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So Im a spider so what VOL.15

Xrelle_Tero · Fantasy
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I Gently talk to the Sensei who can't stop crying.

In fact, it is true that the Sensei was used by Potimas, but there are still many reincarnated people saved by the Sensei.

This world is harsh unlike the earth.

I don't know how many times I would've died, and it's the same with the blood-sucker and Oni.

Even so, we were just lucky.

It wasn't strange if I was dead.

It's the same with other reincarnated people, and unless they were born in some privileged classes such as Yamada-kun, they would have always lived side by side with death.

Perhaps half of them here wouldn't have survived if they weren't protected by the Sensei.

And because the reincarnated people are gathered together in this elf village, I was able to defeat Potimas without any worries.

The result is okay, so the Sensei doesn't have to worry about it.

"Well, no!" The Sensei cries and screams.

"Helped, not! I was helped, not!" A cry that makes me wonder if this is what it means to cry.

While crying, the choppy voice is by no means loud.

But why does it sound like this?

Besides Hasebe who is sleeping, there are reincarnated people who are missing here.

Sakura Sakurazaki Zaki Ichisei.

Fumi is a straightforward history.

Hayashi Yasushi Kota.

Reincarnated people who we will never meet.

The Sensei seems to feel responsible for their death.

I can't say anything about it.

However, I think that the responsibility is wrong in the first place.

Their life belongs to them.

The death also belongs to them.

I don't think the Sensei needs to be responsible for the death.

The Sensei may think that she may have been helped, but there are things that humans can and cannot do.

Trying to save everything is a arrogant idea.

Unless you are omnipotent, you cannot save everything.

I can't even do it.

The Sensei continued to cry like a child.

Why couldn't I help, for what?

While muttering such a thing like a whisper.

The Sensei finally stopped crying after spme time had passed.

However, my eyes are hollow and I can't feel the energy.

"Wakaba-san" Kushiya, who had been silently watching the situation until then, talked to me.

"The Sensei seems tired, so I'll put her to sleep. I can't put any more burden on her. I'm watching, so keep talking." The proposal is hopeful and fulfilling.

It's not good to have a Sensei alone now.

If possible, I'd like to see it, but it's hard to say that it's best to leave this place and take care of the Sensei.

Kudo-san and her colleagues may have some thoughts about the Sensei, and they probably cannot leave such complicated feelings.

In that respect, Kushiya has recently come to this elf village, and she should be able to see the Sensei without feeling emotional.

She is one of the few reincarnated people who can handle battles, and no one is better than her.

Vampy is out of the question, and Oni-kun is also a man, so it wouldn't be suitable for the Sensei's care.

"Can you please?" "Leave it to me" Kushiya holds the Sensei's body as if like a princess

Kushiya, who met Tagawa-kun, went up the stairs as it was.

Kushiya is solid and I think it's okay to leave it to her.

Should the Sensei try to commit suicide, she should be able to stop it.

After the Sensei and Kushiya leave, the place is filled with an awkward atmosphere.

After seeing that Sensei, you can't tell how seriously she has been protecting the reincarnated.

The protected reincarnated people, led by Kudo-san, blamed such a Sensei.

Seeing now Sensei's appearance, she may blame herself for it.

No one tried to open their mouth after the Sensei was taken to Kushiya.

Everyone decides what to do without knowing it.

However, the reaction is divided into several parts.

One is the one that is confusing the line of sight.

I don't really know what to do with this, so I'll leave it to myself.

One is to look at Kudo-san.

There are different types of gazes, and they are divided into gazes that blame Kudo-san and gazes that are expected to proceed from here as chairman.

It goes without saying that there is a temperature difference between the former and the latter.

And the last one is the majority, but it's something that looks at me.

Well.

If I were to proceed in this situation, that would be my role.

What I want to throw in a circle is the best!

Ah, uh.

For the time being, lets sit back in the original seat.

Somehow, maybe because I wasn't used to it, or because I talked and messed up, I was tired.

You can reach the goal already, right?

Is it useless?

... Is that so?

"... It's kind." It was a surprising person who broke the awkward silence.

Isn't it surprising?

"Then why. No, nothing ..." Yamada-kun, who broke the silence,got silenced again with an indescribable expression, interwoven with complex emotions.

It is not possible to read what Yamada wanted to say from the expression, which was a mixture of various emotions.

Rather, Yamada himself does not seem to be able to organize his emotions.

However, I dropped the body, which had been solidified in the position I had when I pushed it away, into my seat without any force.

In terms of sound, it was a slapstick, and I felt like I was really weak and sat down with my weight.

Oshima gently taps Yamada's shoulder with anxiety.

Yamada, on the other hand, gently tapped Oshima's hand again, as if he wasn't worried.

I'm flirting.

"What if the chairman also sits down?" Oni-kun calls out to Kudo-san, who is still standing.

Kudo-san momentarily looked like a lost child, and then settled down in his seat according to the words.

"Well, I think everyone has something to say. We lived outside this elf village, so we only know what life is like here by hearsay, and we can understand everyone's feelings. No, but I think I knew from the previous attitude that I didn't like the Sensei and pushed everyone here. I didn't do it because of bad faith, but because of good intentions. I just want you to remember that I was desperately doing that. " Oni-kun speaks gently.

There are various reactions, such as those who listen to it seriously, those who receive it somewhat uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

"... I wanted you to say that." Kudo-san spills a little while drooling.

Kudo-san and the Sensei were quite close in the previous life.

The resentment towards the Sensei would have been stronger by that amount.

You may have thought that you were betrayed.

The reason why the Sensei didn't explain it at all was the cause of the bloated bad feelings.

"I couldn't say it." So, let's justify it here instead of the Sensei.

"Did you say that?" "The Sensei's skills were special and had a penalty. That's all I can say." With that word from me, some people, including Kudo-san, made a surprised expression.

Sensei's skills, student list.

It seems to be a skill that can get information on students.

However, that information cannot be passed on to the students themselves.

Because there is a penalty.

I don't really know what the penalty is.

Is it heavy or light?

Maybe there is no such thing.

D who made this skill can do anything.

It may be the last line that I mention the Sensei's skill in this way.

If I talk about the Sensei's skills and the penalty is triggered, I can't see it.

Therefore, I will give only the minimum necessary information.

Fortunately, Kudo-san seemed to have guessed that, and it would have helped to get rid of the Sensei's stigma.

... Instead, Kudo-san got even more drooling.

This is all there is to it.

There is no choice but to repair the groove that they made later.

That wouldn't be the curtain for me, who is a stranger.

"... Yes. That's right .... But I'm sorry. I can't apologize to the Sensei right away. Even if I understand it in my head, I refuse to apologize honestly for the time lost here. No. " Kudo-san said with no force, while drooling.

Kudo-san is also quite complicated inwardly.

Even if I knew that the Sensei wasn't bad, I was still in captivity in this elf village for a long time.

It's been a long time since I was born.

I had to spend more time in this elf village, considering the age of my life, which is the same as my previous life.

"that's true" "Even though it's a fantasy world, murder is a murder." "Even if you say protection, you're in captivity." There is a voice that agrees with Kudo-san.

"But it was guaranteed food, clothing and shelter, wasn't it bad?" "It's a little different from slow life, but I wasn't dissatisfied." "If you show me that, I can't blame you for a moment." On the other hand, I can hear the voice protecting the Sensei.

The ratio is about half and half.

However, what I can say to both parties is that they are discussing with each other as if they can understand what they are saying.

I was not a little dissatisfied with my life here.

But I can't blame the Sensei entirely.

Such air.

If anything, it feels like the boys are more dissatisfied.

After all, do boys yearn for adventures and such?

I see Tagawa-kun, who was active as an adventurer outside, with an enviable look.

Or maybe it's because there is a successful example of Tagawa.

If you can stay outside, you will feel like yourself.

Yes, did it work?

"I tell you, isn't it good to live outside?" Oops, Tagawa opened his mouth.

"You, that's not convincing even if you say it." One of the boys does such a comic.

surely.

Even if Tagawa-kun, a successful person, says, I can only hear it proudly.

Then, I'll ask you. Have you ever moaned in pain all day long? Even if it wasn't that far, you made a big cut, like a broken bone." Mainly reincarnated boys look at Tagawa-kun's words.

"If you make a mistake and break your work only once" "Then, imagine it. That's a daily occurrence." When one of the boys came forward, Tagawa said nothing.

"teeth?" "If you're an adventurer, that kind of injury is a daily occurrence. Even if you heal it with healing magic, you'll get the same kind of injury right away. You can't do it unless you get used to the state of constant injury. By the way. I would have broken my heart long ago without Asaka. " Are you talking seriously or are you ecstatic?

I'm at a loss for judgment.

"I had something I really wanted to do, so I got a dangerous job as an adventurer, but I regretted it many times. I've been about to die many times, and without Asaka, I'm actually.

I don't know how many times he died. If you're just an adventurous adventurer, don't say bad things, stop. " Tagawa said while looking around the boy.

Mumumu.

Are you talking seriously or ecstatic?

"I've just talked about a special profession called an adventurer, but I'm sure it's dangerous outside. I've seen a lot of tragedy in many places because of the profession of an adventurer.

Those who were killed or those who were killed by bandits. Not only those who died in that way. Children who were left behind and abandoned for financial reasons. Wasn't the house poor? What would have happened if I hadn't been here? " Tagawa tells Kudo-san such a cruel thing.

Kudo-san was unable to argue and turned down.

After all, Kudo-san was sold by her real parents.

Just because the seller was an elf, it's quite possible that it was sold elsewhere.

In that case, it wouldn't have been sold as a baby, so it would have been a little longer, but where it's sold depends on luck.

It would be nice if the reincarnated people were expected to be clever and would be taken over by a good merchant.

However, it was quite possible that the reincarnated person's beauty was bought and it was in a suspicious place.

Oni-kun claps his hands to make such reincarnated people quiet.

"In the end, I don't think it makes sense to talk about which one was better, because the past can't be changed. We can't change what we're living here now. And there are people who aren't here right now and are dead. It's better to think that it's a luxury to say which one of us alive was better. " It's a luxury just to be alive.

The reincarnated people who were told that calmed down with the scene.

"Do you say that when you killed that much elf?" Except for one person.

Yamada-kun's remarks revealed that Oni-kun had slaughtered an elf.

However, since the demon army had defeated the elf from the flow of the story so far, the reincarnated people including Kudo-san would have somehow understood the end of the elf.

However, it is another story that I realize that I know it.

Even if you know in your head that the elf was slaughtered, it would be difficult to realize it, let alone be told that your ex-classmates aren't involved, but that you're doing it yourself.

The proof was that cold silence dominated this place.

The only exceptions are Mr. Kusama and Mr. Ogiwara who were tied up with Tagawa.

Also, Urushihara and Oshima, who knew that in advance, or rather, Yamada, who was the speaker, were watching in front of me.

Even Kudo-san seems to have lost his words, and some of the other people have a stunned face as to whether Yamada-kun's words cannot be swallowed well.

Even those who can understand are looking at the complexion of Kyoro Kyoro and other people, whether it is true or not.

Perhaps death is a far cry from the reincarnated people who have lived in this elf village.

Therefore, even if it is said that an acquaintance has died, I do not feel it.

It was even more so if I became a former classmate who caused me to die.

In Japan, I rarely die outside of my life, and I wonder if I have inherited that feeling.

The feeling of death is too different from this world where people are dying, no matter what they know.

In that respect, Tagawa-kun and Kusama-kun, who grew up outside the elf village, are firmly aware of the view of life and death in this world.

So I'm not in a hurry.

But if that is the case, why is Yamada-kun, who should have grown up outside, so angry?

If you listen to the story so far, you can understand that the elves should die.

"Shun, let me tell you, the elf's has done nothing but killed, so it's okay if I kill them." "There will be a problem!" Yamada-kun's reaction to Oni-kun, who spoke to lick him, was frustrating and fierce.

I was a little surprised at the intensity of the reaction.

"Shun, did you hear the story?" "I heard. Certainly what the elves did may not be forgiven." Oh?

Do you understand that Yamada-kun also has a bad elf?

Yamada-kun participated in the war with the help of the elf, so I wondered if he couldn't withdraw and had the elf's shoulder, but it seems different.

"But that's why it's strange if you don't kill it." In Yamada-kun's words, there was an atmosphere in which some of the reincarnated people agreed.

... Well, that's right.

If you are raised in the closed environment of an elf village, it is no wonder that you keep the Japanese values as they are.

In Japan, criminals are given strict punishment under the law.

You will only be sentenced to death if you commit a felony.

Even with the death penalty, there was a movement that it should be abolished.

The weight of life is different from this world.

It doesn't change even if it is a criminal.

"The elves needed to live and atone for their sins. They had that duty. They had to kill it and end it. If they died, it would end there." Hmm. It's true that I'm saying it, but I think it's silly.

There are a lot of bad guys out there who don't feel like paying for their sins.

It's only in the opportunistic story that any bad guy repents if he puts all his words into it.

No matter how hard I try, if I don't convert, I'll end up spending a lot of wasted time dating.

In that case, I think it would be smarter to kill it without rot.

Well, this is just my opinion.

"That's right. It's over when you die. It's not good to kill. Of course. It's not forgiven." Oni agrees with Yamada's words.

"If" "Then, isn't it natural that the elves who have taken many lives, both directly and indirectly, are not allowed?" Oni-kun interrupts Yamada-kun's words when he tries to say something.

The words of Oni-kun were powerful enough to silence Yamada-kun.

"Shun. The person who killed someone close to you can't forgive the person who killed him.

No matter how much he tries to atone for his sins, the hatred in his heart will not disappear.

Maybe reduce, but it won't disappear. " It was a very real word.

When I heard that, there was a weight that made me realize that Oni-kun had killed someone close to him.

"I think Shun is fine, but the elves weren't in a position to be forgiven, no matter how much they struggled. They had to die. So we handed over the guidance. Can't you agree with this?" Yamada can't argue against Oni-kun's heavy words.

"I don't understand, I can't." It was supposed to be.

However, Yamada-kun's eyes had a powerful glow.

There was certainly something that couldn't break.

"If that's okay with the elves, how would the Imperial Army explain? Did you use Hugo to decoy and attack the Imperial Army? They were decoyed and thrown away. How are you going to explain the people of the Imperial Army? " ... I was struck by a painful place.

Certainly, the Imperial Army are poor people who were just involved from Yamada-kun's point of view.

That would be hard to convince.

In fact, the reincarnated people are starting to rush.

The atmosphere is just rustling, and no one is open.

"Hey, is this story true?" It was Kudo-san who broke the silence.

Oni-kun and Yamada-kun do not move while glaring at each other.

After glancing at them, Kudo-san turned to me and asked again.

That's me!

"If the story is true, did you kill the people of the Imperial Army after using Natsume-kun?" Well, it's generally correct.

"I will not deny" "I take it as affirmative." In my reply, Kudo-san said with a stern look.

Well, I'm not wrong.

Actually, it's probably worse than Kudo-san imagined.

Let's not say that.

I'm sure they are both happier, yeah.

"I don't deny that I used it, but it's a war. Isn't it natural for people to die?" Oni-kun reopened here.

"But!" "If the Imperial Army did not die, it was the Demon Army that would have died instead. And the Imperial Army was an enemy to the Demon Army. They just used that enemy. Is what we did tactically wrong?? "

Well, what I did was hit an enemy against another enemy, exhausting both sides, and gaining the benefit of the fisherman.

Really correct and efficient as a war strategy.

"I'm not talking about that!" But, well, that's not what Yamada wants to say.

"Shun. If you look at this world, you know? This world is different from Japan. The weight of life is light. It can't be helped to bring Japanese values as they are?" Tell Oni-kun to persuade Yamada-kun, who is stubborn.

"Can't you help? Why do you think so?" But that created an unexpected counterattack.

"Sure, life is light in this world. You'll die soon after a little bit. That's why Julius brother ...

No, that's fine now, but! But that's why it's okay to take it lightly. No !? " He calls out.

It was a powerful cry that overturned my perception of sweetness.

I thought it was a sweet opinion that was still dragging Japanese values.

different.

Yamada-kun, after understanding it, said that he was sticking to its sweetness, the cry showed.

"Is this world different from Japan? Oh yeah. Everything is different here from Japan. But then, do we have to abandon Japanese values? Is that something we shouldn't do?" In Yamada's words, Oshima, who was sitting diagonally behind him, shook his shoulders.

Is that the reaction because Oshima-kun also abandoned Japanese values in living in this world?

"Kyoya. I hear it the other way around. You said it can't be helped. That's why this world is such a place, so it can't be helped, isn't it just a compromise?"