Confessions

Suna wraps his arms around me, burying his head in my hair and gently kissing the back of my head. "I cried in my room, wondering if I should just give up. If I should just… let go. It fucking killed me. I wanted to die, it hurt so bad. My baby… my little ray of hope… I didn't want to let go. It felt like in a world full of hurt, pain and just straight shit, I had a chance growing inside of me… sure, I was fucked up… it was all so fucked up… but he was innocent, he didn't deserve it. He deserved a chance, he deserved happiness, he deserved everything that we couldn't give him. I begged any and every god I could possibly think of to take pity on my damned soul to give him a chance, I begged and begged…" I say, my bottom lip began to tremble as I felt something wet drop onto my head. "I guess someone heard me. The next morning my mom called the only person she could think of, my uncle, Kioshi. I didn't even know my dad had a family. All I knew is that he was disowned when my mom got pregnant, that he was shunned for loving her… Kioshi gave us an opportunity that saved us. Our ray of hope in a shit hole." I say, Suna squeezing me gently and hitting the joint.

"He told us to move to Japan. He'd arrange for Akira to be transferred to a hospital with doctor of his. He'd get the best care available and my mom could arrange a payment plan for all of her bills. Kioshi took over the case as my lawyer so she wouldn't have to worry about it. He'd take my baby as his own until I could manage on my own. I'd be able to raise him and see him, he'd just live with my uncle and be raised alongside my cousin, Kanori. It was like a big sigh of relief… so we moved to Japan." I say and Suna blows the smoke out of the window. "And then?" He asks, taking another hit and passing me the joint. "We lived with Kioshi during my pregnancy, that's when I got really close with him and Kanori. My mom got to work job hunting and spent all her spare time with Akira, making sure he wasn't alone. I couldn't go because of my pregnancy… because I moved countries we couldn't press official charges against the man. He did however lose his job and was put on a sexual predator list, forbidding him from being anywhere near or working with kids. I was more than happy with that as long as he was as far away as possible." I mumble as I take a hit off of my joint.

"I had Nen, raised him… Akira got better, it was a slow and rocky road, but he's out of the hospital and home now. My mom… she's been able to relax as much as she can, I guess. She has a boyfriend that's nice. We… We've still got a lot of debt." I mumble, blowing my smoke out of the window. "I met Aima and Misaki and they got me to join the dance club. From there I just kind of… survived. Nen was my focus. Then the competition… I met everyone, then the man came to Japan. He found me, he found out about Nen… he tried kidnapping us, but the others saved us. I told Nen I was his mom, he told me to find him a daddy so we can be a family… he wants siblings." I say, laughing as I take another hit off the joint. "It's been… different. Ever since the competition, I'm not just surviving… I'm living, thriving. It's kind of scary, all these new things and feelings… I just… it's confusing to say the least. Oh, and Aima's pregnant. That's a whirlwind of emotions, especially with how things went down with Ray… I'm scared that something will happen to her. She's my best friend… my grandparents suddenly coming back into my family…" I mumble, shaking my head before I blow the smoke out.

"But… I'm happy. I'm glad that I've met everyone, that I've been saved… I'm grateful to everyone for being here for me. They've all been wonderful to me, even though I don't deserve it. It's just… I dunno." I mumble, passing him the joint as he takes one last hit, flicking it out of the window. "I think you deserve it. I think you deserve all that and a lot more." Suna says, gently kissing the back of my neck and making me shiver. "Well, it's not up to us to decide what I deserve and what I'm going to get." I snort, making Suna chuckle as he wraps his arms around my waist. "Do you want more kids?" He asks and I laugh, turning back to grin at him. "Oh, yeah. Not right now, though. We're still in debt and I don't want to put my family through that again, which is why I got my implant. I want more, though. They're just so precious." I admit, Suna placing small kisses all over the back of my neck. "And do you want a relationship?" He asks and I hum, thinking of my mom, Aima and Misaki's relationships. They were all so happy, so loved and so close with their other halves. I had been too scared after Yuki to try again, so hurt- "I… do. But I'm scared." I admit softly and Suna hums, squeezing me lightly.

"There's plenty of time to think about it, Sunshine. Don't worry your pretty little head." Suna says, kissing the back of my head and making me smile. "You know… My mom, Aima and Misaki… they all met some really wonderful people through the competition too. I mean, I did too, but they found people to love and be loved by… I look at them and I can't help but feel happy… and jealous. I want those things too, you know? The cute moments, the giggles and stealing kisses when they think no one's looking… I want other things too, like this." I say, gesturing to me and him. "The smoking, the cuddling… just talking, being close and open with each other." I say, my mind feeling fuzzy and light as I look out the window. "I… want things that I had with Yuki too. The late night driving, just listening to music. Strolling through supermarkets and just goofing around, buying snacks. Driving to a place with a nice view and just munching, staring at the stars… I always feel like I lose my gravity when I'm staring at them, like I'm just going to float off… but then he'd pull me close, and I knew I'd be okay. Of course it ended up a shit show, but…" I mumble, though Suna hums, burying his head into my hair.

"We can go to the store if you want. We can shop for some snacks, goof around a bit… then we can find a place to chill and stargaze." Suna says, making me smile as I giggle softly. "Mm. Sounds nice, but… not tonight. Tonight, I just want to cuddle and fall asleep in your arms." I say and he chuckles softly, squeezing me lightly. "I can do that too." Suna says, shutting the window and curtains before locking his box. He picked me up, carrying me over to his bed, stashing his box back underneath. He set me down before disappearing into the bathroom, though I watched curiously. He comes back with a black shirt, offering it to me. "Pajamas. I'm going to get the bedding." He says and I nod, taking the shirt before he leaves the room, shutting the door behind him. I stood up, kicking off my shoes and stripping off everything but my panties. I slid the shirt on- it almost hung to my knees, it was big and baggy on me. I lifted it to my nose, sniffing softly- it smelled like Suna, like a forest after a fresh rainfall. So nice- I jump when the door opens, my cheeks burning as I quickly drop the part I had been holding. "What?" Suna asks, raising an eyebrow as he comes in with a handful of bedding.

"Nothing!" I squeak, dashing over and taking everything but the comforter from his hands. "Are you sure?" Suna snorts as I shuffle over to his bed, sorting out his sheets and beginning to make his bed. "Uh huh…" I say, pulling two of the corners on before crawling onto the bed to put the other two on. "I think you're lying." Suna chuckles as I feel my cheeks burning hotter. "It's nothing!" I squeak and get the fitted sheet spread out, making sure it was snug. "Mhm." Suna chuckles, his hand stroking over my ass and making me jump. "Tell me." He chuckles, pulling me over as I feel my face burning. "Rin!" I gasp, flipping over as he pulls my hips flush against him. "Tell me what, Kimi." Suna chuckles, grinning as he leans down, hooking my legs on his hips. My whole body feels hot as I bite my bottom lip, his arms caging me under him. "But it's really nothing…" I mumble and his lips twitch as he stares into my eyes. "Tell me anyways." Suna says and I huff, lifting my hands up to his chest. "Fine… your shirt smells like you… it's nice." I mumble and Suna chuckles, leaning down and kissing my nose. "God, you are so fucking cute." Suna mumbles softly, leaning down and brushing his lips over mine.

Butterflies explode in my chest and I feel like my face has caught fire, though I push Suna away gently. "Uh, I haven't brushed my teeth…" I mumble though he just groans, pushing his body against my hands. "I don't give a shit." He says, though I shake my head, looking into his eyes. "I do, my mouth tastes disgusting right now." I say and he sighs, leaning up and kissing my forehead. "Then go brush your teeth, there's a spare toothbrush under my sink. The red one. You should probably wash your face off too. You still have makeup on." Suna says and I wiggle my nose as he kisses softly over my face. "I should probably take a shower." I say as his kisses start lingering down my neck. "You can take one in the morning." He mumbles, his tongue dragging up my neck and making me shiver. "Suna… please. I don't want to ruin my panties." I say and he chuckles, looking at me with a heat in his eyes. "Hurry up and go then." He says and I snort, brushing my hands over his chest. "Someone's holding me down." I say and his lips curl into a grin as he leans down again. "Who? Innocent ol' me?" He asks and I laugh, sliding out from under him and into the bathroom.

I brush my teeth and wash my face before I head back out, Suna laying on his back under the comforter on the now made bed. His eyes were closed and his cheeks flushed, one of his arms curled under his pillow, the other under the comforter, his knees raised and slightly spread. I walk over to the bed and he opens his eyes, grinning at me. "Take off your panties." He says hoarsely and I raise my eyebrow at him. "You don't want to ruin them, right?" He chuckles as he gently brushes the comforter down, revealing his bare chest. I turn away, my cheeks burning though I hesitantly slide off my panties. "Good, now come here." Suna says, sliding his hand out from under his pillow and holding it out to me. I take his hand, watching him cautiously as I slide under the comforter and crawl over to him. He wraps his arm around my shoulders and rolls onto his side, pulling me flush against him. His other hand pulls my leg over his hip, pulling me flush against his hard length. I suck in a sharp breath, my body feeling hot though he presses his lips into mine. I close my eyes and lay my hands on his chest, feeling his hot bare skin and muscles. His tongue slides into my mouth, beginning to lazily dance with mine.

He tilts his head lightly, deepening the kiss and pulling me closer. I moan softly, sliding one of my arms around his neck and curling my fingers in his hair. My other arm slides around his chest, clutching onto his back and pulling my body flush against him. He groans softly, sliding his hand into my hair and wrapping his arm tightly around my waist. His cock throbs against my heat and I shiver, nipping his tongue. He nips my bottom lip before he drops his lips down to my neck, beginning to leave lingering kisses as I catch my breath. "Rin…" I moan and he licks up my pulse, though I tilt my head to give him more access. "Kimi…" He whispers as he settles behind my ear, sucking gently and making me shiver. My body tingles as I press myself as close to him as I can, placing my lips at the base of his neck and licking softly. He hums as he pulls his lips away with a pop, though I start sucking gently. He chuckles, kissing gently over my neck as his hand on my waist drops down to cup my ass. "Fucking hell… I can't get enough of you." Suna whispers roughly against my neck, making me feel tingly. I pull away from his neck with a pop, kissing the spot softly before I nip it harshly.

Suna sucks in a sharp breath, bucking his hips into me and making his cock rub against my wet core through his pants. I moan as he groans, our lips finding each other again and our tongues tangling in a passionate dance. My body was hot and tingly, my blistering wet heat pressed against his throbbing hot cock through his pants. I pull away from the kiss and he groans in protest, though he falls silent as I slide my body down, my fingers finding his pant strings. I untangle them and I feel his hot gaze burning into me as I pull his pants out of the way. I wrap my hand around his girth, flicking my tongue over his tip. Suna groans low and rough, sliding his hand into my hair. "Shh…" I giggle as I take him into my mouth, feeling him shudder. I easily slide him into my throat, sucking gently and running my tongue over him. "Shit…" He groans, his fingers digging into my skull as my nose pressed against his pelvis. "Sunshine…" Suna breathes as I bob my head on him, humming softly and eliciting a groan from him. He tries to pull me off but I wrap my arm around his waist, tilting my head. I slide him fully into my throat, eliciting a groan from him as he sprays his seed into my throat.

I swallow it down, slowly pulling off and licking him clean. He shudders violently, panting as he yanks me up, his lips slamming into mine. Our tongues tangle in a furious battle as he pins me down to the bed, lifting my legs up and pressing them to my chest. "Keep quiet, Sunshine. I'm not going easy on you." Suna chuckles before he slides his hand down to my core, his head following not long after. I slap my hand over my mouth as two of his fingers slam into my core, beginning to stroke deep inside of me. His tongue finds my aching bud as my other hand dives into his hair, barely strangling a cry of pleasure. He groans softly, burying his knuckle deep inside of me as his lips wrap around my bud, sucking gently. My head spins, my vision flashing white as I let out a strangled and muffled scream of bliss. I throw my head back, digging it into the bed as I tremble and writhe under his torment. He pulls his fingers and lips away from me and I pant desperately for air, closing my eyes. His body moves over mine and his hand wraps around my throat, his fingers slick with my heat. He presses on my throat and slams his cock fully into me, silencing my scream of bliss.

He pounds into me, the bed creaking as his lips crash into mine. My body tingles all over, feeling butterflies all over in my chest, flying in circles as waves of bliss crash through me. My head spins, my vision blurring as our tongues tangle together, his soft groans filling my mouth. It was so hot- god, I was so aroused feeling him choking me. I let out a guttural moan, squeezing my eyes shut as he started harshly thrusting into me. I whimper desperately, feeling him slam deeply inside of me, branding me with his length. I claw desperately at his back, the bed frame slamming into the wall as he doesn't bother holding back his heated groans. I greedily capture them with my mouth, burying my nails into his skull and pulling his lips as close to mine as possible. I choke out moans, pressing as close as I could to him, enjoying his heat. He shudders, wrapping his arm under my waist and pulling me into him. My head feels like it was floating in the clouds as he humps deep inside me. His body presses into mine, panting heavily as his body trembles. "Kimi…" Suna breathes softly, groaning throatily as he pulls me as close as he can. "Rin." I choke and he shudders, slamming fully into me- everything going black.

Suna loved Kimiko- every cell in his body called to him, screaming for more of her. It was like she was a drug and he was already hooked down to his bones on her. She was his taste of heaven- his ultimate desire, the sweetest temptation that life could ever offer. He was constantly starving for her, he could never get enough- he was utterly hopeless, shamelessly addicted and a fiend for her. Sure, the sex was great- it changed everything he had ever experienced actually. He usually only ever had one night stands that were just to satisfy the girl, a means to an end and a temporary relief for him. More often than not it was the girl calling back for another taste of him- he rarely asked for numbers either, let alone actually dial them for a taste of more. He had barely heard the words out of Aima's mouth as he signed the paperwork, putting Kimi's number in his phone before he asked where she was. He didn't need to hear anymore, thinking it was just going to be the usual fun for the sake of fun. When he came across her in his private underpath, smoking and singing ever so softly, he stopped for a moment- he felt he should walk away, but he just looked over her sexily clothed body and felt hungry.

She was absolutely beautiful, drop dead gorgeous- he didn't know why he had stopped. When her eyes found him, slowly looked over him, assessed him- they had met once before, not formally introduced. When she had burst into song after their usual routine, he found it amusing that the twin's usual treatment didn't work on her. She didn't even look back as she walked away- that was all it was to her and it delighted him. She didn't say anything as she offered the blunt to him- but it was invitation enough for his legs to work again. He slid down beside her, felt her body against his side- he felt hot beside her. He couldn't really explain it, but as he hit the blunt he wondered if he was already high. He hadn't smoked in a while, his buzz had long faded- the song she listened to was really good. They say a person's taste in music can tell a lot about a person, but the song had just started and he already knew that she was different. The lyrics spoke to him, her actions- she was so different. When the bass dropped, he felt like he should escape before he got caught up in her. He couldn't bring himself to move, like he was caught in a web and waiting for the spider to wrap him in a cocoon.

And oh, did she wrap him in her cocoon- and he knew he was caught, no escape and no going back. Her mouth was heaven- he never felt anything like it before, a trap of its own. It made him dizzy, his head spinning and his breath fucked up- so fucked up that he didn't even think about the condom in his pocket when he slammed into her. He just couldn't bring himself to stop- for the first time in his life, he wanted more. She was sopping wet, blistering hot and oh, she squeezed him so tight- like a virgin. When she came on him, her scream rang in his ears and he wanted more. When she rode him, it felt like he got swept up in a hurricane of bliss- he had to kiss her. She had been so hot and wet, so fucking tight- she whispered the magic words and like a puppet his release tore through him. He didn't think about the possibility of kids- he honestly didn't give a damn as he felt that hot flash of pure bliss tear through him. If he had kids with her, maybe he could have as much of her as he wanted. She moved on- he set her down, still in his high as she answered her phone. He moved through the motions and fixed his clothes- he couldn't tear his eyes away from that sexy body that he just filled with his cum.

It was weird to think that the whole thing occurred because Tsumu asked for a good burger joint, Suna recommended the place right by his private smoke spot- right where he found her smoking, like she belonged there. It was even weirder to watch her scale that wall without saying she would call him- he wondered briefly if that's how his one night stands felt. Left wanting for so much more when they had only gotten a small but intoxicating taste- and god, did she taste so divine. That whole night he spent thinking of her, craving her, starved for her. He decided to go to his usual hook up spot, he found a girl to try and satisfy that hunger. The moment he slid into that girl- with a condom- he just felt ravenous for Kimiko. She had ruined it for him with just one taste- the poor girl didn't even compare, she could never compare. He didn't even bother continuing, leaving the confused girl with a dry condom as he stormed home, that song echoing in his head with the feeling of slamming into her. He drew her for the first time that night, he drew her in the underpass- like she belonged, like he had seen her- sat down with a blunt in her hand, blowing out a stream of smoke from her lips.

The next afternoon his club mates proposed going to their smoking spot for the usual- and for once, he told them he would sit it out. He went to his solo smoking spot- he probably wouldn't admit it at the time, but he was hoping to see her there. He didn't want to call her- pride kept him from doing it, as silly as it might seem, he hoped she caved first. When he had seen her car in the diner's lot he could hardly breath as he felt giddy- she was there. The last thing he expected to see was that the small girl had kicked the ass of three guys that always caused him trouble. How they found his smoke spot, he didn't know- but how such a small girl managed to take out all three of them and have them running with their tails between their legs- he couldn't comprehend. Once again she amused him by standing out from the rest- but she was trying to leave. He didn't want to let her go- he couldn't let go- he wanted more. So he grabbed her hand before he could think about it, dragging her around the wall and to her car- he was relieved when she agreed to come to their other smoke spot. On the car ride over he couldn't help but wonder- would she look like she belonged there, too?

And she did, she looked right at home in the lawn chair as she smoked- she belonged there. He asked her if she was okay- he never asked that question, because he didn't care for the answer. But he did this time- he wanted to know if she was okay. She looked stressed- her answer was simple and brief, he left it at that. He knew his friends would be there soon, but he just wanted that time with her and he didn't care what they said when they got there. He was surprised to know that she knew Aran's friend- in fact they seemed close, really close. The two spoke fluently to each other in two different languages, though it was about whatever had been bothering her. When Arthur gestured to Suna, he felt his heart skip a beat- had they been talking about him? Then he asked if they did it, how it was. He waited for Kimiko to answer as he held his breath- but she didn't say anything. Before he even realized what had happened, Arthur stripped her down, it went dark and she stripped off her panties. She started running- he wanted more, he wanted to see that sexy body in the light. He turned on the light, though she dove into the water before he could see her.

When he found her in the park, he was ravenous again- he needed a taste of her and she was right there, waiting for him to taste. He told no one to interfere- he didn't plan on sharing her yet, he needed a taste of her alone. When his fingers slid into her for the first time- he felt ravenous for a taste of that molten hot slick heat. She was so wet and tight- more so than the last time he had her, if possible. She came so easily on his fingers- the thought sent him over the edge, he was going to have her then and there. She had gotten so much better, her voice had gotten so much sexier- and then she used a kegel. He saw white, his body going limp as he barely managed to hold back his orgasm- it took everything inside him not to. Then she rode him like a hurricane- his world was shattered, he felt like he was tilted off his axis- it was life changing. For once he forgot about his pride and just lost himself in her hurricane, her cocoon of pure bliss. It was the first time he went two rounds in a row- his body was left weak and trembling. He was more scared of his heart- it was pounding in his chest as he felt it. He had caught feelings- he was caught in her web and for once he was scared- but he wanted more.

He called her the next morning- pride be damned, but he had drawn her again that night, sitting in the lawn chair of the smoke spot- like she belonged. He was addicted- no use denying it, but he needed her. That day she opened up to him, told him that she felt drawn to him- and he felt his heart pounding again. That day he drew her the first time he met her, standing on the street with a duffel bag in her hand. He would seek her out- he wanted to be around her, he wanted to figure out what made her tick- like an addict, he simply couldn't get enough. Worst part is, she didn't get boring after a while, she didn't have any faults or downfalls that ruined his addiction; no, she got better. She was great with kids- fuck if he wasn't tempted to make her the mother of his kids. She had a really interesting life that he wanted to know all about- he wanted her to rely on him, to trust him and lean on him. He wanted to be her escape, her safety net- he wanted to be there for her. She was just- so good, it was like she belonged in his life. She made it better, it wasn't the dull repetition he was used to. He wanted more- no, he needed more. He was utterly and completely addicted and madly in love with her.

I stir from my sleep, wrapped tightly in Suna's arms and holding him tight. We were on our sides, one of his arms wrapped around my waist and under my shirt and his other arm tangled in my hair, cradling my head into his neck. My arm was wrapped around his torso, my other arm wrapped around his neck and my hand curled in his hair. My leg was slung over his hip, his leg laying over my other thigh. Between my legs was a delicious ache, my throat sore and my lips bruised. I looked at the window- no light was peeking through the curtains. My mouth was dry, every breath I took stung- I groaned softly, slowly prying myself from Suna's arms. I slid off the bed, grabbing my panties from the floor and heading to the bathroom. I drank from the faucet, cleaning myself up and sliding my panties back on. I head back out to the room, gently rubbing my eye and glancing at Suna. He had rolled into his back, his arm draped over his face and his breathing shallow. I was wide awake, my mind racing and empty at the same time. I walked over to the window, peeking out at the sky- the moon was high in the sky. I sigh softly before sitting at his desk, looking at the scattered papers and pencils.

My eyes adjusted to the dark, looking over the drawings as I slowly traced my fingers over them. Other than the three drawings of me, he drew landscapes- the lake of their smoke spot, the sunset, the pedestrian underpass. There were drawings of Hana too, though they were simpler. He had only gone in depth drawing me, like he was taking a picture from his mind and putting it on paper. I flip to the last page- it was empty, just a blank piece of paper. I slowly trace my finger over it before I stand up, walking over to my things and grabbing my earbuds and phone. I walk back over to the desk, sitting down and getting settled as I play 'Scary Love' on repeat, picking up the pencil. I start with a rough sketch- I hope he didn't mind me using his pencil and paper, but it helped calm my buzzing mind. I drew him in four different ways- standing in the entrance of the underpass, his eyes searching mine. I drew him sitting in the lawn chair with his eyes on me, exhaling his smoke. I drew him laid down on the roof of his school, grinning widely at me. I drew him sitting on the edge of the stage, looking at me from the corner of his eye- no background, just him, looking at me, colored and shaded perfectly.

I set the pencil down when I was finished, staring at the paper before I put everything back the way I found it. I glanced back at the window- I could see the sun peeking out now, so I checked my phone. It was about time for him to wake up and get around for school- and time for me to get ready to leave. Today was the last day of me being in Japan before I went back home to Miyagi- it would be a while before I saw him again. I pull the earbuds from my ears, turning them off before I gather my things and put them back into my bag. I walk over to Suna, sliding onto the bed behind him and crawling over to him. I curl against his back, gently sprinkling kisses over the back of his neck as I wrap my arms around him. I kiss the base of his skull and feel him shiver, his breathing picking up as his body shifts. "Good morning, Rin." I whisper in his ear, gently kissing the shell of his ear. He blinks his eyes open, slowly looking at me as he takes a deep breath. I keep sprinkling kisses over his neck and he rolls onto his back, so I move to sprinkle kisses over his face. He wraps his arm around me, pulling me into his chest as he closes his eyes. I softly kiss his mouth, gently brushing my hand over his cheek.

"Rin-nii! It's time to get up for school!" Hana says, knocking on the door as Suna groans, pulling me tighter against him. "I'm just gonna skip today and spend it with you." Suna whispers, making me smile as I shake my head. "Sorry, Rin. I've gotta go back to my camp. All I've got time for is a shower." I say and he groans in disappointment as I slide off of him, heading to the bathroom. The door opens and I hear Hana flying in, belly flopping onto Suna. "Get up, Rin-nii! Time for school!" Hana says, making me giggle as Suna grunts in pain. "I'm up, I'm up. Go get ready for school, Little Squirt." Suna grumbles and I hear Hana dash out of the room, shutting the door behind herself. I brush my teeth and Suna comes in with some of my clean clothes, dropping them on the counter and nudging me to the side. He brushes his teeth, his eyes closed as he gently scratched his neck where I left a hickey. I reach over and brush his hand away, twining my fingers with his. I brush my tongue, gagging lightly and his eyes peak open, looking at me in the reflection of the mirror with a faint heat in his eyes. I spit the paste out, rinsing my mouth before hopping into the shower, Suna following not long after.

I felt bad- his back looked like he had been ferociously attacked, red and covered in scratch marks I left behind. His neck had a dark hickey with a bite mark- I apologized he just snorted and pointed at my neck. I understood when I got out of the shower- my neck was definitely marked. 3 bites, 2 dark hickey's and a nice red handprint left behind- all from him, right along with my bruised lips. He gave me a scarf to cover it, which I was grateful for- other than the fact that I was going to be indoors all day. I wore the pants from yesterday and the shirt from earlier, making a proper winter outfit with the cap and jacket he also lent me. When I arrived back at the camp, I went right back to my room and glanced at Kags. "Hey, um, I'm really sorry for disappearing for so long." I say, bowing deeply to him though he just shrugged. "It's okay. I… actually kind of prefer to be alone. My parents always hover and it gets annoying." Kags says and I nod, coming to sit next to him. "If you ever want, you can just come over to my house and chill. I mean, Akira might bug you about volleyball and the cats might try to get your attention, but…" I say, shrugging my shoulders as he nods lightly.

"Or you can use it as an excuse to sneak away. Just tell me where you're really going when you do." I say and he glances at me, seeming surprised though he nods. "Oh, and Kags?" I say and he hums, getting ready for his training. "I know about you and Hina. It's okay, you don't have to hide it from me. I'm happy that you found someone you like and that you can be yourself with. If you want to drop out of the competition for that, I can arrange it with Aima." I say and he seems surprised, looking over at me though I offer him a smile. "Think about it, talk over it with Hina. No judgement from me, I won't tell anyone. I know how to keep a secret." I say and he slowly nods, heading out of the door. I linger for a moment before I head down for breakfast, tucking myself out of sight and trying to be as discreet as I could with my scarf and cap- though I stood out because we were indoors. "Yo, Slut! I haven't seen you in a minute. What's up with the getup?" Korai says, making me jump as he sits down beside me. "Battle scars." I say, showing him a peek of my neck as he bursts out laughing, though I cover my neck back up. We start talking about volleyball as we both eat our breakfast.

"Oh yeah, I promised you I'd dance for you, didn't I? Today's the last day of the camp, so why don't I do it before we leave?" I say, Korai's eyes lighting up with delight. "I almost forgot about that, that'd be nice. Dance dirty for me." Korai says as he grabs his tray and I nod, though he leaves as everyone starts heading to the training, leaving me behind. I pull out my phone, making a call to the party group chat and fiddling with the brim of my hat. I wait for everyone to join, chiming their hellos. "Hey. Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm alright." I say, though my voice is sore and rough. "Uh, are you sure about that? Your voice sounds like shit." Iwai says and I shift, running my tongue over my teeth. "I'm fine." I say though I hear someone messing around with their phone. "Turn on your video camera." Daichi asks and I sigh, pulling my phone back. "But why?" I ask and he sighs, turning on his video camera. "Cause I want to see you're alright." Daichi says and I turn on my video camera, pointing it to myself as I pull my scarf up to my chin. "See? I'm perfectly fine. Just a sore throat." I say, offering him a smile as he scrutinizes me, Arthur turning on his camera.

"Why are you wearing a scarf and cap indoors?" Tendo chimes and I drop my head, fiddling with my cap. "Uh, no reason…" I say, feeling my cheeks burn as I hear Arthur cackle. "Then take it off." Arthur says and I glare at him, shaking my head. "No, I don't think I will." I say, making him laugh even harder. "You're hiding something." Toru chimes and I shift, dropping my gaze. "Uh, what makes you say that?" I ask and Arthur starts fiddling around with his phone- Suna joins the video call, though I could tell he was at school. He fiddles lightly with his phone, lazily looking down as if he was looking at a textbook, though I could see the faint trace of an earbud in his ear. "You're inside, you're wearing a cap and a scarf. You're hiding something, show us." Iwai says and Kuroo joins the video call- he was at Kozu's, I could see him playing on his laptop over his shoulder. "Oh, you know what, I gotta go." I say, hanging up though my phone immediately starts ringing. My phone accidentally slips over the answer button and I curse. "I'm not letting this go, princess. Show us what you're hiding under the scarf." Daichi says and I fiddle lightly with the cap, my cheeks burning.

"I uh… I can't do that…" I say, turning my head lightly as I itch the back of my head awkwardly. Daichi leans forward, squinting his eyes- "That's one hell of a hickey behind your ear. Pretty sure you didn't have it last night." Daichi says and I feel my face burning as I slap my hand to cover it. I see Suna's lip twitch as Arthur laughs maniacally, getting up- he was naked. "Oh, come on. Why so shy now my little sexy girl? You show off for me all the time." Arthur says and I drop my head, my ears feeling hot- okay, I was definitely blushing. "Well, Arthur… um… you know, last night was uh… it was…" I mumble, raising my head and covering my mouth as I look at the camera. Daichi had his eyebrow raised, Arthur was getting dressed- I could see petals on the bed behind him. Kozu was now peeking over Kuroo's shoulder, and Suna had his hand over his mouth- probably covering a grin. "Show us." Daichi says and I rub my face, taking a deep breath. "Do you all really want to see?" I ask and they all nod, the others agreeing vocally. I scrub my hand over my face before I look around- I was alone in the cafeteria. "Arthur, for the record, I despise you." I say as I slip my hand into the scarf.

"Hey, to be fair, I thought the petals on the bed was a nice touch." Arthur snorts as he flips his camera shows off the room he was in- completely torn up, petals and feathers all over. "Yeah, well, it was my idea." I mumble, fiddling with the scarf lightly as Daichi groans. "Show us your neck already. I want to count how many hickey's he put on you." Daichi grumbles and I take a deep breath, shaking my head. "3 bite marks, 2 hickey's and…" I mumble, pulling down my scarf as I hear them all breathe in a collective breath of air. "Holy fucking- Arthur, what the hell?" Daichi says and Arthur lets out a maniacal laugh, a big grin spreading over his face. "You should see his back." I mumble, Arthur laughing even harder. "I don't see any bite marks." Kozu says and I lightly rub the tip of my nose. "Those are on the back of my neck…" I mumble, though I see Suga appear over Daichi's shoulder. "What's this all about?" Suga asks, though I see from Suna's eyes that he was amused. "Did you have a threesome?" Kuroo asks and I quickly shake my head. "No! No, this is all from one person." I say, though Suga's face darkens as he takes Daichi's phone, smiling sweetly.

"Pardon me, what did I miss?" Suga chimes, Daichi setting his hand on Suga's shoulder and peeking over. "Show the bites, sexy girl. Do it, do it now!" Arthur cackles and I sigh, brushing all of my hair over my shoulder before I tilt my head and pull the scarf out of the way. Arthur laughs maniacally, his eyes twinkling with excitement as he grins widely. "What the absolute fuck happened to your neck?" Suga demands darkly though I fix my scarf, my face red as I put my hair back. "We couldn't be loud and I can't exactly be quiet, so…" I mumble, everyone chuckling as I feel my face burn. "Just use a ball gag." Kozu grumbles and I pull the scarf to cover my nose. "Well, Kemma, you're the only one that's used a ball gag on me." I say and his lips twitch as everyone gasps, Arthur too busy laughing. "Arthur, shut the fuck up." I say, my cheeks burning as his laughter dies down. "Good idea, Kozu. Too bad you liked being choked, right, Kiki?" Arthur says and I drop my phone, fumbling to catch it as I feel so embarrassed. "Arthur! Shut the fuck up! I swe-" I squeak, though Arthur starts rapping gunboikaz's remix of 'WAP'. "Arthur, I'm coming to kick your ass." I grumble though he spews the second part and I hang up.

I immediately get a video call- not from the group chat, but from Arthur. I answer and he's laughing his ass off, though I hear a lot of buzzing. "God, they're blowing up my phone! I love taking the blame for you. They're pissed, especially Suga!" Arthur laughs and I glare lightly at him, though I knew he was taking the brunt of it for Suna. "Well, you're the last one I expected to call me after that chat, but hey, I'm not surprised." I mumble, though my phone bings- a text from Suna- just a winky face. "Yeah, well, I wanted to make sure you were actually okay, plus you need to come get me so we can go shopping." Arthur says and I raise an eyebrow at him. "Suna's new bed, furniture for the smoke spot." Arthur says and I nod, taking my tray and dumping it. "I'm just fine. I uh… I actually enjoyed…" I mumble, my face burning as Arthur chuckles. "Oh, I know you did. You kinky bitch. Pick Suna and Aran up on your way. I owe him some furniture too." Arthur cackles and I nod, grabbing my backpack and heading out to my car. I text Suna to let him know I was coming to get him and Aran, to which he replies with a thumbs up. I climb into my car, driving to Inarisaki and picking up Suna and Aran.

Arthur was in a heated battle with Aran over couches for the smoke spot, Suna and I watching them go on with growing concern. I could tell Aran was getting impatient, every word that Arthur said his smile got bigger- and so did the tick on his forehead. Arthur on the other hand was trying to get a rise out of him- his smile was getting wider, his eyes sparkling more. At some point Suna took my hand, beginning to slowly guide me away from the tension. "While they're doing that, you can help me pick a bed." Suna snorted, making me giggle as I followed him to the area for beds. "I swear, Arthur just can't get enough of pissing people off." I mumble as I walk over to a bed, running my hand over it. "You think he gets off on it?" Suna says and I snort, testing out the bed. "Do I even wanna know what that means?" I ask and Suna laughs, shaking his head. "Probably not." Suna says before he grins at me. "Want to help me properly test these beds?" He asks and I raise an eyebrow at him. "I thought I was doing that." I say, making him chuckles as he slides between my legs. "They need to be able to take a beating." Suna says, making my cheeks burn as he wraps his arms around my waist.

He picks me up before throwing me on the bed, making me squeal as I bounce. He laughs, crawling over me and beginning to bounce the bed lightly. "No, this won't do. Too flimsy." Suna says, picking me up off of the bed and standing up. "I could've told you that." I say, my cheeks red- though he throws me onto the next bed, making me cry out in surprise. I slam into it with a grunt- it was firm. "Yeah, definitely not. Too stiff." Suna says as he comes over, picking me back up and throwing me onto the next bed. I laugh giddily as I fall into this one- no bounce, no slam, just a nice soft fall. "Hmm…" Suna says, crawling over me and bouncing the bed lightly. "Nice." Suna says, leaning down and capturing my lips. I gasp in surprise, his tongue diving into my mouth as he grabs my thighs. He pulls my legs around his waist, his arms pinning me down as our tongues tangle. He pounds his hips against mine, making me moan as I clutch onto him. "How's the bed, Sunshine?" Suna chuckles throatily, a thrill shooting through me as I flip us over. "You tell me, Rin. It's your bed." I giggle as I bounce my hips up, slamming back against him and making him groan.

"Oh yeah, definitely." Suna chuckles, his hands grabbing onto my waist as he grins up at me. "Good. Let's go tell Arthur then." I laugh, sliding off of him as he lets out a disappointed groan. "You're such a fucking tease." Suna says and I sling my backpack over my shoulder, grinning back at him. "And what does that make you, Rin?" I ask in a sultry, throaty voice, raising an eyebrow at him. "Horny, Sunshine. It makes me horny." Suna chuckles, sliding off the bed and wrapping his arms around my waist. He pulls me back against him, letting me feel his hard cock as he leans over and kisses my cheek. "Come on then, Mr. Horny." I giggle, wiggling my ass against him before I slide out of his hold. I slide my fingers into his, taking note of the bed before I guide him back to the couch area. "I don't see them." Suna mumbles as he discreetly adjusts himself, though I head for the door. "Well, I have a feeling I know where they went." I hum softly, Suna's hand squeezing my hand lightly. "You sure we want to find them?" Suna asks and I snort, shaking my head. "Oh, I don't. But I do want them to hurry up so we can leave." I say, flashing him a smile as his lips curl into a grin.

I pick up a rock from the ground, letting go of Suna's hand as I round the corner. I aim the rock and throw it, hearing a loud thwack. "Son of a bitch!" Arthur gasps, Suna snorting as he turns away. "I got places to be, things to do. Are you really doing that behind a trash can? I mean, come on, from roses on the bed to behind a dumpster? I question your standards, Arthur." I say, turning around as I hear the shuffling of clothes. "She is right, you know. That is quite a stretch." Aran laughs as I hear them coming over. "Don't get me started on where this bitch has been." Arthur snorts and I flip him the bird over my shoulder. "I could spell the alphabet with all the places you've been. We found a bed, I hope you found a couch." I say, though I hear a loud smack and Arthur gasps. "I dunno, Arthur. Are we getting that couch?" Aran asks and Arthur giggles. "I think I'll need more convincing." Arthur says and I wiggle my nose, Suna slinging his arm over my shoulder. "You've got a disgusted look on your face." Suna chuckles and I look up at him. "As much as Arthur loves being involved in my sex life, I despise involving myself in his; let alone hearing about it." I say and everyone laughs as we buy the furniture.

"Okay, it'll be delivered within the week. Next we need to buy Rooster his bed… we can do that after we drop Kag back at Miyagi…" Arthur says and I pause as we get back in the car, turning around and looking at him. "What's wrong?" I say as I search his eyes and he blinks, staring back at me. "Later, when we're alone." Arthur says and I nod, turning the car on and pulling out. "Wait, what? You guys always do that. It's not english." Aran says and I snort as I pull out of the parking lot. "We speak many different languages." I say, driving to Inarisaki and dropping them off. Suna leans over and kisses my cheek before he slides out of the car. Aran and Arthur slide out, Arthur taking the passenger seat and waving bye. I take off and he shuts the door, settling back down. "Speak." I say, turning the radio down as I pull away and head to drop him off. "My parents want me married by the end of the next year. I can't talk them out of it, it's gonna happen." Arthur sighs and I take his hand, squeezing it lightly. He presses his lips tightly together, tears gathering in his eyes as he squeezes my hand back. We don't say anything, I just let him silently cry as I hold his hand tightly.