I'm glad. How's the baby?" Kuroo asks and I hum softly, slowly sliding up and walking over to the windows. "The baby's fine, very healthy and developing all good…" I say, Kuroo humming happily as I close the curtains. "That's good." He says and I hum affirmatively, crawling back onto my bed. "Do you miss me, Kitten?" Kuroo asks softly, making my heart flutter as I lay down, facing the wall. "I… do…" I admit quietly, feeling flustered as I feel the pool gathered between my legs. "What do you miss?" Kuroo asks, seeming a bit vulnerable as I close my eyes and think about it.

"Well… I miss… being around you… your warmth… your voice… and… the… um… the way… you… look at me…" I whisper, my voice getting quieter with every word. "What was that, Kitten? I didn't hear that last part." Kuroo says, though his voice is light, teasing and humorous. "You heard me, Bakuroo." I say, Kuroo laughing heartily and making me smile as I feel bubbly all over. "Yeah, I did. I'm happy you miss me, I miss you too." Kuroo says and I hum softly, fiddling with my blanket. "Oh? And… what do you miss?" I ask softly, genuinely curious as he chuckles. "Oh, I miss a lot of things. I miss being around you, teasing you, holding you, listening to you talk and of course… looking at you." Kuroo says and I hum softly, my cheeks burning at his words. "Do you… miss anything else?" I ask shyly, my fingers fidgeting as I press my lips together. Would it be wrong of me to touch myself right now? His voice in my ear, his words and just… the effect they had on me… I wanted to. I did. "Of course I do. Do you?" Kuroo says and I hum affirmatively, sliding my hands down between my legs. He didn't have to know… I could be quiet, just… go slow… and… don't make any noises.

"Yeah… I do…" I admit, Kuroo humming questionably as I untie my shorts. "Tell me, Kitten. What else do you miss?" Kuroo asks and I shift lightly, sliding my fingers into my pants. "Um… I miss… uh… I miss a lot, really… Like… the way you held me… I miss that a lot…" I admit quietly, lightly biting my bottom lip as I stroke my panties- they were soaking wet. "Come on, you can do better than that Kitten. What do you really miss?" Kuroo asks, making my heart flutter as I stifle a moan. Would it be wrong of me to tease him? I wanted to… "Is it not enough that I miss your body against mine?" I whisper ever so quietly, hearing Kuroo's breath catch as I tightly press my lips together. Kuroo groans throatily, making me shiver and eliciting a soft moan from me as he falls quiet. "Kitten… what are you doing right now?" Kuroo asks throatily and I shyly press my lips together, sliding my panties to the side. "Nothing…" I whisper softly, Kuroo silent for a moment as I stroke my bare heat- it felt good, but it still ached. "It's not nice to lie to your Daddy, Kitten." Kuroo purrs, making me shudder and sending a thrill though me as my breath catches- oh fuck, that was hot- that was really hot.

"And how do you know I'm lying?" I taunt him, though he lets out a throaty, deep chuckle. "Because I can see you." Kuroo says and I gasp, flipping to look at the curtains- they were closed. "Y-You liar! I closed the curtains." I hiss softly, feeling embarrassed at the thrill it had given me thinking he was there- I literally just closed those, too. How could I fall for that? "Oh, but that reaction tells all. Besides… you think I haven't noticed that your breathing picked up? You're horny for me, aren't you, Kitten?" Kuroo asks and I press my lips together, withdrawing my fingers from my heat. "It's okay. You don't have to lie- I get late night cravings for you, too. I get them a lot- in fact, I have half the mind to taste you right now. However, I do know that pregnancy causes your hormones to be more active, so… what you're feeling right now is basically your instincts telling you that you want me." Kuroo muses and I shyly cover my face, feeling my heart pounding. "Were you touching yourself to my voice, Kitten?" Kuroo purrs and my breath catches as my heart skips a beat, swallowing thickly. "You were." Kuroo chuckles and I can't even bring myself to deny it, a lump in my throat.

"Do you want me, Kitten? I can come over, you know- you can sneak me in and I can please you all night long. I will, too. I gladly would- all the soft, sweet kisses I'd give you… all the warm, tender touches I'd do… All the slow, deep strokes I'd make…" Kuroo says, my breathing picking up as I imagine it all- I wanted it, I did. I really fucking wanted it, I wanted it all. "I'd have you cumming on my cock in no time, Kitten. All you gotta do… is ask." Kuroo says, between my legs aching as I suck in a deep breath- It was tempting, it really was. It was so tempting to say yes, to beg him to come over and take away this ache- "Goodnight, Kuroo." I say before I take my phone away from my ear, hanging up before I change my mind. If I did ask him that, beg him for that- what then? What would I do when he got here? Would I panic and shut the door? Then he'd have come here for nothing and I would've wasted his time. What then? My phone bings, catching me off guard as I hesitantly look- it was a picture from Kuroo. I click in- I'm met with a picture of Kuroo's boxers, a big tent pitched within. His hand was holding up his sweats, showing off all of his straining glory-

My phone bings again, a text this time. It misses you, too. Simple and to the point- it made me hot all over. It made me ache like I've never ached before, it made me angry with myself and Kuroo- him for teasing me, myself for my body getting horny in the first place. How was I going to face him tomorrow if I didn't deal with this tonight, damn it? I huff angrily, scrolling up in my messages to Kuroo before I get what I want- a video of him stroking himself through his boxers. I begrudgingly open it up, shoving my hands in my pants and stroking myself to the sight- simple enough… right? Just… touch where it aches… until it doesn't. I watch the video over and over, stroking my aching heat in hopes to quell the heat, my breath coming in pants the closer I get. I missed him, so bad… it wasn't the same, touching myself. Not when I knew that I would never compare to the pleasure he gave me. I tumbled over the edge, aching and still hungry for more- but I forced myself to stop. No point in fighting it, or else I'd be going all night. I sit up to go to the bathroom and clean up- when I suddenly get an idea. I take my phone and snap a picture of my wet fingers, sending it to him with no context.

It was silly to dress up. It was, it had to be. I should go with something comfortable that will give off the 'so what if I masturbated to you last night' vibes- but it was so tempting to wear something that said 'I know you want me to' vibes. Be practical, Kimiko. You're going to have an ultrasound, not to tempt a boy into your bed. Besides, if I did that, it'd only complicate things and I didn't know if the baby would be okay. I sigh, deciding to go with some simple yoga pants, a simple white blouse and my loose sneakers. I run a brush through my hair, brush my teeth, take a quick shower and get dressed. It was hard enough to face him after what happened last night, but… I didn't want to tell him nevermind, after he so kindly agreed. It would hurt his feelings if he thought I was avoiding him because of last night- even if it was the truth. All I had to do was get through today, then I can just… go back to normal. The doorbell rings and I hear something call from Kioshi's study, though I don't hear what he says. I take a deep breath, slowly blowing it out and giving myself a quick pep talk to help with my jitters. It wasn't a date or a hookup, it was an ultrasound to see the baby's gender- nothing else.

With one quick glance in the mirror, I nod to myself before I walk out with my head held high. I see Arthur and Kioshi at the door, talking to Kuroo- my legs feel like jelly at the sight of him, my breath catching in my throat. I tuck myself behind a corner and take a deep breath, slowly letting it shudder out. I was okay, this would be okay- just be strong and get through today. Even if it had been forever and the sight of him turned me into Jello, I could just walk in, walk out and go. Simple as that- "Mommy!" Nen says, making me jump as he dashes over and grabs onto my leg. "Hi, sweetie." I say shyly as I crouch down, scooping him up into a hug. "Are you going to find out if I have a brother or sister today?" Nen says and I hum affirmatively, giving him a sweet smile. "Yes, I am. Do you know what you want?" I ask, Nen humming as he crosses his arms. "I just want mommy and the baby to be healthy." Nen says firmly, making me smile at his words. "Me too, baby. Me too." I say, leaning over and kissing his forehead. "Do you wanna walk me to the door?" I ask, standing up and offering him a hand. "Yes!" Nen says, taking my finger and guiding me to the door with a big smile on his face.

"Oh! Kuroo!" Nen says excitedly as he dashes over, abandoning my finger. "You're here! It's been so long!" Nen says, bouncing up and down with a big smile as Kuroo reaches down, scooping him into his arms. "I know, I've missed you!" Kuroo says as he gives Nen a hug, though I shyly walk over with my cheeks warm. "What are you doing here?" Nen asks as he pulls back, though I let my hands fall down to my stomach as I watch the two. "Your mom asked me to take her to her appointment." Kuroo says, flashing me one of his signature playful grins as I feel my heart- and stomach flutter. I brush a thumb over my belly, unable to help but wonder if the baby knew it was Kuroo. "Oh? Are they awake?" Kanori asks as he comes over, Akira by his side. "Oh… yeah." I say shyly, Kanori chuckling softly as he places his hand on my stomach. I move my hand out of the way, Kanori grinning down at me as he rubs my belly. "They're very active right now, aren't they." Kanori chuckles and I feel my cheeks burning as I brush a strand of hair behind my ear. "Must be all the company." I mumble, sparing a glance up at Kuroo though he offers me a sweet, knowing smile.

"Oh! I gotta say bye bye!" Nen says, Kuroo setting him down as he dashes over to me. Kanori moves his hand out of the way and Nen puts his hand on either side of my stomach, standing up on his tiptoes and giving the area below my belly button a big smooch. I can't help but smile as I stroke my fingers through Nen's hair, my heart fluttering as he lets out a giddy laugh. "They said bye bye to me too, Mama! It tickles!" Nen says, making me laugh as I lean down and kiss his cheek. "Of course they did, sweetie. You're their big brother." I say, ruffling his hair as he gives me a big cheesy smile. "I'll see you later, Mommy! Take care of them, okay, Kuroo?" Nen says, though Kioshi comes over and gives me a hug. "Ten bucks says it's a girl." Kioshi says and I can't help but crack a smile, shaking my head. "Twenty, it's a boy." Kanori says, the two shaking hands as I laugh at their joking manner. "I'll double down on that girl." Arthur jokes, crossing his arms as I roll my eyes. "You're seriously taking bets? Come on, guys." I snort, though Kuroo chuckles as he crosses his arms. "I've got a good feeling about a boy. $40." Kuroo says, all of them shaking hands and grinning.

I knew why Kioshi brought it up- to help me relax and to break the ice. He, Arthur and Kanori had already made up their bets the previous night- Arthur had even got some of the Karasuno boys in on it. But as Kuroo and I sat in that waiting room for my name to be called, I found myself anxious again. "Do you want a boy or a girl?" Kuroo asks, catching me off guard as I look over at him. "Oh… I just want a healthy baby." I say, though Kuroo gives me a small smile as he reaches over and brushes my hair back. "I know that, silly. But… what would you prefer?" Kuroo says and I hum softly, dropping my gaze back down. "Another boy would be nice, but… I'd like a girl. Girls are cute and you can dress them up all cute, plus then I'd have a boy and a girl." I admit, Kuroo humming softly as he drops his hand down, gently caressing my hand. "Well, no matter what… you can always adopt and foster later on if you decide to." Kuroo says, making me smile as I nod my head. "Yeah… I could." I sigh softly, leaning back in the chair and looking at the ceiling. "I really don't mind either way- I didn't even know what Nen was until after I gave birth." I admit, stretching my legs out as Kuroo hums.

"As long as I know they're healthy… I'm happy. I could care less about gender." I admit, Kuroo humming softly as he continues stroking the back of my palm. "I get it. Have you thought of what you'll name them yet?" Kuroo asks and I can't help but smile as I shake my head. "Would you believe me if I told you I came up with Nen's name on the spot? It just felt right, plus it was unique." I admit, Kuroo humming softly as he smiles. "I like one syllable names, they're hard to come up with, but… they're so cute and simple. Stuff like… Liv, Sky, Wyn… Wyn sounds pretty nice and unique, now that I think about it." I giggle, slipping my hand over and unconsciously sliding my finger over his. "I don't know, though. It's really just what I feel fits." I say, Kuroo humming softly as he slides his fingers into mine. "Wyn for a girl, Tet for a boy." He says, making my heart flutter as I slide my hand to my stomach. "Tet… that sounds really nice. I like it." I hum, Kuroo smiling widely as the door opens and we both perk up. "Suzuki?" The nurse calls and I slide to my feet, Kuroo holding my hand as we follow her to the exam room. "Is this your first?" The nurse asks as I settle onto the table, shaking my head.

"Alright, let's get a look at them…" The tech says as she presses the wand into my stomach, making me shiver at the cold feeling. She moves the wand around a bit, Kuroo and my eyes pinned to the screen as she looks over, the heartbeat filling the room. "Okay… looks like we're in the second trimester, approximately 18 weeks… everything looks good! Happy, healthy baby!" She says and I relax, a smile spreading over my face, feeling relieved as I stare at the baby on the screen. "Oh, they're active." She giggles as we see a small wave, making my heart flutter as I giggle softly. "They're waving." I joke, making the lady laugh as she nods her head. "Yes, they are." The lady says as she roves the wand around, looking from every way. "Would you like to know the gender?" The lady asks, though Kuroo clears his throat. "Um, if possible… can you tell me after the exam?" Kuroo asks, the technician nodding as she flashes him a smile. "First time?" She asks, Kuroo cracking a small, flustered smile. "Is it obvious?" He asks, making the lady laugh as she nods. "The wonder and amazement is a dead give away. Nothing wrong with that." The lady says, Kuroo smiling as he nods.

"Would you like me to go into detail?" The lady asks, Kuroo nodding enthusiastically as she starts pointing out areas, explaining things in the pregnancy. Kuroo listens intently, watching every move the baby makes as he squeezes my hand a little tighter. I give him a small squeeze back, listening quietly to their conversation and admiring my healthy baby. "Oh, um… one final question… uh… is it safe to uh… you know…" Kuroo says, giving the lady a sheepish grin as she lets out a hearty laugh. "Yes, as long as you are careful. It is important to be gentle, but I would advise against it in the final weeks as it induces contractions." The lady says, making me curious as I look between them. "Gotcha, not a problem." Kuroo says, flashing the lady a million watt grin as I raise an eyebrow at him. "I think we're finished for the day! I'll go ahead and get you some napkins, if you'd like to step out with me I can tell you the gender." The lady says as Kuroo nods, standing up as the tech packs up her stuff. The two step out and not long after Kuroo comes back in with a handful of napkins and a big grin on his face. He helps me wipe off the lubricant before helping me out to the car.

"I don't want to take you home yet." Kuroo sighs softly as he steers the car, sliding his hand onto my thigh as I hum softly. "Can I just… like… take you to the movies or something? Wait, no… go bowling? No, that's even worse. Don't you dare go bowling, okay? I'll have nightmares." Kuroo says, making me giggle as he gently stroked my thigh- it felt nice, it really did. "I don't know, I'm pretty tired. It's been a long day of babymaking." I say, Kuroo cracking a smile though his face saddens a little bit. "But… I wouldn't mind an arrangement between us of a good ol' fashioned cuddle session." I admit softly, Kuroo's eyes lighting up as a big smile spreads over his face. "You've got yourself a deal, mommy dearest. One good ol' fashioned cuddle session, Kuroo style." Kuroo says, flashing me a cheesy grin and making me laugh. "I think I'll do just fine without the style, thank you very much." I tease, making him laugh as he rubs his pinky over my inner thigh. "Truly a shame." He teases, giving me a wink and making my cheeks burn as I realize what he was implying. "Oh my- Kuroo! Think of the baby, what if we hurt them?" I ask, though Kuroo's grin spreads even more.

"But I asked the tech and she said as long as we're careful and I'm gentle, it's all good. You were there." He says and my jaw drops as I finally get what they were implying. "Oh my god- Kuroo!" I protest, making him laugh as he gives my thigh a light squeeze. "Is it bad that I miss having your body against mine? I could've sworn you felt the same last night, especially after that picture." Kuroo says and I shyly cover my face, feeling my neck burning. "I- Kuroo, you're not the gentle type." I sigh, Kuroo shaking his head and putting on a serious face. "I can be, oh, I can be. Especially after last time- you remember how good that felt for both of us? I am so ready for more of that, I wouldn't even consider it if I knew it would hurt the baby, though." Kuroo says as he pulls into the driveway, driving up to the car circle. "Besides… I spent the majority of last night aching for you. I barely slept- I'm aching for you now. You know how hot it is when you say 'baby making'? You're making a baby. Male instincts, hello- I'm a primate and you're an ideal specimen. I know damn well that the second trimester is the horniest." Kuroo says as he parks, though I shake my head and step out.

"Is that a no?" Kuroo asks as he hops out of the car, closing the door and locking it. "Hurry up and get into my bed, Kuroo." I sigh, trudging up the stares as he chuckles, chasing after me. "I didn't hear a no. I heard 'get into my bed, Kuroo'- that sounds like an invitation." Kuroo says as he scoops me off my feet, making me squeak as I grab onto his shirt- that heat that always seemed to radiate off of him, those muscles that flex under my hand- "Kuroo! I said cuddles, not shenanigans!" I hiss and he chuckles, his eyes sparkling as he carries me to the door. "Oh, you'll want me sooner or later, Kitten. Just like you did last night- I'll be waiting. Of course, you can still have your cuddles." Kuroo purrs as he opens the door, carrying me inside. "So! How'd it- uh…" Kanori says as I shyly bury my head into Kuroo's chest, my face burning- god damn Kuroo and his words, making me feel horny again. Friggin' tease- "Baby's healthy, mommy demands some good ol' fashion cuddles. I'll let you know the gender later." Kuroo muses as he glances around, humming softly. "Oh, okay... Her rooms over there, down the hall, second on the right." Kanori says and Kuroo thanks him before carrying me away.

"Here we go." Kuroo chuckles as he pulls off my shoes, stripping off his shirt and offering it to me. "Kuroo!" I protest as he hooks his fingers in my yoga pants, tugging them off. "Put it on, silly. I'm not doing anything but helping you get comfortable." Kuroo says as he scoots back, taking one of my feet. "I know you like how I smell and I know you like wearing my shirts." Kuroo says, beginning to massage my foot- man, that felt good. "So put it on, sit back, relax and let me spoil you." Kuroo says, flashing me a smile before he closes his eyes. I huff, though I hesitantly sniff his shirt- god, he smelled fantastic. His scent made me salivate- I stripped off my shirt, popping off my bra and tossing it aside. Stupid torture device, making my breasts ache and hurt by being too tight. I hadn't gotten a new one yet, I had been too occupied being pregnant… I slide on Kuroo's shirt, feeling the soft and silky, loose fitting fabric- so comfy… Kuroo starts massaging the arch of my foot and I moan, slumping back against the bed. Kuroo's lips twitch before they spread into a grin, his eyes slowly opening. "Just relax and let me spoil you." He says and I close my eyes, enjoying his indulgent pampering.

I was totally gooed out, fully relaxed and lips slightly parted with shallow breaths- Kuroo was putting lotion on my belly, gently caressing me and warming me up all over- jeez, this was better than any spa I'd been to. Okay, I haven't really been to spas for massages, but still. I was straddling his lap, his hands gliding over my stomach and caressing it with his thumbs. Every here and there I'd feel a small flutter- I'd peek my eyes open and Kuroo's lips would curl into a soft, warm smile. It was… nice. Almost like a bonding moment, but… I don't know. "I'm sorry, Kuroo." I whisper, Kuroo's hands pausing on his stomach as he looks up at me. "For?" He asks and I swallow thickly, looking at the ceiling. "Dragging you into this... I was specifically trying to avoid putting the responsibility on anyone, but… here you are, taking care of and pampering me while I bear a child that is more than likely not even yours. It makes me feel guilty." I whisper, Kuroo's gaze softening as he slides his hands down my sides. "Don't be. I'm here because I want to be- regardless if the child is mine or not, I won't abandon you in your time of need." Kuroo says, gently caressing my ribs with his thumbs.

"I'm glad you called me here. I really am- I couldn't be happier to spoil and pamper you right now. I've been hoping, dreaming and wishing to be here by your side. It was a surprise when I heard your voice so clearly in my room last night… It gave me chills. I half thought it was my imagination until I saw my ring light up, but then my heart was racing and I practically fell off my bed, I grabbed my phone so quickly." Kuroo chuckles and I feel my cheeks burn as I shyly cover my face. "It was a lie, by the way- I can send more than one message by phone, I have no cap. I just really wanted to hear your voice so I called you." Kuroo admits quietly, making my heart flutter as I slowly uncover my face. "I don't regret it. I don't regret anything- the only regret I have is not being able to be here for you sooner. I want to be here. I really do, I want to be by your side- I'm not the only one, either. Suna and Kozu, too… they want to be here, too. We've all been waiting at the critter house because it's the closest, hoping that you pop in and that we get to say hi. We all miss you a lot, we talk about you all the time and wonder how you're doing…" Kuroo says, sliding his hands to mine.

"We've been waiting for you to reach out, it could always be like this, you know? Spoiling you with massages and cuddles, pampering you and making sure you have everything you need… did I mention sex whenever your hormones call for it?" Kuroo chuckles, flashing me a cocky grin as I roll my eyes- but I can't help but smile. "That sounds nice." I whisper softly, though Kuroo leans down and gently kisses my belly. "I think someone deserves to be pampered." Kuroo says as he leans up, kissing my forehead. "And I think it might be you. We can make it easier, you know?" Kuroo says, making me smile as I twine our fingers together. I hum softly, letting my eyes fall closed. "I don't know, I still haven't gotten my cuddles." I say, making Kuroo chuckle as he carefully lays down next to me. "Come on, then. You can sleep on it." Kuroo says, opening his arms as I happily slide into his embrace, nuzzling my head into his chest. "Goodnight, Kitten." Kuroo whispers, sliding his fingers into my hair and messaging his scalp. His other hand slides to my side, gently pulling me flush against him- it felt really nice. A little flutter in my stomach told me that someone agreed.

"Kitten… Kitten, I have to go. I have work." Kuroo whispers and I whimper, burying my head tighter into his chest and clutching onto him. "I know, I know- but I already called in yesterday for your appointment. If I call in today because you want to cuddle, well… I gladly would, but I'm not sure my boss would agree." Kuroo says and I let out a hearty whine, squeezing him tight. "You're breaking my heart, my love." Kuroo groans and I whimper and whine, clinging desperately to him. "Okay… what if I told you I could get you a replacement cuddle buddy?" Kuroo says and I fall silent, still pretty reluctant. "They would gladly cuddle you all day in bed, I mean it- all day, all night. They got nothing better to do, they'd just sit here and cuddle you and keep you nice and cozy. They can be here in less than thirty minutes, too." Kuroo says and I shift lightly, still pouting as I slightly pry open my eyes. "He's a top tier cuddler, I'm talking better than me at cuddling. If you don't want to cuddle, that's fine too." Kuroo says and I let out a bitter sigh, rolling away. "Fine…" I grumble reluctantly, Kuroo chuckling as he leans over and kisses my cheek. "You won't regret it." He whispers before he slides away.

I was feeling pretty grumpy, curled up in a ball in the blankets- Kuroo had to take his shirt back, though I didn't want to put anything else on. I was curled up tight in my cocoon of a blanket, waiting for whoever Kuroo was summoning to satisfy my cuddle craving. I didn't have any stuffies, either- that was the worst part of it all, I didn't have my nest to keep me company. All I had was me, my bed and my blanket. On occasion Nen would come cuddle, but he was an energetic little boy and I didn't want to bother his sleep schedule, which I had worked hard to maintain. It was the first time I had actually gotten a cuddle and it had me craving for more- everyone was busy, I couldn't bother them for something so selfish… but if Kuroo insisted, then… who was I to deny? Okay, I had been pretty grouchy and out of it when I agreed, having been totally out of it and just wanting to cuddle forever- as Arthur put it, when I was in my second term, I was a hibernator. I put all my energy into the baby and pretty much napped and snacked my way through the second term. My first term consisted of being sick to my stomach and up to my neck in vomit, but second term I was just constantly tired.

The doorbell rings and I perk up- okay, I didn't really react, but it had my attention. Was it the so-called cuddle man? Would his cuddles really hold a candle to Kuroo's, or would I be left disappointed? I hear soft talking in the distance, slowly getting quieter as I hear someone approach. I don't get it, were they getting closer or further? The door opens and I rouse from my half asleep state, curious as I heard Arthur chuckle. "Behold, the Mama Bear in her natural habitat. Usually she'd be nesting in a den of stuffies, but unfortunately her collection is in her former exhibit. As you can see, she's currently in hibernation mode- be careful not to piss her off or make her grouchy, though- she's very frightening when angered." Arthur teases, though I slide my hand from my cocoon, grabbing a pillow and throwing it at his voice. "Piss off, Arthur- this isn't a zoo documentary. This is motherhood." I grumble, making Arthur laugh as I hear a soft chuckle. "Yeah, well, I brought you your cuddle buddy." Arthur says and I slowly lift the blanket, peeking out of my cocoon. I make a little gap for my face as I peek out, seeing Suna. I scrutinize him, thinning my gaze as I purse my lips- purely for comedic effect.

"You got the goods?" I ask, raising an eyebrow at Suna as his lips twitch, lifting up a bag. "I brought what you asked for, boss." Suna says, his voice light and playful as I hum. "Good, good… Get outta here, Arthur. We got private business, you know… cuddle business." I say making Arthur laugh even harder as I feel a pillow thumping against me. "Whatever you day, mob boss. God, you're fucking goofy when you're pregnant." Arthur snorts as he steps out of the room, closing the door behind him. Suna walks over, offering me the bag he held as I greedily snatch it and pull it into my cocoon, letting the blanket fall into its former position. I reach into the bag, feeling the soft fabric and pulling it out. I lifted it to my nose, taking a deep breath- god, that smelled so good. I sniff it like it's cocaine, snorting the delicious smell and letting out a soft, satisfied moan. "Yes…" I hiss happily as I shove the bag out, Suna snorting as I toss the blanket off. I take the shirt and slide it on, humming happily at the fit- it was loose, comfy and- oh yeah, it smelled fantastic. "You've earned your entry, sir… now let's see if you can earn your keep." I say, making Suna laugh as he crawls onto the bed.

I couldn't stop sniffing him- okay, I could, but he didn't seem to mind and it made me happy, so I did it anyway. We were both halfly laying on our sides facing each other, his arms wrapped around my neck and one of his thighs between my legs. My head was nuzzled into his shoulder, his chin perched on my head and my arm lazily draped over him. He wasn't as big as Kuroo, but he still had that body heat and was more cuddly. It felt good- plus I had been laying here sniffing him for an hour and he just ran his fingers through my hair, stroking my back. The good smell was a big bonus- Kuroo smelled good, sure, but this smell? It was divine. It made me feel all warm, fuzzy and gooey inside- the baby flutters and I shift lightly, though Suna's hand is on my stomach, his fingers stretching over the skin before I could even blink. I don't see him smile since my head is under his chin, but I feel his muscles pull and his fingers in my hair get softer as he strokes my belly with his thumb- he was smiling. It made me smile, though I hum softly. "Can we change positions?" I ask, feeling the stiffness settling in. "Of course." Suna says, lifting his chin off my head and slipping his hand from my hair.

I roll onto my back, his hand still on my stomach. He scoots down, sliding his leg under my knees as he wraps his other arm around my body, supporting my back. I take a pillow and tuck it under his head, though he opts to place gentle kisses on my stomach. My heart flutters at the sight of the soft, sweet look on his face as his thumb caresses my belly, his lips fluttering over my side. I giggle softly, running my fingers through his hair as I relax. He starts whispering ever so softly to my stomach, making me raise an eyebrow as I can't hear what he says. I feel another little flutter and he chuckles, a big sweet smile spreading over my face as he gives all kinds of kisses over my stomach. He lays his head down and closes his eyes, humming a tune as he gently caresses his thumb over my belly. I let my eyes fall closed, turning to goo as I lay my head back- this was actually… really comforting. I dozed off to his soft humming, his fingers spread over my stomach and spreading their heat. I could get used to this, I mean… his cuddling was actually really good. It wouldn't be terrible to have him around if it meant having someone to cuddle with all the time…

I woke up, lightly blinking my eyes open- Suna was still humming, though it was very soft now. The baby was still, probably resting- but I was hungry. I groan softly, rubbing my palm into my eye as Suna hums inquisitively. "Hungry…" I mumble and he hums, sliding his arm out from under my back. "For?" He asks and I hum softly, yawning as I try to think of food. "Stoner sandwich?" He asks and I groan happily, licking my lips. "I'm on it." He chuckles as he crawls up, kissing my forehead softly. "Hold down the fort, okay?" He whispers and I hum, a smile spreading over my face as he slides off the bed. "Suna?" I ask softly and he hums, pausing and looking down at me. "PBJ, too?" I ask and he chuckles softly, nodding his head. "Of course, Sunshine." He says before slips out of the room quietly and I stretch my arms over my head- how long was I out? I looked out the window, seeing it was dark out. It had been a while… last I checked, it was 2 P.M. I checked the clock- it was now 9 P.M.. Wow, did I really miss lunch? That was a first, I slept right through it. Usually Kioshi or Kanori would come wake me up and make sure I ate something healthy and nutritious.

I yawn again, rolling onto my side and curling into a ball. Mm… I wonder how Kozu was doing? I mean, I had seen Kuroo and Suna… Was Kuroo still at work? He worked at the cafe, right? I thought they closed at 5… maybe he got a new job for the summer? Or… maybe he didn't think it was okay to come back? I mean, I didn't really tell him he could or couldn't… Did I want him to come back? I don't know… I mean… he said he wanted to be here. Did Suna want to be here? It seemed like he was enjoying himself, but… he had his own family and life. What if Hina missed him? What if the man- oh, wait… the man was in prison for life, now. He wouldn't be a problem again… The thought of it gave me relief, knowing that Hina and Sakura would never be targeted again. I hoped they were doing okay- did I ever tell Sakura's mom that the man had been apprehended and jailed? I don't think I did- how was she doing, anyway? I reach out for my phone, pulling up my messages and scrolling to her name. Jeez, had it really been 3 months since the man was caught? Sometimes it felt like he was still out there, waiting to pounce- but he was in a maximum security prison for life.

I text with Sakura's mom for a while, getting her all up to date on the man's status. She was very relieved to hear that he wouldn't be a problem anymore- she also informed me that thanks to the incident with Yuki, she had gotten full custody of Sakura. She was surprised to hear I was pregnant, she sent her regards for the circumstances- though she did ask if it was Suna's. When I told her I honestly didn't know, she seemed sentimental, but she wished me and the baby a happy and healthy life. She also told me if I ever wanted to see Sakura, she would be glad to arrange a playdate with me. It was… nice, almost like I had another friend. It was also nice to know that she had gotten custody of Sakura, she seemed like a pretty good mom. The door opens and I perk up, seeing Suna coming in with two plates and bottles tucked under his arm. He offered me one of the plates and I tossed my phone to the side, greedily taking it. He lets the bottles fall onto the bed- it was my favorite brand of the hydration drinks, one in the strawberry banana flavor and one in the mango pineapple flavor. "Take your pick." He says and I snag the mango pineapple flavor, digging in.

Would this be considered a snack? I mean, I practically scarfed down both of the sandwiches, even licking my fingers clean. I glanced over to Suna- he had a bit of peanut butter on his lip. I lean over, my tongue darting out and licking the peanut butter off. I lean back slightly, licking my lips as he stopped chewing his bite. He set his sandwich down, swallowing his bite as he set his plate to the side. Before I even knew it I was pinned to the bed, Suna's lips crashing against mine. A soft moan escapes me, his hands caging my wrists over my head. His tongue darts into my mouth, tilting his head as he massages my tongue with his. His body was towering over me, caging me under him- but he wasn't putting any weight on me, his elbows and knees perched on either side of me. My body lit up all over, blazing heat gathering between my legs as his lips dropped down to my neck. I shiver under him, moaning softly as I tilt my head to give him more access. Soft moans escape me, my back arching into his body heat as I press my tender breasts into his chest. He lets out a soft groan, caressing my wrists with his thumbs as he ran his hot tongue up my neck- fuck, that felt good.

I whimper, rubbing my legs together- he took my wrists, pinning and holding them with his one hand. He slid his now free hand down to my hip, sliding his hand under my shirt and along my side. I shudder, writhing under his soft touch as he slid his hand up to my breast. I gasp when he gently cups my breast in his hand, his thumb finding my tender nipple. I moan helplessly as he rolls it under his thumb, the tender bud stiffening under his touch. "Tell me, Sunshine… do you want me to please you?" He grounds out in my ear, my breath catching- oh, fuck. How could I say no? Literally, how could I say no to that throaty, deep voice whispering a promise of bliss in my ear? "Yes, please." I whimper, Suna groaning softly as his lips capture mine again. Our tongues tangle together in a passionate dance, his hand caressing my breast. He kisses me until I'm dizzy and breathless, my core feeling like molten lava from sheer arousal. He finally pulls away, panting for air as his hand on my wrists dart down and carefully pull off my shirt- his shirt, whatever. His head drops down, sprinkling the softest of kisses on my breasts as his hands cup the swollen mass, gently massaging them.

I shudder violently as his tongue darts over my nipple, my breath catching as he envelopes the aching bud in his hot mouth. A symphony of moans escape me, writhing as he massages my nipple with my tongue- he doesn't suck, he doesn't nip, he just rolls his soft tongue over the tender nipple. It feels delightful, my core trembling with need as each stroke of his tongue sends a bolt of arousal right into my molten heat. "Rin!" I beg and he moves to my other nipple, giving it the same treatment- my head was so dizzy, my body so needy, my core so hot… "Please!" I whine and he drops his head down again, sliding his hands to my bump and gently caressing it. He places the softest, sweetest kisses on my belly, my heart fluttering as I shiver. His hands slide down to my hips, his fingers hooking in my panties as he slowly, carefully slides them off. I felt a thrill as his hand slid between my legs, cupping my aching heat- I whimpered helplessly, my hands tangling in his hair as I tried weakly to push him down. He chuckles, sliding a finger into my aching heat- I let out a soft moan, my head falling back as I turn to goo. It felt so good, it had been so long since I had been touched-

Suna groans, lazily pumping his finger in my heat as I moan, my whole body trembling like jello. He slides down, spreading my legs open with his other hand as he continues stirring me up with his finger. His lips find my inner thigh, sprinkling soft kisses and licks over the delicate flesh. I whimper softly, my whole body aching with need- fuck, I didn't even know I could want anything so bad. He lightly pulled back, his breath brushing over my heat- my breath caught, a sharp thrill shooting through me as I felt my heart pounding in my chest. "Please?" I whisper, though before I even know it Suna's tongue is right where I need it. I tumble over the edge, a cry slipping past my lips as he lets out a deep, throaty groan. His tongue milks my bud, his finger stroking deep inside of me as I make all kinds of blissful noises. I'm sent to cloud 9, my head spinning as I fist my fingers in his hair, squeezing so tight my knuckles turn white. I swear to fucking god- I've never felt so high in my life. I tremble violently under him, my whole body writhing as my vision blurs, guttural moans tearing from me. He doesn't stop- I'm not sure if I want him to, it feels so good- but it was too fucking much, too much-

Suna pulls back, licking his lips and groping the tent in his pants as I take deep, shuddering gasps for air. He reaches into his back pocket, clicking his tongue as he glances around. He spots what he's looking for, reaching over to the nightstand and snagging his wallet. He opens it open, flipping through- "Fuck." He groans, looking through it again- "Fuckk." Suna groans, throwing his wallet to the side and burying his face into his hands. He lets out a frustrated groan and scrubs his hands over his face, though I whimper softly. "Please?" I beg softly and he takes a deep breath, slowly blowing it out. "I don't have a condom." He says, sounding dejected as he drops his hands down, giving me a pained look. "So?" I ask, though he shakes his head as he sighs softly. "It's… probably not a good idea to cum inside of you." Suna says and I hum softly, my head still pretty dizzy. "Then don't." I say simply, though Suna pauses as he seems to think. "You… mean… like, pull out before I can?" He says and I hum affirmatively, though he seems to hesitate. "Just… just this once… but… no kegel, okay?" He mumbles, sliding his hands to my thighs and pulling them around his waist.

He takes deep breaths as he leans over me, one of his hands perching beside my head as he slowly blows the breath out. He reaches down his other hand, pulling out his cock and perching it at my entrance. He seems to hesitate, looking up at me- I place my hand on his forearm, closing my eyes and completely relaxing under him. He takes another breath as he slowly pushes in- his breath catches as he freezes, though I feel goosebumps break out on his skin as he chokes lightly. If Suna was a car, all of his warning lights would be flashing, screaming at him to stop. His senses were overloaded- everything in his body screamed that he was about to burst if he didn't back out right now, but everything in his body screamed at him to not stop. She was… he didn't even know what to say, but his head was spinning and his balls clenching from trying so hard not to spray as he was frozen. He couldn't- he couldn't do it. "Nope." Suna grounds out, pulling out of me as I whine and try to squeeze him. "Nope, nope nope nope." Suna chants as he pulls away, hopping off the bed and storming for the door. I whine at the top of my lungs as he walks out, leaving me aching for more.

Suna was glad that he had actually been brought in by Arthur and that he made it as if he was showing off exhibits- he knew exactly which door to go to, seeing as Arthur had given him a mini tour. If he hadn't, he probably would've knocked on every door and woken everyone looking for the man. He knocks on the door, hearing a light stir in the room- it opens a minute later, Kanori looking confused as he sees Suna. "What's up?" Kanori asks, genuinely confused at the look of the younger, flustered boy. "Please tell me you have a fucking condom, for the love of god- I can't." Suna begs, making Kanori bark out a laugh as he realizes the situation. "Yeah, yeah- hold on." Kanori laughs as he walks back into his room, over to his nightstand. Suna fidgeted, sending anxious glances down the hall as his fingers felt clammy. Kanori pulls the drawer open, snagging a strip of packets and tossing it to Suna. "Gentle." Kanori says as Suna snatches the packets out of the air, nodding his head before he darts down the hall like a bat out of hell. Kanori snorts as he walks back to the door, closing it and locking it. "You can come out." Kanori muses, a naked Alisa poking her head out of his closet.

Suna came back while I was in the middle of my pouting, closing the door and locking it as he all but tore something open. He stripped off his shirt, tossing it to the side as he walked over to the bed, stripping off his pants and boxers. I opened my mouth to give him a lecture about leaving me aching, though he crawled back on the bed and captured my lips in a heated kiss before I could even get a word out. I let out a frustrated moan as he crawled over me, settling between my legs and fidgeting with something. He pulled me into his lap, wrapping my legs around his waist- well, good thing he came to his senses… I guess I could forgive him this once. He slides his cock to my entrance- wait, was that? He gently strokes into me, eliciting a sweet moan from me as I turn to goo once again- Suna lets out a throaty groan, shuddering as he takes my hands and slides his fingers into mine. He pins my hands over my head, gently rolling his hips into me. I pant desperately for air, my head spinning- oh, fuck. Bliss tore through me, sending me rocketing to cloud 9 with every deep stroke of his cock- I couldn't even feel the rubber through my blistering wet heat.

Suna breath comes in hot, heavy shuddering pants, his body trembling- but he doesn't stop, stroking deep, barely pulling out of me. Sweet moans flow from me, enjoying the look of pure bliss on his face and the steady flex of his muscles- fuck, so hot. He lets out a throaty groan, grunting as he reaches to the side- I hear a light tear and he lifts another packet to his teeth, carefully tearing it open. Oh, fuck, that was so hot- He shudders, pressing fully into me as he lets out a sweet, soft groan that makes me tingle and shudder all over- before he pulls out, pinching the condom he wore off. He ties it before tossing it to the side, sliding the next one on and stroking into me again. He shudders again, continuing his gentle strokes as he leans down and takes my hand again. I don't know how long we go- I do know that I was in heaven the entire time, that I existed in pure bliss with Suna. On occasion he'd pull out and switch the condom, but then he'd be right back inside of me and we'd go right back at it. It was slow, gentle and deep- and it felt fucking divine. I sing him a song of bliss the entire time, whispering his name on shuddering breaths and moaning ever so sweet.

He reaches to the side, groaning softly as he makes a pained face. I slide my hands from his, reaching up and whimpering softly. He carefully leans down into my waiting embrace, not placing his weight on me as he buries himself deep inside of me. We both voice our approval as I wrap my arms around him, holding him tight. He wraps his arms around me, holding me tight as he buries his head into my neck. "I love you, Princess… I love you so much… I love you so, so fucking much…" Suna whispers into my neck, making my heart flutter as he slowly pulls back, stroking into me the slowest- but by far the most passionate, meaningful rock. "I just do… I love you… I missed you… I wanted you… I did, I wanted you so bad… I just wanted to see you again, to hear your voice, to know you're around… I fucking missed you. I dreamed of you, I did… I dreamed of you constantly… I just… I missed you, so fucking bad…" Suna whispers, his voice trembling as he squeezes me gently. "Please… don't push me away, please don't… I want to be here… I'm happiest when I'm with you… if it's not with you, I don't want…" Suna sniffs, something wet dropping on my shoulder.

My heart aches at his words, tears filling my eyes as I let out a soft sob. "I- I missed you too, I'm sorry… I'm so sorry… I love you, I do. I missed you so much… I- I was just scared, I didn't… I didn't know… if… it... was okay…" I sob, Suna quickly shaking his head and letting out a choking sound. "It's always okay! I don't care, I was made to be by your side! I want you, I fucking need you! I can't be happy without you, don't you know?! I'm fucking miserable when you aren't around! I don't care what you think, I want to be here! I want to take care of you, I love you! Life… it just isn't the same without you. It's just… sad and boring. You're my little slice of heaven, my Sunshine, the light of my life… As long as you're by my side, I can do anything. You're the love of my life, my one and only true love." Suna says, making my heart flutter as I start crying happily. Suna cries with me, holding me tight though he takes care not to squish me. After a while I'm exhausted, though Suna reluctantly pulls out, pinching off the condom and tying it shut. He gathers up all the condoms and takes them to my bathroom, tossing them in the trash before running a bath for me.

He comes back, scooping me up and carrying me to the bathroom to clean up. We soak in the bath as he holds me tight and nuzzles his head into my hair, giving me sweet kisses all over. I enjoy all the love and attention, soaking it up and relaxing into his embrace. Yeah… I could get used to all this pampering. I giggle softly, Suna humming as he lays his head on my shoulder. "You can stay." I say, twisting my head and giving him a small kiss on the cheek. "Really?" He asks, looking at me with hopeful eyes as I give him a gentle kiss on the lips. "Yeah, I want you to be here." I say and his gaze softens with love and adoration as he peppers my lips with soft chaste kisses, making me giggle happily. I slide my hand up into his hair, gently playing with it as he slides his hand to cradle my tummy. "Thank you." He whispers, laying his cheek on my shoulder and gently caressing my stomach. "Mm, but you earned it." I admit and he chuckles softly, kissing my neck softly. "Should I request more condoms?" He muses and I scoff playfully as I give him a look. "Don't push your luck, mister." I tease, making him laugh as he helps me out of the bath and back to bed, cuddling together.